I fear coming down from my high
because you broke my heart
I fear coming down from my high
because thoughts of you
and
the silence threaten to pull me apart
I fear coming down from my high
because the silence threatens to open up the floodgates to my broken heart
I fear coming down from my high
because all I remember is you
I fear coming down from my high
because all I remember is you
I fear coming down from my high
because all I remember are your lies
I fear coming down from my high
because you lie at the heart of my sober mind
I fear coming down from my high
so I stay high
Nov 15, 2019
Nov 15, 2019 at 4:20 PM UTC
tired of writing,
You're not mine, poetry
I shouldn't think about you, poetry
You're missing from me, poetry
I miss you, poetry
I shouldn't miss you, poetry
I should let you go, poetry
I've let you go, poetry
I could never let you go, poetry
Come back to me, poetry
Poetry, I am tired of you
but I will always write you, poetry
Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 10:18 AM UTC
I am hopeless when it comes to you
I am hopeless when it comes to you
I am hopeless when it comes to you
I am hopeless when it comes to you
I am hopeless when it comes to you
I am hopeless when it comes to you
I am hopeless when it comes to you
THIS IS POETRY
I have always been, hopeless without you.
Mar 7, 2018
Mar 7, 2018 at 3:17 PM UTC
the sudden need to be held by you is overwhelming
the sudden need to be held by you will not let me rest.
the sudden need to be held by you could bring me to tears if I allowed it to.
i wish to someday know what it feels like to be held by you
i wish to someday know how it feels to be held by you
i wish to someday know what you feel like.
Mar 7, 2018
Mar 7, 2018 at 10:16 AM UTC
I have no desire to be rid of you
I have no desire to feel without you
I have no desire to throw away all your beautiful
I have no desire to try.
I have no desire to court you like I could, I have no desire to court you like you are worth it,
worth it? you are,
very much so
but you don't love me, atleast not like the days you finally said it to me.
Mar 7, 2018
Mar 7, 2018 at 5:33 AM UTC
I am attached to completely submitting to my desires
I want control.
maybe control comes with less heartbreak, the will to live for something more than the way you smile when you speak to me, when you question it, my answer will always be " because you're beautiful " and you tell me to stop and I tell you that I'm not doing anything, so anything you're feeling is there because you feel more for me than what you'll ever let the world see.
Sep 12, 2017
Sep 12, 2017 at 2:59 PM UTC
would you self destruct, with me?
would you self destruct, for me?
would you. let me self destruct, for you?
would you. let me self destruct, with you?
would you ?
would you allow me the pleasure of unravelling
would you allow me the pleasure of seeing you unravel?
would you unravel with me?
Will you?
Sep 8, 2017
Sep 8, 2017 at 12:34 PM UTC
Imagine seeing me wake up from a comatose state
and seeing me see you,
there's nothing wrong with that.
There's a whole lot wrong with me seeing you when you're not there,
There's a whole lot wrong with my mind having the ability of creating the illusion on your much wanted presence
There's a whole lot wrong in seeing my mind break my heart in the name of You,
There's a whole lot wrong in seeing my mind break my heart over and over again.
Sep 4, 2017
Sep 4, 2017 at 7:07 PM UTC
tremors beneath my skin, make me feel alive.
the pain that comes from feeling my inner most parts cry out for help is the same as what I feel when I tell you I love you and you tell me I don't and still all of this is equivalent to the calmness your presence makes me feel.
Jul 13, 2017
Jul 13, 2017 at 5:25 PM UTC
Someday I will wither away.
I wish it tugs at your heartstrings
I mean no harm,
but if I was to ever say I feel secure,
that I believe you,
when you say you love me
I'd be lying.
Jul 1, 2017
Jul 1, 2017 at 2:46 AM UTC
