i feel so low
i'm so broken please take me anywhere
body's too tired of this repetitious life
a motivation nowhere i could avail
******* lonely again
so empty this time
i found my injuries
now twisting me inside
bleeding for the past i can't cure
the face that we used to know
Keep it deep within myself
Abusing my poison to end all this system around me
Apart from you is the hardest thing
Dec 30, 2018
Dec 30, 2018 at 10:55 PM UTC
idle time is a devil's plaything
calculate what's here inside me
chest pains and short-breathings
a small habit i want to stop
what a cheap the whole thing was
consider it's over
let me inside
keep pretending i'm a sober guy
consider sober
I don't want to lie
wont you paint me a clear blue sky
been fighting all my life
burning words and cigarettes
i wear as my disguise
and if only you could hear me
When I find my lungs empty
Want to see you smile again
to never tell another lie
When you turn your back
ill do it again
this self-affliction won't be the end
When the lights go out
i'll be in denial
Dec 30, 2018
Dec 30, 2018 at 10:49 PM UTC