karma-is-dead - Hello Poetry

I met a girl that had eyes so wide, they were a place for demons to hide. They filled her with lies, self doubt, and different hair dyes, trying to defend her heart, with a corrupt shield, thinking, that maybe she could yield, some form of defence. But instead it swallowed her whole. With no place to go and no place to feel herself, she surrendered at the edge of a blade until that last drop fell, and she smiled.

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Jul 29, 2015

Jul 29, 2015 at 10:16 AM UTC

It doesn't have to end this way

I met a girl that had eyes so wide, they were a place for demons to hide. They filled her with lies, self doubt, and different hair dyes, trying to defend her heart, with a corrupt shield, thinking, that maybe she could yield, some form of defence. But instead it swallowed her whole. With no place to go and no place to feel herself, she surrendered at the edge of a blade until that last drop fell, and she smiled.

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I remember the first time I saw you, the world stopped spinning that smile shone brighter then the earths sun it made me believe I could achieve true happiness I kept you locked away in my heart, right from the start this where you have stayed I even through away the key because I promised you I would never forget that little laugh you made and I prayed and I prayed and did everything I could to you believe I could hold you safe forever

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Apr 18, 2015

Apr 18, 2015 at 6:30 PM UTC

Real feelings

I remember the first time I saw you, the world stopped spinning that smile shone brighter then the earths sun it made me believe I could achieve true happiness I kept you locked away in my heart, right from the start this where you have stayed I even through away the key because I promised you I would never forget that little laugh you made and I prayed and I prayed and did everything I could to you believe I could hold you safe forever

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Would you rather be born great Or be born into darkness and come out the other side knowing you were strong enough to fight your demons? I was born and raised into neither instead I began to listen to the sorrows of my own demons and learn from there mistakes sometimes I confide in the darkness and listen carefully because when all is silent that's when you hear the words you minds trying to express

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Apr 2, 2015

Apr 2, 2015 at 10:05 PM UTC

Drunken thoughts and a drugged up mind that

Would you rather be born great Or be born into darkness and come out the other side knowing you were strong enough to fight your demons? I was born and raised into neither instead I began to listen to the sorrows of my own demons and learn from there mistakes sometimes I confide in the darkness and listen carefully because when all is silent that's when you hear the words you minds trying to express

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A simple vision A simple smile A simple greeting A simple kiss A simple wish A simple dream A simple thought of you and me A simple memory of when you died A simple memory of how much I cried A simple pain that escalates A simple reason why I shall never let a day go by, without making you proud of me where ever you may be

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Mar 17, 2015

Mar 17, 2015 at 7:49 PM UTC

It's that simple

A simple vision A simple smile A simple greeting A simple kiss A simple wish A simple dream A simple thought of you and me A simple memory of when you died A simple memory of how much I cried A simple pain that escalates A simple reason why I shall never let a day go by, without making you proud of me where ever you may be

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i understand that maybe your not okay And all you want is the doctors and the pain to go away I'll stand by your side holding your hand, I'll even be there when you try hide to escape the fear of feeling dead inside But please forgive me when I spend Too long away it's just every tear That falls from your cheek makes My heart feel weak behind closed doors My inner being steps out of this shell I've renamed hell, and sits alone stitching itself back together And when it's done I put on my disguise and smile for you one more time

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Feb 28, 2015

Feb 28, 2015 at 6:47 AM UTC

I don't know what to do

i understand that maybe your not okay And all you want is the doctors and the pain to go away I'll stand by your side holding your hand, I'll even be there when you try hide to escape the fear of feeling dead inside But please forgive me when I spend Too long away it's just every tear That falls from your cheek makes My heart feel weak behind closed doors My inner being steps out of this shell I've renamed hell, and sits alone stitching itself back together And when it's done I put on my disguise and smile for you one more time

