joel-juanes - Hello Poetry

Let me give you my sight My heart It might shine some light On how we fell apart This is hard to explain Maybe in the past year I've gone insane There's been times I know I've failed I carry that shame Irrelevant people who I'd rather not name Came between I analyze it everyday Still can't find the exact moment It became this way It's possible I lost you long ago, Why is it though you wont let go? This road has been a rough one Does it ever end? Hope I dont remember that day As vivid as the day it began Not scared to lose love Just scared to love again I know I took you for granted I admit it But can you Take responsibility for anything you do We both have cause pain We both will never be the same We both played the game We lost What else is there to gain But to both go insane Both caught up in this maze We call love Look how messy this **** has become Look at what we have done This is only my side My view of the ride Now the question is, and will always be Do we stop or continue to be ? Do we cut all ties , do we give it another try? Kinda want the pain to stop, kinda not Still want to love you, kinda want to hate you Mixed emotions Four letters cause such a commotion It's getting tough to deal On this side Didn't know I was solo on this ride, or am I? Your wave frequency comes strong then weak We've hardly talked in the past week It's funny how others want to give me their love But its always yours I seek Honestly I think I'm just gonna give up Never been the one to do so Just think enough is enough

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Jul 8, 2015

Jul 8, 2015 at 5:02 PM UTC

My Side

Let me give you my sight My heart It might shine some light On how we fell apart This is hard to explain Maybe in the past year I've gone insane There's been times I know I've failed I carry that shame Irrelevant people who I'd rather not name Came between I analyze it everyday Still can't find the exact moment It became this way It's possible I lost you long ago, Why is it though you wont let go? This road has been a rough one Does it ever end? Hope I dont remember that day As vivid as the day it began Not scared to lose love Just scared to love again I know I took you for granted I admit it But can you Take responsibility for anything you do We both have cause pain We both will never be the same We both played the game We lost What else is there to gain But to both go insane Both caught up in this maze We call love Look how messy this **** has become Look at what we have done This is only my side My view of the ride Now the question is, and will always be Do we stop or continue to be ? Do we cut all ties , do we give it another try? Kinda want the pain to stop, kinda not Still want to love you, kinda want to hate you Mixed emotions Four letters cause such a commotion It's getting tough to deal On this side Didn't know I was solo on this ride, or am I? Your wave frequency comes strong then weak We've hardly talked in the past week It's funny how others want to give me their love But its always yours I seek Honestly I think I'm just gonna give up Never been the one to do so Just think enough is enough

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It may seem like our fire has been a little burnt out It may seem like we haven't been the same in awhile Just tribulation & trail No longer get those sweet text About how you feeling me Doesn't change the fact you're my queen To be Our world maybe upside down But all we gotta do is stick around Because after the night comes day After work comes play If we give it our all When we take this leap We'll survive the fall My end all be all My dearest woman of mine The x and o on my valentine There is no place in the world id rather be Then next to thee In just a matter of time sparks Will fly We'll soar into the sky And let the wind take us where ever No matter how harsh the weather We'll get thru it as long as we are together

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Jan 20, 2015

Jan 20, 2015 at 3:59 AM UTC

sparks will fly

It may seem like our fire has been a little burnt out It may seem like we haven't been the same in awhile Just tribulation & trail No longer get those sweet text About how you feeling me Doesn't change the fact you're my queen To be Our world maybe upside down But all we gotta do is stick around Because after the night comes day After work comes play If we give it our all When we take this leap We'll survive the fall My end all be all My dearest woman of mine The x and o on my valentine There is no place in the world id rather be Then next to thee In just a matter of time sparks Will fly We'll soar into the sky And let the wind take us where ever No matter how harsh the weather We'll get thru it as long as we are together

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Beauty Is in the eyes of the beholder Told her she was cold But the world is colder Just glad I'm the one that gets to hold her Told her if she ever need one she'd Always have a shoulder To cry , lean And to dream on I can see us walking on the beach The stars never been touch But it never hurt to reach Her smile one of her best qualities No coincidence it matches her personality And you the one I wrote this for My words bring forth action Never decor Written with compassion Hoping you realize your worth And so much more

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Nov 29, 2012

Nov 29, 2012 at 1:06 AM UTC

Beauty

Beauty Is in the eyes of the beholder Told her she was cold But the world is colder Just glad I'm the one that gets to hold her Told her if she ever need one she'd Always have a shoulder To cry , lean And to dream on I can see us walking on the beach The stars never been touch But it never hurt to reach Her smile one of her best qualities No coincidence it matches her personality And you the one I wrote this for My words bring forth action Never decor Written with compassion Hoping you realize your worth And so much more

