I did it for you
But you
won’t see me
eight days a week on
three knees
I can’t see you
In the bees anymore or in
the evening
I’m buzzing at reason
I’m sipping for pleasing myself and
It’s seasoned
I spice my plate i’m
on
a few tipped whiskies and might text you
I
won’t but I want to
purple & blue but we’re past that
other colors too, but i just can’t use them
Apr 24
Apr 24, 2026 at 2:53 AM UTC
It hurts in my mouth
I can
spell it out
in
3 letters but it still
hurts some-how
I can squeeze the can, cut my hand
say your name, have no plan
I can
Split the orange
drink the juice
Think of you & then
peel the counterpunch
& I’d like to
sprinkle on straight thru the night
don’t look at me like that on your birthday
i
might almost die
I’m up too late
I’m hers and I’m not sure of anything
Obscure to try and peel anything
I’m the lamp now
& my hands are
perking up
Maybe the seeds I’m sowing are starting to bring
Maybe I can walk out now
I can hear Rachel singing
and maybe
just
Maybe
We’re all full of ****
but every time I see you
It’s butterflies, & it’s the pits
I want to hold you and
Kiss your fake split lips
To all of the days that I missed
be your friend or
be your, be yours, be your best next kiss
& be my
don’t be &
I so love that you exist
Apr 10
Apr 10, 2026 at 2:37 AM UTC
I chase it
& you
You don’t move
All of these miles away and
still I
make room
I wanna
Break the hourglass
Punch the loom
Quit I love you
**** the plug
clean the room
Completely
remove me of you
Saturday
the whole, and I bet I’ll lose
But on Sunday
I can swear for two
It’s never been me for you
It’s just me & then me again
& me wanting you.
Jan 17
Jan 17, 2026 at 3:59 AM UTC
I’ll start this like a
love letter
Say “dear” and use your name
I’d
call your phone just to say
love again
But none of this is safe
I swear I think I
love you
I say it every-day
my friends tell me to stop, but I
do it
anyway
rehearsal for a girl
who’s legs skip every beat
Using words made of styrofoam
melting all over
her feet
I swear to god without one
play songs just on r e p e a t
wait for a
love I cannot keep
& dream of her like
counting sheep
she’s all my days & none of them
she’s nothing i can
keep
I’d like to sleep tonight
but how can I
with all of her
dark hair
while she
breathes..
Jan 14
Jan 14, 2026 at 4:22 AM UTC
I’ll write one hundred different poems
Just until you’re gone
Some of them
Sobbing
Some of them songs
I’ll speak of you in flowers
While we never speak at all
I still see you in color
when black surrounds my walls
& give you the me
That wants to learn to learn to golf
I learn to love the me that let’s go of you
all of the you that lost the ball
Jan 5
Jan 5, 2026 at 4:40 AM UTC
I say at night
I’m done
every night
Cry till I’m dry
& die on this hill
then comes the morning
Jan 4
Jan 4, 2026 at 2:46 AM UTC
Lay me
somewhere
I want to kiss the sky
touch every raindrop upside down
make the cloud cry again
I want to be a rainbow
yellow & orange so you see me
give me a weekday
I’ll kiss your happy, I promise
spin our window
& if the glass breaks I’ll fix it
Forget my name before yours
a love that keeps me in limbo
Keep me single
my chin against the stick
& always falling backwards
I want to show you what love is
I’ve been practicing
actually
it’s killing me
Jan 2
Jan 2, 2026 at 2:44 AM UTC
my sweet girl
sent me hurling
another useless good morning
no hand in her hair
both my hands, a big warning
want to **** her out a garden
a bug in her
bed
& everything good that she wants
I want to be that thing instead
e v e r y morning she’s yawning
I want to be her good mood
& when she cannot eat a thing
I’ll be all her favorite foods
make me Saturday & Sunday
tell her to
call me b e f o r e noon
tell her she’s all I’ve ever wanted
say it again like a fool
good thing it’s
Monday morning
Good thing there’s things for me to do
tell her again that I
l o v e h e r
be a fool again
& then food
Dec 23, 2025
Dec 23, 2025 at 5:26 AM UTC
Use every finger
write me onto all of your papers
and all over your
keyboard
Doodle me a monster
just
to be in your hand
I can live years without you
but
I cannot stand it
it’s never too late, late*
but let me hold you
I’ll be the
drunk thump of your thumb
on a Sunday
I’ll be everybody
and always & nothing
sail my body on quicksand
grab my hand then
wet windows and again with the
quicksand
Over. again and
again
Dec 9, 2025
Dec 9, 2025 at 1:32 AM UTC
I hate to fall asleep
when all day
I think about you
cause when I sleep and don’t dream
I never keep you
So why sheets?
Why sleep at all if I don’t
dream about you
Why lay down
On arms that can’t reach around you
I hate wonder
when I wonder what it means to hold you
& I hate storms in the form
of rain in a throat that’s moaning
like what’s a storm without warning
I’m on the edge of
kicking this out
but you’ve locked my love on longing
like how do I breathe in the morning
or how to still sing when it’s pouring
& how come every-time that you speak
I eat a peach full of poison
give me back my legs and my music
Bob Seger & sometimes, The Stooges
You call it love, but when I call it back the sound is still
completely muted
When all I that I want is to be stupid. But I don’t want to be stupid.
In love is a plug
finding walls
with millions of
useless fuses
Nov 6, 2025
Nov 6, 2025 at 3:46 AM UTC