Vanished into the field
you met me in
The invisible force
that keeps us together
But whats ascension
without connection
and whats to bargain
if it ain’t you on the line
Many conversations
many consolations
in the field
you met me in
Apr 16
Apr 16, 2026 at 3:07 AM UTC
I wonder what it’d be like to get off my meds.
Maybe I can smoke what I want and stay in bed.
I’ll have my sense of humor back
I’ll wear my same old shoes.
I’ll reach out for my phone
just to unblock you.
I’ll resonate with everyone
and skip school again.
I’ll yell and scream
hoping for it to end.
But I wake up everyday
and stick to my routine.
I take the pill without my tea
I hear some music
open my windows
then I start to breathe.
Apr 8
Apr 8, 2026 at 2:07 PM UTC
My room needs feng shui.
My mirror reflects my bed
I heard that’s bad for your head
so I pretend it’s not there.
At night my vanity light shines
and without fail it hits my eyes
maybe I should turn it off.
My dresser is adjacent to my closet
it’s easier for my clothes to pile.
Yet I lay in my thoughts
making time worth a while.
Apr 7
Apr 7, 2026 at 4:04 AM UTC
Something saved my life
and it wasn’t you.
Maybe it was every day that passed
along with the clouds.
It could be the sound of silence
when you don’t need to believe in anything.
Or it was the moment I started to believe in myself.
Instead of the fear that followed
and the anger that swallowed
my mind that you loved so much.
The same mind that deteriorated myself.
The same one that chose space in place of you.
Someone saved my life.
and it was me.
Apr 3
Apr 3, 2026 at 12:54 PM UTC
To shed skin created for protection
and be born again as a reflection
of who you once were
however that’s not the definition
of the fruition that you are
or the invariable mold you resided
You’re broken to be considered again
in judgement of yourself
Introspection conceived and birthed
and sloughed off and bloomed
to be unapologetically you
Apr 3
Apr 3, 2026 at 12:33 PM UTC
I longed for anything
and I was out of touch
Birds kept migrating
but I couldn't find love
Wether it was around me or not
I longed to see
I longed to fly
I longed to be.
Mar 15
Mar 15, 2026 at 1:26 PM UTC
Words inaudible
and sanity has gone
Uncertainty in the air
They long for their mom
Frontlines being praised
but dad hands been grazed
Fighting every direction
hoping for change
Still, their perspectives tries to erase them
adjacent to the void they hold
******* the life out of them
Let their stories be told.
Jan 30
Jan 30, 2026 at 2:40 PM UTC
Feelings come out as colors
and sounds become all I see
Fallen into you
one of my favorite places
along my house by the beach
I hadn't known you then,
but I felt you by the sea
Time inhales
but you’re the ecstasy
your presence becomes regret
and it chases me in shadows
Your presence never even left
and its all that follows
Aug 15, 2025
Aug 15, 2025 at 2:27 AM UTC
You push me beyond humiliation,
digging up my wounds
Decaying Confrontation,
you question my fruit
You're the plague,
So I accept the infection
The bed of lies sinks deeper,
yet it flourishes enough
to be forgiven again
Aug 4, 2025
Aug 4, 2025 at 2:47 PM UTC
Even if it hurts
Come follow me
Back into bad habits
Where nothing mattered
But our faces felt like one
Where laughs were returned
And when we felt the sun
Even if it hurts
We know each other's names
And you know where to find me
Even if it hurts
Don't feel ashamed
Aug 4, 2025
Aug 4, 2025 at 2:13 PM UTC