kalacali - Hello Poetry

the unanswered phone calls and the fake smiles remind me why i don't deserve to live i cant be loved by a single soul lonely or fulfilled i'm a leftover a nuisance a waste it's a miracle if someone simply acknowledges me i know no one will care when they wake up the next morning and i'm gone

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Feb 21, 2015

Feb 21, 2015 at 6:42 PM UTC

why aren't i dead yet

the unanswered phone calls and the fake smiles remind me why i don't deserve to live i cant be loved by a single soul lonely or fulfilled i'm a leftover a nuisance a waste it's a miracle if someone simply acknowledges me i know no one will care when they wake up the next morning and i'm gone

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i take glimpse of your baby blue locks only to find your soul shattered to pieces though your sincere stare only holds painfully aching love and intimacy found nowhere but here; inside of my own dark, blackened soul.

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Jan 27, 2015

Jan 27, 2015 at 1:18 PM UTC

Untitled

i take glimpse of your baby blue locks only to find your soul shattered to pieces though your sincere stare only holds painfully aching love and intimacy found nowhere but here; inside of my own dark, blackened soul.

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i knew i had fallen when you were taken from me and i drowned in my own sorrow for months when you wouldn't leave this ugh wretched damsel when i showed you the landscape of me and you insist upon creating shelter upon it when i stayed awake long hours of the night scared and desperate and wishing and hoping that you were the dove that stayed who would never lift a talon to my fragile soul.

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Jan 12, 2015

Jan 12, 2015 at 12:37 AM UTC

Untitled

i knew i had fallen when you were taken from me and i drowned in my own sorrow for months when you wouldn't leave this ugh wretched damsel when i showed you the landscape of me and you insist upon creating shelter upon it when i stayed awake long hours of the night scared and desperate and wishing and hoping that you were the dove that stayed who would never lift a talon to my fragile soul.

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*i fail to carry a soul of my own so how can i carry yours?*

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Dec 18, 2014

Dec 18, 2014 at 9:12 AM UTC

weak

*i fail to carry a soul of my own so how can i carry yours?*

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you cannot seize to pace when will we ever leave this place? an aqua-free drowning their tormenting voices in our heads; the constant pounding. all i want to show them, all i want them to see is when we're flying oh darling quite the flawless soul you were truly meant to be.

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Dec 12, 2014

Dec 12, 2014 at 9:46 PM UTC

[[runways

you cannot seize to pace when will we ever leave this place? an aqua-free drowning their tormenting voices in our heads; the constant pounding. all i want to show them, all i want them to see is when we're flying oh darling quite the flawless soul you were truly meant to be.

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darling there's no need to fret depression is my life's right set baby don't you worry self hatred is my soul's fate, surely dear don't shed a useless tear because you'll forget about me in only a year babe don't be scared to walk away i've been alone my whole life anyway.

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Dec 12, 2014

Dec 12, 2014 at 6:51 AM UTC

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darling there's no need to fret depression is my life's right set baby don't you worry self hatred is my soul's fate, surely dear don't shed a useless tear because you'll forget about me in only a year babe don't be scared to walk away i've been alone my whole life anyway.

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they will never truly comprehend that the ice trickling in my veins is only making my soul darker colder more numb than i was just a moment before.

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Dec 12, 2014

Dec 12, 2014 at 6:24 AM UTC

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they will never truly comprehend that the ice trickling in my veins is only making my soul darker colder more numb than i was just a moment before.

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the flames engulf me and scorch my skin. my pain subsides along with one deadly sin. the fire kisses my every inch and i only feel a slight pinch. i hold my tremors; i am not that weak;; out of my pores, my life starts to leak.

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Dec 10, 2014

Dec 10, 2014 at 11:00 PM UTC

blank

the flames engulf me and scorch my skin. my pain subsides along with one deadly sin. the fire kisses my every inch and i only feel a slight pinch. i hold my tremors; i am not that weak;; out of my pores, my life starts to leak.

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i can almost see them flying through the sky; the doves that i cherished so. they twist and turn until i can no longer rely on their pleasant company and my lungs collapse as i realize that they've truly disappeared and they're released from me and my hell for all of eternity. while they live in nirvana, i sit inside this pit of fire, smoldering, lacking peace that the doves have no issue obtaining. so i draw into myself lonely, and drowning in my flames while they are notorious and flying.

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Dec 10, 2014

Dec 10, 2014 at 10:52 PM UTC

Untitled

i can almost see them flying through the sky; the doves that i cherished so. they twist and turn until i can no longer rely on their pleasant company and my lungs collapse as i realize that they've truly disappeared and they're released from me and my hell for all of eternity. while they live in nirvana, i sit inside this pit of fire, smoldering, lacking peace that the doves have no issue obtaining. so i draw into myself lonely, and drowning in my flames while they are notorious and flying.

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