You will never see the tears that fall
You will never hear my gasps for breath
As I fail to breathe because of you
I will never trust again
I will always anticipate the heartbreak
I will never believe that good things are true
You will never know what I had to do
The consequences I faced
For ever of loving you
jm
Jul 2, 2016
Jul 2, 2016 at 3:25 PM UTC
No one has ever made me feel the way that you do
I face every fear
That's come from my past
You make me believe
That my pain will not last
You don't start to judge me
After stories I tell
You see past my mistakes
And wrong words that I spill
Your eyes see right through me
Your analytical mind
Shows more of me
Than I could ever find
Comfortable laughter fills the air
Your eyes squint as you smile
I think I'd like to stay here
If only for a while
jm
Jul 1, 2016
Jul 1, 2016 at 9:21 PM UTC
Oh, how I'll miss their smiles, and
Their pattering feet as they'd come to greet me the minute I'd walk through the door.
Their love so pure, and
Their hearts so full.
Their innocent,
But naturally smart-alecky comebacks to statements like,
"It's time to come inside,"
"We should wait patiently in line,"
"It's time to take a nap,"
"Let's give him a turn first, and yours will come next,"
will always put a smile on my face.
The love for them, and
The joy they'd bring to my heart
From innocent
And naturally earnest words to me like,
"Your earrings are pretty today,"
"When it's naptime, you're going to hold my hand until I fall asleep,"
"You should sit by me for snack time,"
"I love you, Miss Julia."
Though I'll never see these children again,
I hope, through the years, they'll remember me
The way I will them.
I will cherish each one of them, and
Every memory they've given me
Until the end of time.
jm
Jun 22, 2016
Jun 22, 2016 at 3:19 AM UTC
I will never learn
Fear and paranoia pull
As my heart strings tear
jm
Jan 13, 2016
Jan 13, 2016 at 11:24 PM UTC
I open my tired eyes
And you fade away
As I rise to start
Another day.
jm
Nov 18, 2015
Nov 18, 2015 at 2:08 AM UTC
Running is what I do best,
But it always leads to these regrets.
jm
Jul 2, 2015
Jul 2, 2015 at 12:48 AM UTC
Released balloons fly freely with the breeze.
As they glide peacefully above,
we are reminded of your love.
Until we meet again,
we'll keep you in mind until the end.
We repeatedly listen to your songs
and wonder if you're up there singing along.
As we watch the balloons rise,
getting carried by the wind,
We know you are flying joyously with Him.
jm
Nov 27, 2014
Nov 27, 2014 at 12:17 AM UTC
the crescent moon
sends casting lights
upon insomniatic eyes
bodies shadows dance
upon dampening grass
as bare feet beat
and leave their marks
upon the soft earth
with souls brought to life
under the gleaming sun kissed moon
in the spirit of that summer night
Nov 27, 2014
Nov 27, 2014 at 12:07 AM UTC
Balloons we release fly freely in the wind.
Maybe that's how The Lord took you with Him.
Gliding peacefully above, while we are reminded of your love.
Maybe you're here with us now.
Until we meet again,
We'll keep you in mind until the end.
Repeatedly listening to your songs.
Maybe you're up there singing along.
With your brand new wings,
We know you are soaring joyously with Him.
jm
Oct 7, 2014
Oct 7, 2014 at 3:10 AM UTC