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At a time with no hope, You mended a broken heart. More beautiful than a piece of art. In a place where I was lost, You were the light that guided me home. A body that I could call my own. When I was at my worst, You picked me up and kept me strong. You stood by me as you watched my healing wounds. You gave me a reason to want to live. You gave me a reason to want to stay. And no matter what happens, We will never go out seperate ways. Our hands are held tight with our fingers intertwined by love. For your beauty and your desirable heart. You have me and you always will. Our love will never end. This is only the begining.

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Jun 10, 2016

Jun 10, 2016 at 2:09 PM UTC

Angel

At a time with no hope, You mended a broken heart. More beautiful than a piece of art. In a place where I was lost, You were the light that guided me home. A body that I could call my own. When I was at my worst, You picked me up and kept me strong. You stood by me as you watched my healing wounds. You gave me a reason to want to live. You gave me a reason to want to stay. And no matter what happens, We will never go out seperate ways. Our hands are held tight with our fingers intertwined by love. For your beauty and your desirable heart. You have me and you always will. Our love will never end. This is only the begining.

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This isn't a poem. I just want you to know I love you.

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Jan 2, 2016

Jan 2, 2016 at 6:47 PM UTC

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This isn't a poem. I just want you to know I love you.

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I've changed since then. I've grown up, to learn from my mistakes. I can't bare to keep it from you. That pain I can not take. The drugs and pleasure were not what I needed, I moved on to think I had succeeded. But I had pain inside, because I was not whole. I did not speak the truth and words were not spoken. Though it may have seemed fine, it wasn't. I could not hide it anymore. No lie or secret was worth the pain I felt. I had to let you know. I'm sorry I lied. I'm sorry I failed. But I know I can be forgiven. For its what gods intentions would have felt.

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Nov 18, 2015

Nov 18, 2015 at 4:42 PM UTC

New beginings

I've changed since then. I've grown up, to learn from my mistakes. I can't bare to keep it from you. That pain I can not take. The drugs and pleasure were not what I needed, I moved on to think I had succeeded. But I had pain inside, because I was not whole. I did not speak the truth and words were not spoken. Though it may have seemed fine, it wasn't. I could not hide it anymore. No lie or secret was worth the pain I felt. I had to let you know. I'm sorry I lied. I'm sorry I failed. But I know I can be forgiven. For its what gods intentions would have felt.

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I've loved you, Since the day we met. I knew you were the one, I was willing to bet. You loved me, Since the day I asked. But just look upon us, How much time has past. You have my heart, It's yours to keep. Your are in my mind, It cuts so deep. I'll never forget, The day we met. The first time we touched, True love would be set. I love you

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Oct 21, 2015

Oct 21, 2015 at 5:00 PM UTC

Break

I've loved you, Since the day we met. I knew you were the one, I was willing to bet. You loved me, Since the day I asked. But just look upon us, How much time has past. You have my heart, It's yours to keep. Your are in my mind, It cuts so deep. I'll never forget, The day we met. The first time we touched, True love would be set. I love you

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Branches grow through the spring, Sharp like a razor blade. The thorns reach out and grab a victim, Cuts so deep, each memory, each reflection. Winter comes for scars to hide, But underneath the cuts are wide. Wears it like a disguise from normality, But sill gets judged by reality. Summer comes where you're faced with fire, Now it can't be hidden, the urge and desire. Autumn leaves start to fall, But you still hang on the tree, away from them all. Seasons change, and memory's too, But I'll never forget. Not a day goes by when I don't smile, But let's try be happy, just for a while Seasons change, and memory's too, But you'll never forget what has become of you.

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Jul 10, 2015

Jul 10, 2015 at 1:03 PM UTC

Seasons

Branches grow through the spring, Sharp like a razor blade. The thorns reach out and grab a victim, Cuts so deep, each memory, each reflection. Winter comes for scars to hide, But underneath the cuts are wide. Wears it like a disguise from normality, But sill gets judged by reality. Summer comes where you're faced with fire, Now it can't be hidden, the urge and desire. Autumn leaves start to fall, But you still hang on the tree, away from them all. Seasons change, and memory's too, But I'll never forget. Not a day goes by when I don't smile, But let's try be happy, just for a while Seasons change, and memory's too, But you'll never forget what has become of you.

