I have been mistaken for quite sometime now--
I do not need you to release me with the truth;
Only I have the power to do that.
I have forged these chains of ignorance with passion;
Blinded by solemnity
I hopelessly waited
for you
to rescue
me.
How foolish, for only I hold that key--
As it should be.
So I will say my "goodbye" once more
And shut the door
because I am strong enough to
And these chains will be vanquished
by my own
heart,
mind and
soul.
Sep 27, 2012
Sep 27, 2012 at 11:52 PM UTC
The broken hearted weep
while the other side sleeps
in freedom
from the tangling of
heart-strings
When will your heart go amiss;
And mine reach its'
freedoms bliss?
Aug 29, 2012
Aug 29, 2012 at 6:05 PM UTC
If I died tomorrow,
would you have loved me
yesterday?
Aug 29, 2012
Aug 29, 2012 at 6:03 PM UTC
As you kick me out your house to leave
I do concede
These feelings that I plead
For you
My heart still bleeds
For you
But whether you understand or care
Is neither here nor there
I simply breathe air
For you
An unrequited affair
For you
These words are conglomerated
Only confusion is created
Cognitions translated
For you
Feelings inflated
For you
A bleak misunderstanding
A fatal crash-landing
But feelings expanding
For you
Notwithstanding
For you
Despite this bitter fate
These feelings won’t abate
I will stand by and wait
For you
In a terrible state
For you
Dec 9, 2011
Dec 9, 2011 at 9:55 PM UTC
Flowing words
do not beat
as the rhythm of my heart
For they are scarce
and hard to come by;
Though quiet it seems
it beats in rapid
succession
At times
in silent discontent,
in chaos caused
by my own façade;
The ironic cadence
becomes unbearable
And with each--
sounding--
beat--
I become weaker,
and
weaker.
Yet, I stay in silence
all too afraid
to scream
and disturb the peace
Though I compromise my own.
So in vain I sit
in hope someone
will hear
the stillness
which rings in
my ears.
My façade is
all too great
an impenetrable burden
of my own creation
It is this harsh and
succinct
rhythmic tone
which is my demise
I am trapped
trapped in structured
synchrony
for the appearance of calm
And I cannot
quiet my heart
and
release
For I am utterly
scared of the consequence
So I turn
to you
as I fall from
pressure.
You manage to
calm my quiet,
discontented heart
As no one has before;
The sound is bearable--
the beat has returned;
soothing and calm
Your eyes
announce
there is nothing
wrong;
there is nothing
wrong;
It will resolve--
and it has
A better song
stays in
my
Heart.
Dec 9, 2011
Dec 9, 2011 at 7:21 PM UTC
Upon these shattered lights she treads,
Alas, her beauty was not dead.
She feigned for sleep but could not die,
For only love did catch her eyes.
Up in the sky she withered well,
Within her eyes the tears did swell
And in her tears the past was shown.
Of one true love that she had known.
The tears that formed did stain the glass,
Beauty if bred from pain at last"
She closed her eyes in hope for more,
"It is your heart I do adore."
Dec 3, 2011
Dec 3, 2011 at 3:45 AM UTC
Less eloquent but all the same;
Your words and heart are not in vain.
The lyrics that you do express,
My ears and heart they do caress.
I've never smiled so much before;
The cause of which I do adore;
Your eyes, your smile, your gentle gaze;
Each time I breathe I am amazed
That you and I do feel the same
Together we shall toss the grains
Into the sea, that grand abyss;
For fear and doubt should not exist.
As salt dissolves into the sea;
We sea the truth of what can be.
Dec 2, 2011
Dec 2, 2011 at 7:31 PM UTC
A night of disappointments.
Exasperations and constant
reminders of what could have been.
Why can't Happiness embrace me
for a single moment
without Regret
seeping in
from the sides?
His cold and spindly fingers
eventually seize me;
and I am unmoved
by the sweet sounds and encounters
of Joy;
He tries so hard to move me,
yet, to no avail.
The warm and comfort of
his presence goes unnoticed,
for Sadness enters
after I have been
raptured by Regret.
As I sit,
crying
Sadness softly sits
besides me;
he whispers,
"just let go; nothing will be resolved,
just let go."
I listen, his beckoning words,
the moroseness, in
his voice
is convincing and enticing.
Happiness, and Joy
are no match for his song.
This ballad of sorrowful peace;
stories with no
happiness
ever
after.
Dec 2, 2011
Dec 2, 2011 at 7:20 PM UTC
If we live in constant fear
We cannot live at all.
The only strength we find within
Is the will to fight on;
To chase our dreams
Knowing there is an end.
Lo, we cannot--must not
Fear this end
But must revel in it--
For we have never been through it before.
Fear not in it,
But take comfort in knowing
The unknown is
Just
Beyond.
Dec 2, 2011
Dec 2, 2011 at 7:11 PM UTC
I cannot explain the dread I feel
when you look at me with those eyes.
As if I had failed.
Your admonished stare pounds me and my heart
sinks with the pressure.
The sheer weight of it all;
No normal person could thrive
(let alone, survive).
The knot in my throat,
stomach and mind is impossibly
taught.
Impossible.
That's all it is.
It is impossible for me to function
knowing I failed you.
Dec 2, 2011
Dec 2, 2011 at 7:05 PM UTC