I wanna escape
To a place were there is love
Instead of everyone who don't believe in me
There is a cape in my heart that needs to be filled
No matter what some one pulls me down
Right when I'm happy with myself
I have worked so hard on my sobriety
I just feel people in recovery understands me better
I am a better person now
I'm not in a fog nomore, an I'm not a push over nomore
I'm the one who's gonna win an the people
Who support me in it
May 23, 2020
May 23, 2020 at 11:29 PM UTC
When I was drinking an drugging I wanted to feel numb
It was my friend
It was faithful
It made me steal to support my habit
Even though I was hurting loved
I was thinking of my own self an my needs
I was lost didn't know who I was
I was trying to find myself through my drinking an drugging
People begged me to stop but I didn't listen
I was thinking of my own selfish needs
Ideas mean an bitter to others
An when I got sick an tired. I didn't know witch direction I was going because I was lost
An when I realized who I was an what I was doing I hated myself
An when I got help
I took day by day, second by second
An after awhile of being sober
It helped me realize that I'm a wonderful person
I'm able to accept things better
An I'm able to look in the mirror now an see my own beauty an how far I came
I love myself now
We are not alone
We have each other to count on
Written by Julie Ann David
May 13, 2020
May 13, 2020 at 3:00 PM UTC
There was a time in my life
I Had a shell
On for so long
I was in this cage an
I sometimes wonder when am I
Gonna break free from this hurt
Get away from the ********
And once I did it was a good feeling
While I was in the air coming to you
Who says beautiful things
To me that completes me an makes me happy
Written by Julie David
Mar 30, 2019
Mar 30, 2019 at 7:25 AM UTC
I'm afraid of letting someone getting close
I let someone get close to me an they burned me,
An my tears keep falling of sorrow I feel
Can someone please explain it to my heart
An man would be lucky to land a gal like me
It's that guard I around my heart
One day I'll know when to let that guard down from my heart
From being broken all these year' s
An now I'm working on new beinngings
Feb 16, 2019
Feb 16, 2019 at 3:56 PM UTC
When I was kissing the bottle not worry about a thing in the world, just me
I was all about me, I wanted nothing more to feel numb inside I felt no one understood
All I know is when I was kissing the bottle
I just wanted to be me again,
It might have taken me longer to get on that path and I am very thankful for the people who are love
Written by Julie Ann David
2/4/19
Feb 4, 2019
Feb 4, 2019 at 8:09 PM UTC
Why are people afraid of love,
We should sit back and think why,
One time in our life we had
Experience one bad love
We all go through hell
Trying to find that special one,
Then finally there comes a feeling inside
An you would know because it's in your heart gets stronger and stronger with
That person who you are with
You can't deny true love,
When it's right there
In front of you
Someone who you go through hell with you
No matter what an sticks by your side forever my eternity
7/19/05
Written by Julie David
Dec 22, 2018
Dec 22, 2018 at 4:26 PM UTC
I wanna spend every waking,
Moments with you my love
I wanna spend every waking,
Moment seeing your smile
I wanna feel your luscious
Lips on my lips
I wanna feed the warmth,
Of your body against mine
I wanna hear them word' s you love me
I wanna be able to feel
Safe in your arms
I wanna know if our love
Is strong enough to,
Get through good an bad
Times my love
Without you I'm nothing
I know you love me my love
Dec 10, 2018
Dec 10, 2018 at 12:28 PM UTC
I wanna feel your strong arms around me, protecting me from this world
I want you to look into my eyes and tell me you love me, an see the tears come from my eyes an you gently wipe them away staring into my eyes, an saying everything ok
When we lay down I wanna feel your body on top of mine my love kissing me slowly deeply an passionately my love
An I'm kissing you deeply an passionately
I wanna build our dream together forever my love our love will never be a detour because we are destined forever my baby
We will go through thick an thin together my love now let's conquer the world together
You are my bestfriend soulmate an lover
You an me against the world
Written by Julie David
Dec 9, 2018
Dec 9, 2018 at 11:53 PM UTC
I have been through hell an back, for a very long time I was lost an confused by my drinking an drugging, for nights & days I would hide behind my drinking because I wanted to feel more pain,
I would sit an wonder where my life is gonna go an then I would cry tears of my pain an sorrow
Then I came sober an realized what I was doing to myself an other's
I have faced my demons an worked them out
All because I got sober
An now I can actually I can look in the mirror an see a beautiful woman who loves her self agin
Dec 9, 2018
Dec 9, 2018 at 10:55 PM UTC
My heart belongs
To someone special to me
We are going to be
Together for ever my love because we are,
We are meant to be
Grow old together
Our love is so strong
To be destroyed by anyone
Because we are soulmates
Written by Julie Ann David
Dec 9, 2018
Dec 9, 2018 at 9:41 PM UTC