Your words crash over me like a tidal wave, and its taking me every ounce of willpower to behave. Your Intelligence is what drawed me in, your smile told me you'd be my favorite sin. Your eyes capture the beautiful colors of the stormy sea, and I'm ready for your stormy waters to come and drown me in all of your chaotic beauty
I want to feel your warm embrace as you pierce into my psyche with the intensity of a thousand suns in your gaze,
I want to explore every inch of you from body, soul, to your mysterious ways.
Even with the slight brush of your skin I can feel the stars collide and the cosmos emplode so violently the sky's shudder under its quake,
All these emotions and passion that I lost so long ago pouring in and causing my stomach to Ache.
Your soul is something so tragically and achingly divine that no human shall ever hold a candle to let alone deserve what you are,
Your movement flows like a river, steps quake the earth, and smile shines brighter then any Star.
I wish to hold your heart close to my chest and feel its rhythmic pulse as I set out to learn all of your secrets and fantasies.
I hold you high in my world but it would still bring you no justice, because **** those who choose to make people their worlds for you my dear are my entire Galaxy.
Jul 18, 2016
Jul 18, 2016 at 10:31 PM UTC
I miss the way it was in the beginning,
When my kisses and touch left your head spinning.
When I could look you in the eyes and see how much you care,
Now I feel when you look at me I'm not even there.
You see me but you also see through,
Now I can't talk to you about anything and sometimes I wish you knew.
This unbearable pain pressing on my chest,
this depression I feel that won't let me rest.
I speak my mind and it just makes you mad,
while your anger just leaves me sad.
Nothing I say seems to be good enough for you,
Yet everytime I go to fix it there's nothing I can do.
From the tone of my voice that's always the same,
to the attitude you say I have that's driving me insane.
I speak calmly but I'm just being a *****
Alot of times I wish our roles would switch.
So I can treat you the way you treat me,
maybe then you'll finally see....
Not everything I say is to cause a fight,
I just want everything to be alright.
I just want things back to the way they were,
Back to when I was always sure.
Back to when you treated me like I was your everything,
and that if you didn't have me you'd have nothing.
Aug 1, 2015
Aug 1, 2015 at 8:17 PM UTC
When you peer into my eyes I feel you reach my psyche,
Especially when you trail your fingers on my skin oh so lightly.
I search for the words to descide this feeling,
While I feel my heart slowly healing.
Yet I'm afraid to speak these words so soon,
I think the day I finally speak the world will become attune.
When our lips touch the moment is pure bliss,
One I can remember when I'm sad and it's you I miss.
It's been awhile since I've had this grin dance across my lips,
My eyes locked on you while I'm lost in a transfix.
Oh how I wish you could read my mind,
So you could see the moments when you were so kind.
Oh how I long for your sweet embrace,
The one's that make my heart race.
How I wish we could stay this way evermore,
For you are the reason I can feel my heart soar.
Jun 16, 2014
Jun 16, 2014 at 3:05 AM UTC
Our lips met again tonight bringing me closer to heaven.
but you were forced to leave before the clock striked eleven.
I had so much fun but still a little torn inside.
If anything at least I can say we tried..
May 14, 2014
May 14, 2014 at 1:03 AM UTC
Yes I'm scared and very insecure,
I make decisions and half the time I'm not sure.
I claim to be confident and happy.
while alone tears spill I don't want anyone to see.
Yet out of everything I say and do.
I really have fallen in love with you.
I know its a term loosely thrown around,
All these years of searching and your what I found.
And I'm afraid to loose the one person I hold so dear,
Your all I have and it causes my tears.
I'm afraid to voice whats on my heart,
Afraid you'll get mad and it will tear us apart.
Then I have whispering in my ear,
Saying all these things I don't want to hear.
Eventually after awhile you just learn to expect the worst,
Thinking their not going to be the last nor deffinatly the First.
Baby I want you to be my always and forever,
Promise to forever love me and leave me never....
May 6, 2014
May 6, 2014 at 2:07 AM UTC
My heart races with each touch.
I just can't believe that we love each other so much.
I thought I had lost you all those years ago.
Your kiss takes my breath and i hope you never go.
