I'm tired of being so easy to get over
I want to be something fatal--not the common cold
I want our love to take us down like cancer
Slowly slipping in and spreading until it's impossible to remove
I know it's horrible
But I want to be the one who consumes you
Take you piece by piece slowly
Until... there is no way to live without it
Why can't I be
And why can't you be
That for you and
You for me
Aug 12, 2015
Aug 12, 2015 at 8:30 PM UTC
Tell me my name
Tell me my story
Tell me where to go
Because I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know if it's true
I don't wanna know if you've stopped
I don't wanna know if you love her
Because I miss you
I miss you like my crazy misses sanity
I miss you like the sun misses the horizon
I miss you like the cherry unpopped
Because I never gave it up
I never gave up kissing
I never gave up holding on to you
I never gave up laughing at your jokes
Because maybe I like you a lot
I like you a lot
Apr 5, 2015
Apr 5, 2015 at 7:27 PM UTC
I know I can't be a storybook princess
So I don't know why I expect a prince
Expect a true love
A happily ever after
I guess I suppose everyone should have a chance at it
But that's not how life works
Is it?
Life is full of ups and downs
You have to make of it what you can
The people you meet...they aren't necessarily your destiny
You have to take them as they are and make your own happily ever after
Be happy and fall in love if you can
But don't expect it
Realize what you are
Who you are
And appreciate what you have while you have it
Because life is not a story
You don't have guarantees
Or spells that can change everything at a moment's notice -- reverse death, induce love, bring happiness to all
You have to be your own magic spell
Your own hero, your own prince
Save yourself
No one else is coming
Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 2:17 PM UTC
Just me and you
Sitting at the Battle of Waterloo
At a standstill
Going through Hell
Which of us shall fall?
We could have had it all
*Love me
**** me
Keep me
Shoot me*
It's never enough, is it?
To feel this way
But watch it waste away
In a fantasy
Why can't I see?
All may be fair in love and war
But when I'm dealing with one, I'm failing at the other
I'm lost in the roar
Dec 19, 2014
Dec 19, 2014 at 2:44 PM UTC
Pain chimes in
Beckoning me forward
As if I don't already know the way
A path paved with good intentions as they say
When all you want is to forget
You remember
And feel ******
Descent is easy
Sep 21, 2014
Sep 21, 2014 at 2:44 PM UTC
That moment when...
You can't even begin
Because your lost inside a thought
Thinking of all that life has brought
Where do you go now
Where do you go how
I dont know where
I dont know how to get there
But I got a picture
A picture of where I want to be
It's you I want to see
Laugh with me
Teach me the key
Of finding your way
Of everything being okay
I know I can do it
Sep 6, 2014
Sep 6, 2014 at 7:42 PM UTC
Please don't be afraid to get closer
To ride this roller coaster
I'm ready to go, ready to make a move
I don't want to be stuck in a groove
I want to be moving at the speed of light,
Feeling ready to take flight
My heart is beating too fast
How am I going to make this last?
Aug 6, 2014
Aug 6, 2014 at 5:32 PM UTC
I am drowning
Within a soul
Seeking light
Within all encompassing darkness
Snoring
Within the pouring rain
Opening drawers
Within a house I never lived in
Cheering endlessly
Within the game of life
Forgotten
Within the likes of you
Jun 22, 2014
Jun 22, 2014 at 10:51 PM UTC
Of all the thoughts on my mind, none can compare to
The feelings of emptiness, despair, and lack of hope
Brought to me by the challenge of a new day
Why can happiness and I not elope?
I always feel like dancing when we re-unite
Swaying gently on a breeze
Glistening in the light
But then fear and dread begin to seize
And the next thing I know...
I've dropped like lead
Cold, hard, motionless
I don't leave my bed
Days go by before I feel that way again
And I'm never sure if it is I who feel it
Or some character in a book I read
I feel as if I shall go mad and throw a fit
Why do I go on?
What is the purpose?
You have left me.
I can't resurface
Happiness, my love, where have you gone?
Why have thou deserted me?
Jun 20, 2014
Jun 20, 2014 at 3:44 PM UTC
There is intelligence on this earth
There is intelligence in this sky
But there is no intelligence in your eyes
Oh, you made me cry
Jun 16, 2014
Jun 16, 2014 at 7:30 PM UTC