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She gave me a sense. A sense that maybe life wasn't too bad after all. But those chains were broken when the truth came out. I was no lover, Not even a friend. I made a decision, that would would soon end. But I know that if I wait, There may still be hope. Rather send flowers, Than hang from a rope. It is true you have hurt me, Many time before. But even through the pain, I run straight back for more. Little did I know, That what lay ahead. Could be amother memory, That fell in my head. She makes the wind blow warm. The sun shine bright. And I know for a fact, I won't give up this fight.

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Nov 17, 2014

Nov 17, 2014 at 1:43 PM UTC

Waste away with me

She gave me a sense. A sense that maybe life wasn't too bad after all. But those chains were broken when the truth came out. I was no lover, Not even a friend. I made a decision, that would would soon end. But I know that if I wait, There may still be hope. Rather send flowers, Than hang from a rope. It is true you have hurt me, Many time before. But even through the pain, I run straight back for more. Little did I know, That what lay ahead. Could be amother memory, That fell in my head. She makes the wind blow warm. The sun shine bright. And I know for a fact, I won't give up this fight.

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What doesn't **** you, Makes you wish you were dead. What doesn't destroy you, Leaves you broken instead. Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down. Save me from myself, Don't let me drown. It's getting harder to hold on, I need to let go. But as I start falling, Then the love will show. Who will fix me now? Dive I when I'm down. Save me from myself, Don't let me drown. And if they don't seem to listen, Don't give up your faith! Don't take out your anger, Just turn back and say, I will fix myself, Look up when I'm down. And without a doubt, I will not drown.

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Nov 13, 2014

Nov 13, 2014 at 1:09 PM UTC

Drown

What doesn't **** you, Makes you wish you were dead. What doesn't destroy you, Leaves you broken instead. Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down. Save me from myself, Don't let me drown. It's getting harder to hold on, I need to let go. But as I start falling, Then the love will show. Who will fix me now? Dive I when I'm down. Save me from myself, Don't let me drown. And if they don't seem to listen, Don't give up your faith! Don't take out your anger, Just turn back and say, I will fix myself, Look up when I'm down. And without a doubt, I will not drown.

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Time starts clocking by, Like an infinite life promised, Slowly loosing grip on its reality. I've counted down the days, Some go faster then others. I'll live for expectance, To expect fate, or my destiny. As it wipes away my tears, Nothing will remain. Is this all still natural, Or have I gone insane?

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Nov 13, 2014

Nov 13, 2014 at 12:59 PM UTC

Breach

Time starts clocking by, Like an infinite life promised, Slowly loosing grip on its reality. I've counted down the days, Some go faster then others. I'll live for expectance, To expect fate, or my destiny. As it wipes away my tears, Nothing will remain. Is this all still natural, Or have I gone insane?

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For a second you were off my mind, then I had a listen one more time. It's stuck in replay, won't stop to sing. Just an idea of how much you mean. The sound of her voice, I long to hear. But the affection you showed, It made me tear. I can't believe the hope I tried, It promised me light but then you lied...

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Sep 4, 2014

Sep 4, 2014 at 8:14 AM UTC

True love

For a second you were off my mind, then I had a listen one more time. It's stuck in replay, won't stop to sing. Just an idea of how much you mean. The sound of her voice, I long to hear. But the affection you showed, It made me tear. I can't believe the hope I tried, It promised me light but then you lied...

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You give me a heartbeat like no other Only the heavens may speak of this love Now you're gone, gone, gone away My dreams are about you, your love I long for you to be by my side at last But now you're gone, gone away I will be waiting here for you...

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Aug 18, 2014

Aug 18, 2014 at 4:13 PM UTC

Gone

You give me a heartbeat like no other Only the heavens may speak of this love Now you're gone, gone, gone away My dreams are about you, your love I long for you to be by my side at last But now you're gone, gone away I will be waiting here for you...

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