What are you doing, why are you here
Why can’t you let my heart be at piece
Why did you have to plant, your wicked dark seed
What are you doing, why are you here
Please can you stop, stop filling me with fear
No matter where I turn, you’re always near
What are you doing, why are you here
Please go away, don’t try to get in
I can’t take anymore, I hate how I’ve been
Why are you hovering, around on all sides
I feel so attacked, I feel so alive
Everything is bright and beautiful within
Everything is perfect, until you get in.
Oct 27, 2014
Oct 27, 2014 at 1:14 PM UTC
This fear
I thought
I could destroy it
I thought
I could end it
I thought
It was
Just a demon
I had to conquer
And just
When I thought
I had won
I realized
My folly
This was no demon
This couldn't be killed
This
Would not end
This
Would haunt me
This
Was a ghost
How do you fight
what you can't ****
Oct 2, 2014
Oct 2, 2014 at 1:25 AM UTC
My sun
Light of my life
No matter the distance
You still keep me warm
No matter the distance
You light up the world
And no matter
How close I get
I can't catch up
I'd rather burn
Than spend the night alone
Oct 2, 2014
Oct 2, 2014 at 1:20 AM UTC
If I cried
when I was baby
you came right away
So why does it make a difference
now that I'm older
Aug 19, 2014
Aug 19, 2014 at 6:54 PM UTC
I always fantasized
about being strong
a hero
a force to be reckoned with
someone that could hold their own.
But now
all i want
is to make it through the day.
Aug 18, 2014
Aug 18, 2014 at 11:20 PM UTC
Before I met you
I was afraid
To let anyone in
Before I met you
I felt safer
Alone
Before I met you
I felt
Dead.
Before I met you
I never thought
In my wildest dreams
That someone
Could make me
Feel so alive
Because now that I've met you
I want to let you in
Now that I've met you
I never feel alone
Now that I met you
I truly understand
What it means
To be alive
Aug 18, 2014
Aug 18, 2014 at 11:16 PM UTC
I don't know why
I didn't realize at first
I knew deep down
But it didn't hit me
I would run away
Change the subject
Anything
To stop myself
Anything
To protect myself
When you kissed me
I couldn't stop
I face planted
Aug 18, 2014
Aug 18, 2014 at 11:11 PM UTC
When I was 5
And scraped my knee
I thought nothing could hurt more
When I was 8
And teased on the playground
I thought nothing could hurt more
When I was 15
And heartbroken
I thought nothing could hurt more
When I was 18
And almost lost you
I thought nothing could hurt more
As I grow older
And as I'm hurt more
I wonder
Each time
If the worst will ever be behind me
Aug 18, 2014
Aug 18, 2014 at 11:07 PM UTC
When I was little
and innocent
I thought the world my friend
I thought it best to be kind
and curious
and soft
As I grew older
and sadder
I thought the world terrible
I thought it best to be cold
and distant
and hard
As I grow ever older
and hopefully wiser
I think the world neither bad
nor good
nor a mix in-between
just as it is
not worthy of kindness
not deserving of cruelty.
Aug 18, 2014
Aug 18, 2014 at 11:00 PM UTC
Close
is never
close enough
for me.
I want you
on every inch of my skin
no part of me
that exists
without you
I want your arms
around me
as tight as possible
I don't care
if i can't breathe
Aug 18, 2014
Aug 18, 2014 at 10:54 PM UTC