Loving and not getting the same in return makes me weak
Being loved when I can't love back makes me sick
If love makes me do something stupid then I hope my heart stops
I'd rather be a loner than die choked with false hopes.
At least they'll say I wrote poems
or maybe I inspired a handful of poets
Nov 8, 2018
Nov 8, 2018 at 12:46 PM UTC
I wanted to give up
but then I realized
that life is a jigsaw
and my heart was the missing piece
Nov 5, 2018
Nov 5, 2018 at 10:54 AM UTC
She was the best thing happening to me
my life was a colorful sea
we'd laugh at each other
laugh together, grab a burger
watch the sun set and seal the day with a kiss
Whenever she was away, there's something I'd miss
my happiness, my miss
I knew we were meant to be
Her angelic face, lit up my world
her smile can't be described by words
She was everything I'd ever need
our love grew to a sycamore, from a tiny seed
How amazing life was.
Love life
"You're the last thing I'd ever want to lose"
she would whisper in my ears
Lost in her world
I fell in an abyss of love
Blindly I followed her, as she led the way
until the day when I stopped being in her priority list
her worries, I was the least
She turned into an aggravated beast
A monster a hungry predator
Her demons haunted me
they were cutting my heart piece by piece
until it was no more
and
all this, she thought was normal
Love turned to bitter hate
I saw it better to leave before it was too late
But then she had the same idea
All that she did to push me away
If only I knew
Nov 3, 2018
Nov 3, 2018 at 12:07 PM UTC
I gave my life to the Lord
He promised to release me off the loads
that burdened my heart
That made me hurt
I gave my life to the Lord
He promised that I'd never bleed
and that he'd take care of my needs
and forgive my bad deeds
I gave my life to the Lord
He promised to give me life
blessings and make me thrive
happiness and a good wife
I gave my life to the Lord
It's the wisest decision I've ever made!
Nov 1, 2018
Nov 1, 2018 at 10:13 AM UTC
A thousand letters for you
To tell how I feel
To tell what I've been hiding
To finally be real
Its time I adopt confidence
For this is plumbless
And comes from the heart
That's been under that hut,
I would have said this a long time ago
But I couldn't
Afraid I'd be befriended
Or worse, rejected
It would hurt true
Dreams bestrewed
Hopes shuttered
Ego humbled
But am ready,
Ready for anything
Ready to take it in
Ready to tell what I feel
to finally be real
Its not by sheer luck
I got to know you
It was meant to happen I choose to believe
For that reason I took a pen
And wrote this
Only for you
For it comes not from being poesy
But something I have always wanted to say
There's a difference between loving and being in love
Same as the raven being different from the dove
Let me call you my love
Let me here you call me My love
Love me more not just as a friend
Let's do this for days on end
Take it to another level
See my hands
That's your image I suppose
A thousand letters
Meant to propose
Will you be my girl?
Oct 31, 2018
Oct 31, 2018 at 1:22 AM UTC
Just because I'm mad angry and sad
torn between good and bad
doesn't mean you got the right to judge me
We all do things we never intended to
things we'll live to regret
things that forever will be secrets
and we would be buried with
I'm human
we make mistakes in different dimensions
the mistake could be someone you care for, someone you Love, someone you'd take a bullet for!
Biggest mistake ever, I know
and once you learn the truth?
It's always too late
you had fallen right into a trap
with no map back home
home where we belong
where we are appreciated by all!!
Oct 31, 2018
Oct 31, 2018 at 1:13 AM UTC