Restless
Paranoid
Thoughts lingering
On the edge of a endless void
Hopeless
Sad
Emotionally drained
From thoughts of going mad
Ruthless
Pain
These ghosts grow louder
Calling out my name
Useless
Fight
The darkness has devoured
All remaining light
3d ago
May 31, 2026 at 6:49 PM UTC
Bridge out ahead
The warning sign screamed
Seduced by ghosts
That long to see my end
Deep longing fills my heart
Roads I've traveled
Lie in fiery ruins
Aching for a fresh start
Tired of playing
The same old games
Alone and forsaken
Soul twisted and maimed
I see the light up ahead
Calling me to rest
Resigned to fate
Comfort pulling me to bed
4d ago
May 30, 2026 at 10:39 AM UTC
Wind swept desert horizon
Emerging newborn sunrise
Radiates and warms
My chilled body and soul
Watching with elation
The stunning witness of
Another miraculous day
On this astonishing rock
Dancing and swirling through this
Galaxy we call home
May 10
May 10, 2026 at 8:52 AM UTC
Insurmountable odds
Deafened idle gods
Sentimentally unavailable
Consistently unstable
Failed potential
Achievements inconsequential
Feelings unmasked
Familial outcast
May 9
May 9, 2026 at 7:22 AM UTC
Need some food for thought?
Well, I've got something
For you to chew
My life
Can't be held together
With dissappearing glue
I've got more
Than a few loose screws
My hinges fell off
I've lost every battle
That I've fought
Tired of watching
Everyone's gain
Become my loss
Seems I find new ways
To sabotage myself
Maybe it's finally time
To seek professional help
But I've always heard
If you think you're crazy
You're probably not
So, I'll chew on that
Because right now
That's really all I've got
May 8
May 8, 2026 at 7:32 PM UTC
Born into the ruins
Of ancestral kingdoms
You watched with
Feinged flippant trepidation
As the limbs
From your stately family tree
Withered
Falling upon rotting roots
To the harsh ground below
Leaving you desolate and alone
Cursed to live out your days
Watching helplessly
As your once great kingdom
Fell into waste
Your search for death
Was greater than
Your lust for life
No will to preserve
A name destined for extinction
May 1
May 1, 2026 at 9:24 PM UTC
Naked shilohette blurred
Through steam streaked
Shower curtain
As I lie
Sweat soaked
And decimated
Perfect glimpse of the aftermath
Savage instinct
Unhinged
Apr 25
Apr 25, 2026 at 8:19 PM UTC
Celestial floating
Through ethereal dust
Among sun tinted stars
Time ceases to exist
Overwhelming peace
Suspends life
Eyes cry
At the beauty
Of the dawning Earth
Traverse the cosmos back
With hope filled heart
The sky is burning
On re-entry
Empty stillness
At 20,000 feet
Falling from the heavens
Through nuclear clouds
To a world of ****** nights
Bent on destruction
I wish I could go back
Apr 17
Apr 17, 2026 at 11:27 AM UTC
I've seen it coming
But there's nothing I could do
Slowly and methodically
You're fading from my view
You lost your will
I know you tried to fight
But those hovering ghosts
Smothered your life's light
Translucent skin
Far away eyes
Without any words
You're saying your goodbyes
I miss you
Even though you're still here
It's just so painful
To watch you disappear
Apr 12
Apr 12, 2026 at 8:38 AM UTC
Sometimes I don't want
To get out of bed
Sometimes I think I'd be
Better off dead
Sometimes I crawl back
Inside my shadows and cry
Sometimes I'd like to throw
It all away, just to get high
I believe
I believe I might
I believe I might have a problem
Thoughts jump around
One minute flying high in the sky
Next I'm bound, tied up lying on the ground
Crying out to God, "why me Lord,why?"
Safety, serenity is hard to find
Takes drinks and pills
To dull my frantic scattered mind
Wish I could say, I'm doing fine
But to be honest
I'd just be feeding you a big fat lie
Apr 11
Apr 11, 2026 at 12:45 AM UTC