As I wonder
With this paper
I think of you
Over and over
It's been years now
And I'm still here
Curious for my love
That could never disappear
I've always loved you,
Day and night
It's never ending
What can I do?
You're continuously blooming
In my sight
For how long
Are we in this flight?
I'm continuously loving you,
I don't know why
Just one talk
And everything is alright
I was loving you
Then something occur
That I wish I didn't saw
There's this girl
Lovely in purple
Out of many people
How can I make this simple?
You really love her
And so am I to you
My world shattered
As I knew
I was really hurt
But nothing was heard
I kept everything
For I have no rights on anything
Suddenly my attraction stopped
I don't know why, I don't know how
Maybe my heart just learned her lessons now
I was finally glad
I got my heart and love back
I felt freedom
Nothing is wrong now
Then that day came
Nothing feels strange
And I realized
This is what happened before
But I don't know
If I should turn now
You talked to me
And I felt my cheeks
Turned red as our eyes meet
I drowned to your touch
Your talks and your jokes,
That I'd always love
So I wondered
Even after all the moments
Should I still grip over
Even though this just happens over and over
I'm scared
Because what if everything repeats itself
And leave me stuck again
In the cabin full of happy memories,
Playing through my head again and again and again
Only to know that they can never go back
Feb 15, 2018
Feb 15, 2018 at 9:07 PM UTC
I've been keeping things
Even though my eyes blink
Behind all those lovely winks,
Everything in me shrinks
I don't understand just why
People wouldn't let me fly
Judging higher up the sky
Lovely smiles,
Shiny stars
Behind these smiles
Are the things
You never took time to realize
Feb 15, 2018
Feb 15, 2018 at 8:44 PM UTC