
enveloping white silence
stills
manic pattering thoughts
gentles
erratic energy
pulsing through
living, breathing
electric wire connecting
You to I
our hands twined tight
as we watch the snow fall tonight
Jan 28, 2016
Jan 28, 2016 at 1:58 PM UTC
i live for the moments
when i smell you in my clothes
and on my skin
they remind me of what happiness is
Jan 9, 2016
Jan 9, 2016 at 12:08 PM UTC
This is the last time our two lips shall touch
The last time we share our essences, passing one to the other in gentle exhales
This is the last early morning I wake up to you
Our last cup of coffee
I will stall this last conversation:
drawl and pause and share deep sighs
as we lean over the balcony staring at the snow falling on the mountain
It seems relevant that it is sunny as we share these final words
We've come full circle - our beginning so startlingly similar to this quiet, hopeful end.
I could say all the words of love/hate but
shouldn't dare
don't dare for all the things you've done for me
All I will say is
Adieu to you, my dear
Dec 29, 2015
Dec 29, 2015 at 12:19 PM UTC
There was a game she didn't know
she was playing.
It was subtle - a game of trickery and silver tongues;
a magic trick.
In one hand and out the other.
Her moves were innocent,
made in the name of friendship and understanding.
A big heart,
a warm soul,
an easy target.
The magician smiled - sharp and bright - and proceeded to saw her in half.
Parting is such sweet sorrow.
she stumbled, she bled, she tripped and she fell.
she didn't win the game -
didn't even place.
She got distracted by the smooth talking wolf in a tuxedo and cape.
I'll huff and I'll puff and I'll blow your house down.
Game over.
You Win.
She limps off stage and is forgotten.
Jul 21, 2015
Jul 21, 2015 at 1:50 AM UTC
late night drinking with my mother
is like playing a game of chess
--Except she doesn't follow the rules
one would think
if you grow something in/outside of you
love would flourish
--Except she doesn't follow the rules
instead her pawns play referee
as the bishop preaches the carnal sins of man
while the rook towers overhead in silent judgment voiced only in shrill, angry cries
backed by a never-can-do-wrong queen of hearts - angry, bloated, red
like her wine
there are no turns
there is no board
just late night drinking with my mother
who plays by no rules
Jul 11, 2015
Jul 11, 2015 at 3:33 PM UTC
Sometimes I'm lying
When I'm saying, "I love you."
But really I'm not.
Jun 28, 2015
Jun 28, 2015 at 5:31 PM UTC
the other night i had a realization that
the world sees only in
black and white
i was filling out some "official government forms"
because the world runs on paperwork, paperwork, paperwork
they left me a space to fill out
my gender
my ***
my options were male or female
black or white
i don't want that because i'm not that
i am not black
i am not white
i am the grey space in between
i am proud of who i am
and want to shout it from the windows
and fill it out on my "official government forms"
that i fit in no simple category
that i am complicated -- a whole new beast
they want to claim and tame me
but won't name me the way i wish to be named
won't raise me
look at me
speak to me
the way i know they should
they tell me that i am on one side or the other
when i walk in no man's land
i have to choose between the judgments
of an M or an F
when i am already fighting the stares and confused, questioning head tilts of strangers, family, friends because
i have found comfort in who i am
strength in my identity that defies the norms
and they still don't understand that
every day is a challenge
a new mountain to climb
because this world sees only in
black and white
Dec 24, 2014
Dec 24, 2014 at 12:11 PM UTC
back in the day
- which wasn't a tuesday, by the way -
but my glory days when i was supposedly on the right track
bursting with talent
full of potential
i was crazy
to think i could have gone somewhere on words alone
despite the incredible power they hold
Dec 20, 2014
Dec 20, 2014 at 4:33 PM UTC
every night
our bodies curl like apostrophes
you
dream well
sleep sweet
i love you
me
Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 1:30 PM UTC
i want to start something -
pick up an instrument, a brush, a flash -
want to get this thing inside of me
out
sweet and sharp
a cluster of contradictions that
ebb and flow smoothly
from one
e x t r e m e t o a n o t h e r
it
feels electric, burning, bright - like the stars
are under my skin
leaving me thrumming, aching
it ZINGS
Rings
Round and round my
head
heart
home
Dec 15, 2014
Dec 15, 2014 at 7:28 PM UTC