You cannot control how you are loved
Only how you love
Darlin…
Dance with me?
Move me
And move around me?
Put your hands on my body
Let us touch pulses
Let our cells meet and mingle
Maybe a few of the singles ones
Can hook up
Jun 19, 2017
Jun 19, 2017 at 3:48 AM UTC
Let me send you a dream?
One where we are all lips and hands
But we keep our eyes wide open
So that we may touch souls.
Come…
Come for me….
Into deeper waters
Let's find treasures together
Jewels no one has ever heard of
Ones that have been buried so deep…
Deep inside. Cravings and caves…
Hungry holes, paths enchanted
By emerald green and rushing waters
Dappled and caressed with
Midday sun that stretches
Our growing souls up to the light
We climb together
And over each other
Gently and gingerly
As though we are covered
By treacherous walls
Come for me
To conquer these walls
And catch a peek
Of the nakedness of the universe
Sprawling on the other side
Open and reaching
Pulling you into her warm waters
Floating in a sea of cosmic
Bliss…
Light and pulsing
Warm
Like sun beams on a naked body
Come for me
Darling
Come for me
Come…
And get me
Jun 19, 2017
Jun 19, 2017 at 3:46 AM UTC
Sometime I sit here waiting
For either you
Or trouble to come
Foolishly hoping
That it is you that appears
To tell me you have loved me all along
But
I make sure to check my back
Just in case it is the boogie man
I don't know what I would do
If he did in fact show up
But I carry this knife
And I'd like to think I'd stab him with it
It has a hook ya know
Something to grab hold on the way back out
Stabbing at the chance
For your love
Hoping to grab you
In such a way
You can not let go
Just so the wound can be mutual
Did you realize that your knife had a hook too?
Cause I am not allowed to forget
No matter how hard I try
May 30, 2017
May 30, 2017 at 12:06 AM UTC
God is all of us collectively
collectively we are all of God
Engaged in a dance
of inhaling and exhaling
curling and stretching
imploding and exploding
Occasionally He and we...
collide
in the middle
blurring the lines between universe and atom
The pressing of atoms against
other atoms in a desire to feel
something other than themselves
To still their loneliness
they seek ***********
they crash into one another
abandoning duality and embracing oneness
You cannot tell where one ends and one begins
They become alpha and omega
horizon and sky
the ******
Love’s confusing joy
Where it all end
Everything!
And where it all begins
That explosive ecstasy
that moment and eternity
that ***********
gives focus to an energy and new life is born
Movement happens creating waves of sound
Their patterns and rhythms being the song that you hear right now
Shadow, light, line, texture, color, shape, space, and form
create the ballroom dance of the image before your eyes
And then there is breath
The caress of memory on your Inhale
the crashing release of the Exhale
and the undulating attempt to fill the Void in between
The hunger... the longing… the suffering...
for a turkey sandwich in your mouth right now…
Yearning for a human touch is what creates a new world
a new Universe and the cycles repeats
An element is born and somewhere
a star explodes scattering its seed across the universe
Saying
“I AM…”
May 29, 2017
May 29, 2017 at 10:56 PM UTC
I am no back burner girl
I better be taking up the whole stove
I want what we are cooking to feed a multitude
I want it to be good enough and big enough
to share and pass around
I want my meat slow cooked and laced with butter
Dripping and falling off the bone
Everyone seems to be looking for a microwave meal
Which really is just being afraid and settling
Scared to not get that home cooked meal right
But here is the thing about a slow cooked meal
You get time to reverse your mistakes
You get to soak some things in
And the warmth it gives you
Surpasses all your desires to be right and perfect
Allowing you to just surrender into what is
Giving you understanding that the bitter complements the sweet
That it is just as necessary.
So I want to have fought with you before we had ***
And when we do get there
I want to break upon each other
Because we are practicing letting go
I want to know what happens when you blackout drink
And I liking knowing how you kiss other girls
I hope you know how I am when I am thirsty
I want you to know what it looks like when I am careless
And how it goes when I pick myself back up
I need to know the exact flushing shade of your shame
I want you to know how I hide mine
I want to know what it is to doubt you
I would also like to know what it is to forgive you
Or for you to have to forgive me
I don't want you in the bar bathroom
I don't want to be bent over holding the wall up with eyes closed
I wanted to be so deep in your eyes that it truly feels like we are one
I want you in my bed
Completely naked, physically and emotionally
With sunlight pouring through the window
I don't want to be ******* for an ******
I want to meander and explore and be fascinated
I want to be so in tune with you that when you opened yourself to me
I get to appreciate every beautiful
and even ugly molecule of it.
May 29, 2017
May 29, 2017 at 10:54 PM UTC
Because
It wasn't sober
Soft morning sunlight
Pouring through the bedroom window
And
Your eyes were closed
Apr 11, 2016
Apr 11, 2016 at 6:15 PM UTC
All these dark people
Cant find their own light
Hidden there
Right between their eyes
Jan 15, 2016
Jan 15, 2016 at 10:32 AM UTC
She was wild in a way that was swaying and ancient
It was not a crazy whipping about of emotion
But a building swell and a powerful and slow release
But most did not understand this
So when they touched her hips
They just held on
But she needed someone
To do so much more than hold on
She needed that slow
So slow you didn’t know it was happening
Slow steering
Gentle erosion
Like the water does to the mountain
The wind to the desert
She needed those ancient drums
To keep her rhythm
To loose her demons
To be free
Nov 11, 2015
Nov 11, 2015 at 1:43 PM UTC
Yes
it is going down the drain
we all are
and always were
so **** it
might as well grab a few things along the way huh?
Why the hell not
There is no reason here
and there never was
doesn’t make any of it any less relevant
There are some things in these drains
so catch as much as you can
on your way down
You’re gonna need it
Nov 10, 2015
Nov 10, 2015 at 12:36 PM UTC
Oh the moon
Oh the sky
Oh the air
It all breaks my heart
Because my kisses are in the air
My tears are in the sky
And my love is in the moon.
Sep 28, 2015
Sep 28, 2015 at 12:42 AM UTC