if jesus died for all our sins
he left one behind
the body i'm in
same hands that made
the moon and the stars
got carpal tunnel
and forgot some parts
Dec 1, 2021
Dec 1, 2021 at 9:28 AM UTC
comparison.
is killing me.
slowly.
i’m so sick of myself.
i’d rather be anyone else.
jealousy, jealousy.
Aug 29, 2021
Aug 29, 2021 at 5:40 PM UTC
it's so hard to have a best friend who's a cisgender, heterosexual, tall, skinny man.
he's literally everything i wish to be.
Aug 28, 2021
Aug 28, 2021 at 7:47 PM UTC
the counter is almost at 4 months.
4 months clean.
but i'm not proud.
cause what i didn't count.
were the burning hot showers.
and the scratches all over my body.
Aug 28, 2021
Aug 28, 2021 at 7:33 PM UTC
i usually don't cry.
but i don't think.
my tears have stopped flowing.
ever since i left that place.
Aug 28, 2021
Aug 28, 2021 at 6:45 PM UTC
there’s a certain.
emptiness.
that i haven’t been able to fill.
ever since we left.
Aug 28, 2021
Aug 28, 2021 at 6:02 PM UTC
i know what your type is
it doesn't help that it's exactly me
Aug 24, 2021
Aug 24, 2021 at 8:40 AM UTC
it was too short.
way too short.
those four godawful days.
where i lost my mind.
but not in a way you would think.
i didn’t stop caring about anything.
i became overly aware of everything.
your smile.
your laugh.
the sound of your voice.
your hair.
your eyes.
the perfection of your teeth.
your arms.
your hands.
the tenderness of your fingers.
your manners.
your personality.
you.
Aug 15, 2021
Aug 15, 2021 at 6:28 PM UTC
the only thing
that has felt real since you left
is the undescribable
and unstoppable pain
Aug 15, 2021
Aug 15, 2021 at 6:05 PM UTC
truth is
my mom never warned me about drugs in the streets
cause she didn't care
just like the one with the blonde hair and a heartbeat
Aug 14, 2021
Aug 14, 2021 at 6:34 PM UTC