Why did you have to do this?
Your talking turned to screaming and it echoes through my dreams
Feeling like a knight with a rusted sword
it couldn't escape the tears and the blood stains
You know, it was okay when it was between me and you
why did you have to bring my friends in your little game?
Now,I'm a Cinderella with no shoe and no prince to save her
You become a ghost to haunt my nights and my thoughts
and, darling, honestly I couldn't breathe
Don't play dumb to cover you lies, now we're in front of others
Do you think we are just fine?
You live with hallucinations of things I never said or asked
Pretending to be an innocent damsel in distress
do you expect your king, honey?
I don't like making me feel an unreliable captain of sinking ships
where will it get you, this little chess game with no rules?
Now I'm locked in my tower trying to be saved from your knives
Your flames scorch my armour and burn my words
and, love, you are the dragon in my sleep
You spread rumours like that, all you are is mean
Apr 24, 2015
Apr 24, 2015 at 8:14 PM UTC
Buried rabbit hole, you never knew what was there
a crushed mirror brings bad luck, sorrys won't save you
This is like kindergarten, I'm trying hard to understand
"Why you didn't tell the obvious"
Abandoned playground, you never come to play anymore
a broken swing that can't be fixed, the ropes won't hold you
This isn't fairyland and I'm finding hard to tell you
"Some day the dreamers wake up"
Open book, you never read between the lines
hell is bringing its demons, secrets won't trust you
This is our twenties, I'm trying so hard to laugh
"How I wish I was dead"
*And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4N3N1MlvVc4&feature;=share*
Apr 22, 2015
Apr 22, 2015 at 6:07 PM UTC
I'm letting you go, dear past
you're the ether that scientists thought to carry the light
they discovered you don't really exist (the speed of light is invariant for every observer)
I have things to live, new adventures to imagine
the dream scared to wake up
dear, it's time to take a chance...
'Cause
She won't be there again to write in my cherished books
And I will give her a happy ending and say hello when we meet again
She was so nice but left unexplained and there is nothing to do
And if you by chance knock my door again, ask for a cup of tea
please remember you won't stay after 10 unless you're real
I'm keeping some music preserved, you know
like the stars save a million years that you can travel to
they found a lifetime it's actually enough (time dilates and space contracts)
I have memories to make, friendships to shield
the soul afraid of dying
hey, now learns to live and fly...
'Cause
He won't remember the tears I shed some nights before
Or how he kissed me in the parking lot when we thought nobody watched
They were so sweet, dear, but have never happened at all
We can talk like old friends, forgotten lovers, listen to some songs
please remember you are a treasure but you are gone
Feb 27, 2015
Feb 27, 2015 at 5:57 PM UTC
Chocolate in paper cups
Early mornings having maths
Long bus drives that never end
Letters I've written but not send
Cinemas next to the port
A falling star that we lost
Photos of us with the sea backround
The waves we reach with no sound
We live in a society oathed to distruct
Too many scratches in a tiny box of love
My mind is racing back and forth
Am I the one, the same I was a moment before?
Sweet shops like the sixties
Nebulae that this magic kisses
You're already too far away
Memories that I'm afraid to make
We are people destined to forget
Too many black holes into which we step
My mind is lost in bright fallen leaves
The rain will turn into light summer breeze
Feb 25, 2015
Feb 25, 2015 at 5:22 PM UTC
I wish I could've given you some of my thoughts to be yours
You used to take over my incohesive mind
Yesterday I asked for you to take my heavy books, if only you were here
Elves wandering lonely moonlit streets
memories, it's been a while since I last dreamt of you
Thursday re-adapting to freedom passing slippery streets
I wish you could have known my friends to be yours
I guess life takes over people of all kinds
Today I only thought of you when returning home, without that familiar fear
Pirates abandoning stranded wooden ships
melodies,it's been a song from a bar fading into view
February blowing far your figure walking next to me
I wish you will give me a "hello" one day to be mine
I leave you in a dusty shelf untouched by time
Tomorrow I'll forget you a little more till you become transparent, a broken tear
Duchesses dancing by themselves with no prince
mysteries, it's been a question how I now trust a few
This year breath-taking my soul from longing for your kiss
Feb 12, 2015
Feb 12, 2015 at 6:26 PM UTC
Hot cup, your large couch and a wooden floor somewhere abroad
You caress away my unexplained tears, "Sorry I don't usually cry"
"You will be okay", my favourite almond taste, how you always knew
Lyrics become far-off places when you search somewhere to hide
Daydreams,trusted moments and you remembering everything
You follow me in the rain, "What do you listen?"