Forever and always is what I say.
Always and forever you promise to stay.
Bodies intertwined I've never smiled so bright.
My life isn't as dark with you in my sight.
I'm your moon always shining and always there.
Your never afraid to show me that you care.
Everyday you work on mending this broken heart.
Your always there to keep it from falling apart.
I love waking up and seeing that smile.
It's worth suffering the rain even for a little while.
"Forever and Always in my heart you'll stay"
"Always and Forever you'll be apart of me" is what you say.
Tattooed on our wrists forever in ink.
I know you'll save me when I sink.
I'll pick you up when you fall.
And we'll be togethet through it all
Apr 18, 2014
Apr 18, 2014 at 5:32 PM UTC
When everythings dark and it all seems lost.
You always do that one thing I like the best.
A gesture that dances its way across your lips.
Upside down is where my frown slips.
When I see yours I cant help but do it too.
An it helps me push through.
Talking to you makes everything seem worth while.
Just promise to never ever loose that smile.
Apr 18, 2014
Apr 18, 2014 at 3:15 AM UTC
In sleep all I think is your name.
When awake its all the same.
You make it hard for me to close my eyes and sleep.
But its alright babe don't worry because in the end my heart you'll always keep.
So I'll swallow this pain building up in my heart.
I've always loved you even from the start.
A small gasp escapes from me part nervous the other fear,
Don't mind me its just hard to breathe when your near.
I just long for your kiss of love.
Its everything my dreams are made if.
We'll pretend this is the best but I'm hoping you'll pick me.
Yet you didn't and its something I don't want to see.
Did you just say what you mean?
Why can't you just mean when you said No one can love you like me.
These walls and distance won't steal you from me that's for sure.
I just hope you think of me when your next to her...
Oct 2, 2013
Oct 2, 2013 at 3:09 AM UTC
Light runs through her veins,
Life is what she maintains.
Hair of gold and eyes so blue,
She is the beginning of everyone including you.
Her voice is the sound of children laughing,
And her laugh is the sound of music blasting.
Darkness runs in his blood,
He is Death collecting souls as they come in a flood.
Skin so pale and his eyes are black pits,
He is as deadly as it gets.
Total opposites in every way,
Sitting around Death heard Life say.
Why do they love me yet they hate you?
She looked to him for a answer but he didn't want to.
He chuckled a little amused by her youth.
Because you are A Beautiful Lie, and I am the Painful Truth
Sep 24, 2013
Sep 24, 2013 at 11:19 PM UTC
Nice to know your life is great as you throw me to the side.
Youve taken down all my pictures like I'm something to hide.
Nothing I ever do is good enough for you.
Now I sit here emotionless unsure what to do.
Bad enough I don't have one parent but now your both gone?
What did I do that was so ******* wrong?
Is it because your new husband doesn't like the way I am?
Is that why all of a sudden you don't give a ****
Am I no longer good enough to be your kid?
Sorry but being me isn't something you can forbid.
Ill keep to my loud music and my dark clothing taste.
Ill pretend everythings fine while behind my back you whisper to everyone I'm a disgrace.
Disgrace of a human.
Dropped out of school so I'm also a disgrace as a student.
Failure to stay locked up in my room wasting away.
Failure to hold my tongue instead I say what I have to say.
Failure to a trophy mother.
All because I wasn't your perfect trophy daughter
These words keep echoing in my head!
Bouncing around for years making me wish I was dead!
I've taken care of myself my entire life.
19 years of pain, greif, and strife.
19 years all alone.
19 years and I'm still not fully grown.
19 years I've fought to survive.
19 years and I'm just starting to grow tired from how much I strive.
I'm sorry I'm not what you wanted me to be.
I'm sorry I didn't listen and just did me.
I'm not sorry for what I'm about to say.
That I'm cutting you out of my life so just go away.
Never had a mother in the first place so why does it matter?
But I won't be there when your world is about to fall around you and simply shatter.....
So don't bother to lie and say I'm wrong and your right like you always do.
Take this as me pretty much saying I Hate You...
Sep 11, 2013
Sep 11, 2013 at 3:01 PM UTC