What would I do with all that money?
Honey,
I love you
I miss you
I can’t buy you back
I can’t spend the thrift
I can’t bring myself
To return
All those things
you have given me.
Mar 17
Mar 17, 2026 at 2:36 AM UTC
I burned my dresses before I left
She said, amongst other things, that she burned her dresses
Meaning she torched her apartment
Meaning, she got the money she needed to sleep on the sidewalk
A Man made, Death walk
Burning dresses
Screeching buses
Topped off urns
Bury the ashes
Sleeping ******* waking
To a Bitter, bitter,
Bite.
I burned my dresses because they were a part of the past
I played Schubert after a thousand wrongs
I helped Delilah keep her promise
I surprised a sphinx with oil in a can
I need no proof. It all happened within time.
It was without guilt
That my dresses burned
before I left…
I kept a fire going
And all were
Upset.
Mar 17
Mar 17, 2026 at 12:54 AM UTC
I wanna reach out to somebody
But who?
I wanna be someone
But who?
I have wounded knees
But who
Cares.
I have a ratio of tenderness of
Ten to one
But who for…
Me?
There are so many people
In this world
Who are groping for a chance
To be someone
Why do I
*****
There are so many people who do not care…
But can anyone Care for them?
not I.
I am a wanna be
Person
In need of a soul:
The way this is typed out
Is the same way
Car horns blindly blare
Or voices
Of people across the street
Who have an inebriated mind
are No longer interested In humanity.
Nov 13, 2025
Nov 13, 2025 at 1:18 AM UTC
Everyone thinks I am high
and so I am
Everyone thinks I’m gay
And I’m not
Everyone thinks I’m soft
But I’m hard
Everything is old
And so too
I am
Everyone thinks they know best
And I don’t believe they do
except for that one guy
Where I think
I know
That he is wrong
And I
Am right
Everyone thinks that the end is near
And I know that it’s all about fear
I do wish I had control of my emotions
And didn’t have to hear my neighbors commotions
But I do
Everyone thinks that I am angry
And I am angry
I am very angry
I am so angry that my head will explode
If I don’t stick it out the window and scream
And if the window should collapse upon my neck
And shut neatly on the windowsill…
…where often there are plants that are watered
I would like to think
That I may be watered too…
And if my shouts and screams should be heard
I would like to think
My lack of faith
Should not be replaced
By fear
++++++
And let the window
collapse upon my neck
And shut neatly on the windowsill
Where often enough
There are plants that are watered
Nov 13, 2024
Nov 13, 2024 at 1:06 AM UTC
Future projects include, trimming my beard, but only to replace the one I have.
Another project could be to omit the subject noun whereby relaxing any proposed meaning to superficiality or replace with an Ubernoun to be discovered later.
I am writing in the stile of Typhoon Murphy.
I am having a profound realization that my non-writing writing has gone all wrong. I, for one, am not worried as much as profoundly disengaged. Dot, dot, dot.
A bio-recap: If I am conscience of God then I am also wrong about many other things too.
If I ignore my thoughts, they then, in turn, will ignore me. BUT STILL...it hurts.
If the water I drink is tainted then I am slowly poisoning the earth EVEN AFTER cremation.
May 29, 2023
May 29, 2023 at 11:00 AM UTC
The tremors of the heart
Can be mended
But slowly, slowly, slowly
Would you care to be laden by the fire?
O, someday, someday, someway
Will you dare ever waken to a song?
Sat song, a sitting song, that you wont need to don’t get up
Far be it from me Mr. Snead
To level off on the misty foutenou
Winding down a path of fortune heading south on
Bare breast street, looking for but longing more
Under-bred sister with her family get-togethers
Passing the
Potato famine remembered story
On the rhinebek [Rheinbach] mountain top
Swig after swig
Dwarfing all that come after
Our being here
Let that be the lesser
Feb 12, 2022
Feb 12, 2022 at 3:25 AM UTC
I guess I want
I want the prize of youth
I want an atheist certainty
That pride in knowing how things are
I want that person who ignores me
I want what my father and his father want
A faith that has a dollar sense about it all
I want that death knell
To freeze.
This then
Is a last ditch effort to throw words at you
Without hate.
Feb 12, 2022
Feb 12, 2022 at 2:11 AM UTC
dickens might have complained
how unlucky
it was to be born,
poor, helpless, friendless, body-less
painless,
my lies lie with my sins
like white **** frost
trying to warm my heart
Jul 2, 2020
Jul 2, 2020 at 2:09 PM UTC
but so far nothing.
I would liked to have kept it
that way
last year, anyway
this book is
based on an
inner experience…
no, strike that
an inner experience
basked in sun drenched
aura's spilling their little yellow drops
of
blood money.
Jul 2, 2020
Jul 2, 2020 at 1:53 PM UTC
Modern pieces less than broke
Greater than places to store them
Less than assunder
Torn
greater than
By bankcraft
Greater than
Frightened less than
By Cowering
Wretched
Towering
Greater than shivers
of unending
Guarantees of happiness
Basically
unkept
Promises
Opening up to swallow
Your less than ninth
scented sensed
Throated
Greater than less
Om
Jun 11, 2020
Jun 11, 2020 at 2:02 AM UTC