"Everything" I say and then you defend my broken pride
Conversations become last escapes when lost in your soul
Airplanes, my headphones and a mind I miss in the arrival's room
You ask my hand for a waltz, "I don't know how to dance"
"Neither do I", your laughter the most wonderful sound
Memories become romantic adventures when covered in chocolate
Feb 1, 2015
Feb 1, 2015 at 6:28 PM UTC
There's this air in South France
So alive you can almost touch it
Soft enough, it blows away the candles
Numbered seats, train wagons, I wish I had taken with you
Warm hands on my frozen nose
a memory in red burning
Your arms, your hair, my cheeks
There's this air they call it Mistral
So loud and you can almost hold it
Light enough, it carries the grains of sand
Kaleidoscope films, sad endings, I wish you'd wipes away my tears
A stolen kiss in a forgotten dream
A wheel in Marseille, spinning
My scarf, my gloves, your lips
Jan 20, 2015
Jan 20, 2015 at 2:07 PM UTC
You are still all over me
in the books I haven't read and I'm afraid to touch
They'll lose their magic if I open a page
And there you come, your rare smile caressing my thoughts
Saying in uncertain words I had to do this at least once and you kiss me
When the future hadn't come and the summer was us to hold and I couldn't believe it
You have to go before the sun banishes the stars, the night
But you always stay in my things, hiding in every uninvited shade
And I can't have you here taking over my days, you are only a ghost of Christmas past
You are still all over me
in my clumsy hands I don't let anyone to touch
They'll lose the steadiness you gave
And there you walk by, in a theater hugging me despite your friends
Saying in firm whispers I can't lose you my love and you kiss me
When the future was too far and the year was there for us and I couldn't believe it
I have to dust you off my clothes, my room, my mind
But you always come in dreams, demanding your rightful place
And I can't resist when you flood my heart, the memories like flashing lights burn
You are still all over me...
Jan 6, 2015
Jan 6, 2015 at 7:21 PM UTC
Shaking hands and the goggles you bought her
keep her dreaming almost every night
First day back and forgot to say hey
keep her crying every other night
Remind her how it feels to hold her like last night
and she was sober enough to remember your hand around her thigh
Be careful with what you say,she becomes enchanted
Stolen glances,you have to buy her chocolates
that's how you will win her heart
Christmas day and you have to call her
that's how you won't lose her
Remind her she's not just another star in your sky
she's the sun if you look her through a telescope you'll get blind
Be careful how you treat her,don't leave her stranded
Unheard words and the clubs where you hold her
keep her thinking how you almost kissed her
One day soon tell her how you missed her
keep her far from other girls, how you kissed them
Remind her how you must have lost your mind
and she's not brave enough to catch your every single sign
Be careful what you do,act like you never take her for granted
Jan 6, 2015
Jan 6, 2015 at 7:08 PM UTC
*There are daydreams when I'm lost in your love
the one I never had but always asked
This is when I remember you most
your hair and the way you talk
and your eyes missing nothing at all
My new friends built on my new life
I still laugh,the way you remember(if you still do)
It's been a year,I can't forget you
For my love poems, I devote all of them to you
There are nighthoughts when I want the past back
the chance we had but never asked
This is when I miss you most
my hands trembling every time you talk
and my eyes searching for yours
I hope my thoughts reach you sometimes
and you have a place for me in your heart
I hope your life is the way you imagined
and you remember me when you rarely laugh
My new friends don't judge my silly rhymes
I joke with them,the way I would(with you)
It's been thirteen months, I can't live οn a memory
For my first love, I'll always think of you*
Nov 20, 2014
Nov 20, 2014 at 4:35 PM UTC