I love you.
I love you so much
My chest hurts every. single. day.
You haunt my dreams
I wake up to you
I fall asleep with you
You’re all that I see
My head shakes clearing you
Nope
You return
I have never felt so fragile
What is this reality?
You know
That I know
That you know
Yet you try anyway
Liars—we both are
You’ve moved on
She moved in
I’m a permanent resident.
287 miles away
…so what are you doing?
Jan 20
Jan 20, 2026 at 5:06 PM UTC
You belong to me
You wrote those words
on my body
in a vibrating script
Everything is loud now
Jan 13
Jan 13, 2026 at 5:36 PM UTC
Begging
Love me—
more
than the vices
that love you
Jul 15, 2025
Jul 15, 2025 at 9:48 PM UTC
I told a boy that sometimes
I like to watch a rom com
Or play sad alternative music
And have a good cry
Sometimes I just want to feel something
He hugged me and asked if I was okay
Two hours later he ended things
And sited the girl with the red silk sheets
If I had known
It would have always been no
But I’ll play another rom com
And turn up the music
And cry alone in my room
May 8, 2024
May 8, 2024 at 10:03 PM UTC
How many quiet corners to hide
I am hallucinating
I wanted to test it
Five days before I felt again
I pick a number
And then I attack it with color
Clean lines but aggressive strokes
Repeat repeat repeat
Apr 15, 2024
Apr 15, 2024 at 11:29 PM UTC
Sometimes I hold my breath
And squeeze and squeeze until there’s nothing left
To fight the empty nothingness
And create some of it myself
Because cuts turn to scars and scars turn to questions and permanent problems that never go away
To let go means to bare open
All of a lengthy list of insecurities and poor decisions
That I am in the making
So I’m quiet until confident
But falsely secure
In who my words and lips reach
Out to anyone and everyone I meet
Hoping
But instead blindly trusting each and every one to stay
Away they push
Not with passion but
The gentle turn of a page
Jan 5, 2024
Jan 5, 2024 at 12:55 AM UTC
Someone sat there
Ten years of my life in their hand
And with one finger
Decided I wasn’t worth watching
Nov 21, 2023
Nov 21, 2023 at 8:46 PM UTC
I am a wildfire
Yet you turn me on just by lighting candles
Aug 28, 2023
Aug 28, 2023 at 10:54 PM UTC
