kerruh

truth be told
you’re nothing special
you’re like the others
you had #8’s crooked smile,
#4’s wild hair
and #11’s laughter
you’re another boy
here mainly to erase the empty feelings
left behind by the first boy
it goes to show that no one is really special
because I’m finding a lot of him
in you, you, you, and you.

you15

I ignore feelings
and I push people away

I don't want you to start caring
I don't need any of this--or you--at all

Don't be so nice to me
In the end I'll leave you behind

Just leave me alone
and let me run away

because that is the only thing
I seem to be best at