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You and Me Thru thick and thin Thin thru thick You Stood here Stood your ground You stuck around The Struggle and pain And I still feel the same Possibility As before I want more Of Us

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Oct 10, 2012

Oct 10, 2012 at 2:54 AM UTC

You and me

You and Me Thru thick and thin Thin thru thick You Stood here Stood your ground You stuck around The Struggle and pain And I still feel the same Possibility As before I want more Of Us

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Look at me May you see what you see Either way imma be who I be I'm not gonna seek A different identity Cause conformity Just isn't me But as you read You'll see I bleed, me So read into it Cause I put my all into it So don't judge a book by its cover Until you've read all through it So you say you real Prove it Actions are louder than words But words tend to hurt or heal So I try to practice what I preach I try to follow before I teach So look at me Look at me I'm just a product of my environment My surroundings may be dark But my soul stays vibrant Through this writing I become fluent Because without my writings I feel translucent To tell you truth I couldn't give a **** So save your two cents So look at me Conquer this insanity Tupac would be proud Of the man in me So I don't know if you can keep up Imma feed my dreams Till I blow up It's either show up or Get shown up I won't shatter As I gather And dunk on my opponent Cause my mind is like the lane I own it May it never be chained down by anything or anyone I just want you to look at me for who I am and the good I've Done .... Look at me

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Sep 30, 2012

Sep 30, 2012 at 12:26 AM UTC

Look at me

Look at me May you see what you see Either way imma be who I be I'm not gonna seek A different identity Cause conformity Just isn't me But as you read You'll see I bleed, me So read into it Cause I put my all into it So don't judge a book by its cover Until you've read all through it So you say you real Prove it Actions are louder than words But words tend to hurt or heal So I try to practice what I preach I try to follow before I teach So look at me Look at me I'm just a product of my environment My surroundings may be dark But my soul stays vibrant Through this writing I become fluent Because without my writings I feel translucent To tell you truth I couldn't give a **** So save your two cents So look at me Conquer this insanity Tupac would be proud Of the man in me So I don't know if you can keep up Imma feed my dreams Till I blow up It's either show up or Get shown up I won't shatter As I gather And dunk on my opponent Cause my mind is like the lane I own it May it never be chained down by anything or anyone I just want you to look at me for who I am and the good I've Done .... Look at me

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Lord knows she's beautiful All that hurt and that pain Is her fuel To make it big And get out of this **** hole It's getting harder and harder Not to fold So here's a few words You're beautiful and strong And I'm proud that you are still hold on You deserve a grammy Cause you really had me Thinking you were fine But as time goes by I hear you say That everything is falling apart That you have a tainted heart with me you don't have to lie In me you can confide There's no need to hide Let it pour And if I could I'd take that pain Away just to hear you say everything Is great That you're feelin good and Livin better That you made it And got your **** together And no more trying, no more crying I hope these words of encouragement Help you push through But even if this fails Know that you're beautiful And strong keep holding on

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Jul 28, 2012

Jul 28, 2012 at 9:21 PM UTC

She's Beautiful

Lord knows she's beautiful All that hurt and that pain Is her fuel To make it big And get out of this **** hole It's getting harder and harder Not to fold So here's a few words You're beautiful and strong And I'm proud that you are still hold on You deserve a grammy Cause you really had me Thinking you were fine But as time goes by I hear you say That everything is falling apart That you have a tainted heart with me you don't have to lie In me you can confide There's no need to hide Let it pour And if I could I'd take that pain Away just to hear you say everything Is great That you're feelin good and Livin better That you made it And got your **** together And no more trying, no more crying I hope these words of encouragement Help you push through But even if this fails Know that you're beautiful And strong keep holding on

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See that tear in my eye Well it's full pain If I give up now Does it mean everything I've struggled for Done in vain? I know times get rough But it seems as if my good just isn't.... Good enough I try an give my all Still some how I seem to fall I look for inspiration And all I find is temptation Leading to my corruption So now I'm thinking and breathing Heavy Just waiting on the day that All this will break me I feel like I'm chained at my hands and My feet So instead of trying I lie in defeat Ashamed of my failures At times I feel like this war I'll never Win And my only option is to retreat

