The summer wears your ghost
Like a thin veil that blows against my skin with the lightest breeze.
I almost forget it's there, until I'm squinting through the haze, wondering what's blocking my view.
Oh right, it's you.
Aug 8, 2025
Aug 8, 2025 at 12:23 PM UTC
Is everything okay?
Everything is great! I had a great day, it's sunny outside, everyone is happy, I love life.
Is everything okay?
I mean yeah, today was a good day, I got through it fine, it went quick and I learned new things.
Is everything okay?
I think so, I don't remember anything not being okay...
Is everything okay?
I don't know, I feel off, did I make a mistake? Did I say all the right things?
Is everything okay?
Maybe not, is my cat feeling okay? Are my parents alright?
Is everything okay?
No! I must've done something wrong, I bet everyone is mad at me. I'm lazy, I'm dumb, I can't do anything right!
"Hey, is everything okay?"
"Oh yeah, totally fine, how about you?"
Oct 17, 2024
Oct 17, 2024 at 7:56 PM UTC
I feel it creeping in again,
The low that has a name,
A darkness I refuse to claim.
And when I'm alone with my thoughts,
It eats me alive,
I don't know if I'll survive.
It tells me I'm nothing,
That I deserve bad things,
And whatever else life brings.
I don't know,
I'm starting to believe it.
Jun 19, 2023
Jun 19, 2023 at 11:38 PM UTC
They said that "Virginia is for Lovers"
But instead that's where I died.
That girl never came back
And I have definitely cried
Over the loss of her innocence,
Her empathy and light
She tried to come back
And shine twice as bright
But I told her to stop fighting
That it was alright
That it was okay to break down
In the middle of the night
What happened was unfair
And it wasn't her fault
But now that's locked up
In the back of the vault
I am not she
And she is not me
But without her
Who would I be?
Nov 19, 2021
Nov 19, 2021 at 5:29 PM UTC
It's like I'm living in small moments of
Other people's happiness.
But who's really 'happy' these days?
Nov 4, 2020
Nov 4, 2020 at 11:09 PM UTC
I am empty,
Out of gas
On a forgotten road
I've reached an impasse.
Oct 24, 2020
Oct 24, 2020 at 12:15 AM UTC
I was told long ago
That my light would attract others.
Maybe that's why I love moths so much.
Aug 13, 2020
Aug 13, 2020 at 1:08 AM UTC
I hope tomorrow
I wake up
From 2019
Like it was all
A bad dream.
Dec 31, 2019
Dec 31, 2019 at 1:55 PM UTC
Why are we told
Our whole lives
To chase our dreams
When dreams don't exist
And if they do
They just die.
Dec 11, 2019
Dec 11, 2019 at 12:27 AM UTC
I am cursed to live
Only in small increments
Of happiness
While the rest of my days
Are filled with the loss
Of friends, jobs, and hope.
Jun 4, 2019
Jun 4, 2019 at 10:50 PM UTC