katelyn-renita-gardner - Hello Poetry

Love Darkness Hurt Can you imagine the one you love in your arms but then...he just let go He lets you fall In the dark then leaves you to get hurt to stay in the pile of the unwanted So you could have the bruises,cuts and burns on your arms So you can see them everyday So you could be the one to bleed The one to not last To leave you in the dark To let you get hurt He said he loved you He said he wanted you It was a lie you fell for And now You're falling into the darkness You're going to get hurt You aren't going to be loved ...I'm...not... Unloved Darkness Hurt

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Feb 28, 2014

Feb 28, 2014 at 2:12 PM UTC

Unloved,Darkness,Hurt

Love Darkness Hurt Can you imagine the one you love in your arms but then...he just let go He lets you fall In the dark then leaves you to get hurt to stay in the pile of the unwanted So you could have the bruises,cuts and burns on your arms So you can see them everyday So you could be the one to bleed The one to not last To leave you in the dark To let you get hurt He said he loved you He said he wanted you It was a lie you fell for And now You're falling into the darkness You're going to get hurt You aren't going to be loved ...I'm...not... Unloved Darkness Hurt

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I'm called a lot of names But the name I go by the most is Renita Its my middle name but its the other me My second life hidden behind my first name Renita will always be my actual name For my depressed,Unhappy,crushed,hurt self My first is like my beautiful lie Katelyn might be bubbly and happy But check behind her and you'll find Renita "Do you really know how much pain can be in one person,one girl,one me"

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Feb 25, 2014

Feb 25, 2014 at 11:54 PM UTC

I,Me,Katelyn,Renita,My Idenitity

I'm called a lot of names But the name I go by the most is Renita Its my middle name but its the other me My second life hidden behind my first name Renita will always be my actual name For my depressed,Unhappy,crushed,hurt self My first is like my beautiful lie Katelyn might be bubbly and happy But check behind her and you'll find Renita "Do you really know how much pain can be in one person,one girl,one me"

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I want to be free Free from pain The unpleasant feelings I get everyday Sadness Broken hearts People who say they care but don't care The people who don't understand I want to be free from thoughts I don't want to think about how I'm hurting so much inside How I constantly sit in a dark room trying to make myself happy or to bring myself pleasure out of sadness Planing and plotting against myself to commit suicide Hiding because I'm scared of everything Crying to myself will always be a thing for me Being happy so no one can see the inside I'm angry Broken hearted Depressed Upset I want an answer to know if I'm going to be okay Because right now I'm crying And I'm so confused I just want someone to save me already

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Feb 25, 2014

Feb 25, 2014 at 11:52 PM UTC

Help

I want to be free Free from pain The unpleasant feelings I get everyday Sadness Broken hearts People who say they care but don't care The people who don't understand I want to be free from thoughts I don't want to think about how I'm hurting so much inside How I constantly sit in a dark room trying to make myself happy or to bring myself pleasure out of sadness Planing and plotting against myself to commit suicide Hiding because I'm scared of everything Crying to myself will always be a thing for me Being happy so no one can see the inside I'm angry Broken hearted Depressed Upset I want an answer to know if I'm going to be okay Because right now I'm crying And I'm so confused I just want someone to save me already

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I feel lonely Sad inside I stay in my room where it's quiet Calm I don't have to deal with anything I have friends and people who care about me But it's like I'm still not happy I've fell in love with others before But I end up getting hurt in some way It scares the hell out of me to get feelings for someone To just fall and crumble again It's like a routine I go through when I fall for someone What if I just let the darkness take over I tried to control it But... Maybe it's time I just let it happen It'll probably be better anyway I usually end up adopting and the one that I have in my hands leave I attach myself to curtain people and the ones I've attached myself to end up not being around me anymore So I continue to feel Hurt Lonely Frustrated I just wish my life would get better already

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Feb 25, 2014

Feb 25, 2014 at 11:51 PM UTC

Lonely

I feel lonely Sad inside I stay in my room where it's quiet Calm I don't have to deal with anything I have friends and people who care about me But it's like I'm still not happy I've fell in love with others before But I end up getting hurt in some way It scares the hell out of me to get feelings for someone To just fall and crumble again It's like a routine I go through when I fall for someone What if I just let the darkness take over I tried to control it But... Maybe it's time I just let it happen It'll probably be better anyway I usually end up adopting and the one that I have in my hands leave I attach myself to curtain people and the ones I've attached myself to end up not being around me anymore So I continue to feel Hurt Lonely Frustrated I just wish my life would get better already

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On the moonlit shore Calm Peaceful Together Walking through the breezy night air As the wind surrounds us and pushes me to move closer to you Closer Closer Until we come to a stop and with a soft gentle touch on my cheek from your fingertips To stare straight into my eyes Give a little smile Then to just...kiss Absorbing every feeling inside as it's just us The feeling The pleasure To feel closer Two hands touch Then clasp together and stand as one Every touch that is made On my lips My neck Hair Body Makes me feel closer Let's be closer

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Feb 22, 2014

Feb 22, 2014 at 10:43 AM UTC

Closer

On the moonlit shore Calm Peaceful Together Walking through the breezy night air As the wind surrounds us and pushes me to move closer to you Closer Closer Until we come to a stop and with a soft gentle touch on my cheek from your fingertips To stare straight into my eyes Give a little smile Then to just...kiss Absorbing every feeling inside as it's just us The feeling The pleasure To feel closer Two hands touch Then clasp together and stand as one Every touch that is made On my lips My neck Hair Body Makes me feel closer Let's be closer

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