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Jul 23, 2012

Jul 23, 2012 at 12:11 AM UTC

Is my good..not good enough

See that tear in my eye Well it's full pain If I give up now Does it mean everything I've struggled for Done in vain? I know times get rough But it seems as if my good just isn't.... Good enough I try an give my all Still some how I seem to fall I look for inspiration And all I find is temptation Leading to my corruption So now I'm thinking and breathing Heavy Just waiting on the day that All this will break me I feel like I'm chained at my hands and My feet So instead of trying I lie in defeat Ashamed of my failures At times I feel like this war I'll never Win And my only option is to retreat

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I'm not gonna lie At times when I'm alone I cry I shed a tear Or 2 And I feel like no 1 Understands what I'm going through But I have to keep my head up And when I fall I have to get up I was once told Not everything that shines Is gold And just because you have someone In your life doesn't mean they will Always be there to hold And just because I cry Doesn't mean I'm weak And just because im silent Doesn't mean the world can't Hear me speak And action are louder Then words But what good are words If they're never heard And how can we prepare for The future Without studying the past And how can I think about my next step If I haven't finished my last And how can someone be so close But seem so far Surrounded by people And still feel alone And the place where I lay my head Not feel like home And how do they want me to lead If I have yet learn to follow It's hard to swallow But maybe I'm doing everything wrong All along And they say with each ending Comes a new beginning But it seems like with each beginning There is always an ending How could something so dear to me Frighten me Maybe the same way Dark things Enlighten me You know teach me All these thoughts go bye In a blink of an eye So yeah I'm not gonna lie I cry From time to time

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May 21, 2012

May 21, 2012 at 1:17 AM UTC

I cry

I'm not gonna lie At times when I'm alone I cry I shed a tear Or 2 And I feel like no 1 Understands what I'm going through But I have to keep my head up And when I fall I have to get up I was once told Not everything that shines Is gold And just because you have someone In your life doesn't mean they will Always be there to hold And just because I cry Doesn't mean I'm weak And just because im silent Doesn't mean the world can't Hear me speak And action are louder Then words But what good are words If they're never heard And how can we prepare for The future Without studying the past And how can I think about my next step If I haven't finished my last And how can someone be so close But seem so far Surrounded by people And still feel alone And the place where I lay my head Not feel like home And how do they want me to lead If I have yet learn to follow It's hard to swallow But maybe I'm doing everything wrong All along And they say with each ending Comes a new beginning But it seems like with each beginning There is always an ending How could something so dear to me Frighten me Maybe the same way Dark things Enlighten me You know teach me All these thoughts go bye In a blink of an eye So yeah I'm not gonna lie I cry From time to time

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Something needs fixing Something has gone missing So I start with the man in the mirror I get up close just to see clearer I try to figure out what I see But what I see isn't me Broken down and disfigured Reassembled but misconfigured Like a collage glued together With tears, pain, hurt, and lies False hopes, empty promises, A bunch of tries, and silent cries But I hide all this Cause who would want this **** I barely want this So what doesn't **** you makes you stronger? I don't believe this to be true Cause at times I don't know what to do So as I stare upon this reflection Straight opposite of perfection But I have to start somewhere So I start here With the man in the mirror

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May 10, 2012

May 10, 2012 at 12:27 AM UTC

Man in the mirror

Something needs fixing Something has gone missing So I start with the man in the mirror I get up close just to see clearer I try to figure out what I see But what I see isn't me Broken down and disfigured Reassembled but misconfigured Like a collage glued together With tears, pain, hurt, and lies False hopes, empty promises, A bunch of tries, and silent cries But I hide all this Cause who would want this **** I barely want this So what doesn't **** you makes you stronger? I don't believe this to be true Cause at times I don't know what to do So as I stare upon this reflection Straight opposite of perfection But I have to start somewhere So I start here With the man in the mirror

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My deepest fear is .... not that I'm inadequate To loving you It's falling for you It's dealing with something so powerful That I can't control Can't contain or hold, Bend or fold something greater than you and me Something I can't see but I can feel With in me It's scary falling not knowing Where you might end Where this might lead Whether its real or fake What I might have to give or take It's being happy beyond imagine Beyond comprehension It's being loved beyond measure It's having this to treasure My deepest fear is ..... US .....

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Jan 17, 2012

Jan 17, 2012 at 11:54 PM UTC

My deepest fear is .....

My deepest fear is .... not that I'm inadequate To loving you It's falling for you It's dealing with something so powerful That I can't control Can't contain or hold, Bend or fold something greater than you and me Something I can't see but I can feel With in me It's scary falling not knowing Where you might end Where this might lead Whether its real or fake What I might have to give or take It's being happy beyond imagine Beyond comprehension It's being loved beyond measure It's having this to treasure My deepest fear is ..... US .....

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