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You know sometimes I think about if I'll ever find someone that loves how weird I am and respects me like you do, then I think about the fact your with someone and how that takes up sometime and I can't spend time with you as much as I want to, and if I found someone I'll have to give some of my attention to someone else then all I can think about is how I'd rather spend the rest of my life alone if it means I can give you all of my attention and care, and I'd happily be that guy that stands at the back of the room of your wedding drinking whiskey straight and the only reason I'm there is because I'd never miss seeing the happiest moment of your life and then I start to think about how you will never. Ever. understand how much I love you because I'd rather die alone then ever entertain the thought of losing you

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Feb 4, 2015

Feb 4, 2015 at 5:15 PM UTC

I'd die alone for you

You know sometimes I think about if I'll ever find someone that loves how weird I am and respects me like you do, then I think about the fact your with someone and how that takes up sometime and I can't spend time with you as much as I want to, and if I found someone I'll have to give some of my attention to someone else then all I can think about is how I'd rather spend the rest of my life alone if it means I can give you all of my attention and care, and I'd happily be that guy that stands at the back of the room of your wedding drinking whiskey straight and the only reason I'm there is because I'd never miss seeing the happiest moment of your life and then I start to think about how you will never. Ever. understand how much I love you because I'd rather die alone then ever entertain the thought of losing you

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Lost and alone in this empty house Trying to scream but the noise just Won't come out I'm lying on the ground with the bitter Taste of tears in my mouth the silence Slowly destroying my soul Only trying to reach out and find something new But my hope is fading And in death I think about trading What I have left for one last vision of what I had just to make me smile Just so I can think of you for a little while

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Feb 1, 2015

Feb 1, 2015 at 7:54 AM UTC

Alone and always afraid

Lost and alone in this empty house Trying to scream but the noise just Won't come out I'm lying on the ground with the bitter Taste of tears in my mouth the silence Slowly destroying my soul Only trying to reach out and find something new But my hope is fading And in death I think about trading What I have left for one last vision of what I had just to make me smile Just so I can think of you for a little while

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I like to write because the words That lay on this tear soaked page Wrap around my heart and protect me, It's not that they stop pain from getting in they stop my emotions from getting out and stop me from creating a storm in witch I can't control

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Jan 10, 2015

Jan 10, 2015 at 5:03 PM UTC

They protect me

I like to write because the words That lay on this tear soaked page Wrap around my heart and protect me, It's not that they stop pain from getting in they stop my emotions from getting out and stop me from creating a storm in witch I can't control

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Every soul carries around A small ember to witch it Uses to ignite the fire inside our hearts This ember enables us to roar And it is what renders us human But when that ember is doused We become just a shell We feel no fear no shame nor happiness or joy because when your Soul burns out and the light in your Eyes Become dull Try and find hope It's what a soul is made of even though It no longer roars it can still be re-lit all that's needed is a spark so just keep my ember lit And my roar will keep you warm

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Jan 2, 2015

Jan 2, 2015 at 8:10 PM UTC

All that is needed is a embers

Every soul carries around A small ember to witch it Uses to ignite the fire inside our hearts This ember enables us to roar And it is what renders us human But when that ember is doused We become just a shell We feel no fear no shame nor happiness or joy because when your Soul burns out and the light in your Eyes Become dull Try and find hope It's what a soul is made of even though It no longer roars it can still be re-lit all that's needed is a spark so just keep my ember lit And my roar will keep you warm

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Just like a heart beat I need you to breath But just like a drug I need you to feel sane The idea of normality Sinks into my soul And I feel comfortable when your Presence is near its like an angel Wrapping me in her wings I'm bullet proof Protected from the devastation and corruption that would easily course through my veins But she keeps me pure she keeps me free she makes it okay for me to be me

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Jan 1, 2015

Jan 1, 2015 at 12:29 AM UTC

Sent by God

Just like a heart beat I need you to breath But just like a drug I need you to feel sane The idea of normality Sinks into my soul And I feel comfortable when your Presence is near its like an angel Wrapping me in her wings I'm bullet proof Protected from the devastation and corruption that would easily course through my veins But she keeps me pure she keeps me free she makes it okay for me to be me

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