kiah-griffin - Hello Poetry

the awkward part is sleeping without your breathing leaves me lost in the dark. close to weeping with slient heaving i shut my eyes hard. the opposite of feeling, barely seeing i'm dependant on you. no longer solitary, you're one with them and maybe, thats the awkward part. k.g.

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Apr 19, 2015

Apr 19, 2015 at 6:56 PM UTC

the awkward part.

the awkward part is sleeping without your breathing leaves me lost in the dark. close to weeping with slient heaving i shut my eyes hard. the opposite of feeling, barely seeing i'm dependant on you. no longer solitary, you're one with them and maybe, thats the awkward part. k.g.

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I don’t understand why she’s like this when she’s drunk. I can’t comprehend where she’s coming from. I don’t understand why she feels the need to make me feel so **** uneasy. I can’t comprehend what viewpoint she’s seeing from. I don’t understand where she hates me at times, sometimes it be easier if I just died. I can’t comprehend why this makes me so mad. I don’t understand, I don’t understand. k.g.

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Apr 11, 2015

Apr 11, 2015 at 6:56 PM UTC

Comprehension.

I don’t understand why she’s like this when she’s drunk. I can’t comprehend where she’s coming from. I don’t understand why she feels the need to make me feel so **** uneasy. I can’t comprehend what viewpoint she’s seeing from. I don’t understand where she hates me at times, sometimes it be easier if I just died. I can’t comprehend why this makes me so mad. I don’t understand, I don’t understand. k.g.

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here i'm and not here alone i am in head mine yet live five others all who mill around live. told what to do i am and approach how to the unknown. no decisions i seem make myself yet speak i from the soul. soul exists whether or not another question is. determine grammar does not punctuation, as determine faith does not god. disprove understanding ignorance does not, blissful as ignorance is not always. was wish i for i ignorant. k.g.

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Mar 16, 2015

Mar 16, 2015 at 5:14 PM UTC

Dysfunctional

here i'm and not here alone i am in head mine yet live five others all who mill around live. told what to do i am and approach how to the unknown. no decisions i seem make myself yet speak i from the soul. soul exists whether or not another question is. determine grammar does not punctuation, as determine faith does not god. disprove understanding ignorance does not, blissful as ignorance is not always. was wish i for i ignorant. k.g.

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and right now, here in this moment. all i want, all i ever seem to want at 1:32am, is your fingers tracing my hip bones. my skin clenched between your teeth. droplets of sweat, between sheets. crisp white fades to pink, we tainted the linen while kissing. the bright is a curse and the dark is a blessing, because in the abyss i can imagine. right now, here in this moment. because all i want, all i still seem to want at 1:45am, is you. k.g.

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Feb 7, 2015

Feb 7, 2015 at 8:51 PM UTC

Between the Hours of 1:32am & 1:45am

and right now, here in this moment. all i want, all i ever seem to want at 1:32am, is your fingers tracing my hip bones. my skin clenched between your teeth. droplets of sweat, between sheets. crisp white fades to pink, we tainted the linen while kissing. the bright is a curse and the dark is a blessing, because in the abyss i can imagine. right now, here in this moment. because all i want, all i still seem to want at 1:45am, is you. k.g.

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This atmosphere, the air is so thin, so few layers between our skin. But what's a few clothes to a waterfall of sin, that starts with my vice, and ends with your drink. Honey, I'm not made of glass, Push me down, pull me back. I need to be washed of my sins, place a cross on my head. I'm an alcoholic and you're a font full of gin. k.g.

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Feb 7, 2015

Feb 7, 2015 at 5:10 PM UTC

Baptism.

This atmosphere, the air is so thin, so few layers between our skin. But what's a few clothes to a waterfall of sin, that starts with my vice, and ends with your drink. Honey, I'm not made of glass, Push me down, pull me back. I need to be washed of my sins, place a cross on my head. I'm an alcoholic and you're a font full of gin. k.g.

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I (never) liked your touch. Your kisses are (n't) sultry. I (never) say what I mean. That's why you (can't) trust me. Your slaps (do)n't hurt. I (don't) know you love me. You (never) mean what you say. That's why I (can't) trust you. k.g.

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Feb 7, 2015

Feb 7, 2015 at 8:50 AM UTC

Brackets

I (never) liked your touch. Your kisses are (n't) sultry. I (never) say what I mean. That's why you (can't) trust me. Your slaps (do)n't hurt. I (don't) know you love me. You (never) mean what you say. That's why I (can't) trust you. k.g.

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I'm not good at being alone. It makes lungs feel shaky, ribcage achy. next breath. exhale. Don't choke me when you know I'm not well. Acquainted with this feeling. It feels like your not breathing, I can't help but hear screaming, Suddenly I start heaving. k.g.

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Feb 2, 2015

Feb 2, 2015 at 3:05 PM UTC

Symptoms of Lung Failure

I'm not good at being alone. It makes lungs feel shaky, ribcage achy. next breath. exhale. Don't choke me when you know I'm not well. Acquainted with this feeling. It feels like your not breathing, I can't help but hear screaming, Suddenly I start heaving. k.g.

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She says what she thinks, And what we know to be true. I just don't have the stomach for it, And that's how she thrives. Blunt knives pierce the deepest. And I can't hide. k.g.

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Feb 2, 2015

Feb 2, 2015 at 2:41 PM UTC

(She)

She says what she thinks, And what we know to be true. I just don't have the stomach for it, And that's how she thrives. Blunt knives pierce the deepest. And I can't hide. k.g.

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A part of me wants you back, But a part of me don't mean jack. When I look at what we had, I remember, happiness only exists in an hourglass. k.g.

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Feb 1, 2015

Feb 1, 2015 at 11:27 AM UTC

The Hourglass

A part of me wants you back, But a part of me don't mean jack. When I look at what we had, I remember, happiness only exists in an hourglass. k.g.

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I hate you a lot, as in periodically rather than continuously because you keep me up at night. Either in my thoughts or on my phone you seem to be present near enough all the time and it sickens me to say this but when you say that I love you, you're probably right. k.g.

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Feb 1, 2015

Feb 1, 2015 at 11:27 AM UTC

Thoughts About Liam; Lines 30-39

I hate you a lot, as in periodically rather than continuously because you keep me up at night. Either in my thoughts or on my phone you seem to be present near enough all the time and it sickens me to say this but when you say that I love you, you're probably right. k.g.

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