Debris floating above the waters; Life has tossed me up and down
My life is in shams .
So far from being perfect , i am choking , no more ! no more ! I can't take it.
My ears have listened to so many voices;
Voices that fed my innocent soul with venom.
My eyes have seen, trust me i have seen and i have asked and asked myself where did sin.
So broken and shattered , everything was so tattered and nothing mattered.
So broken and in despair, nothing could revive this dying soul i was beyond repair.
I have pushed , prayed but nothing happened
This troubles seem never ending
But one thing that kept me going is the promise, the hope of glory
The spirit kept quickening me so I kept going
The light
Mar 2, 2019
Mar 2, 2019 at 8:59 AM UTC
It was one of the usual sleepless and trouble filled nights ; tossing and turning on my sweat drenched mattress in the room with my friend. Thinking of life and my troubles as always but there was something different this time around , instead of cracking my brains to force situations to work through, gnashing and feeling pains in my heart , I rate her was feeling self pity; I was totally broken .
I took a look back , realized how long it was that I was stuck at one place ; a very uncomfortable and pain-filled position, and looking at how far my age mates, class mates, and even those behind me have gone, and how all I wanted was to also go to school and learn, but there was just no way to , my spirit started crying and soon my physical man started too.
I sobbed quietly but I was so broken I was going to cry out . So I ran out of the room and went out to sit by the side of the road . With heavy jaws and tears, I cried out but I couldn’t hear myself because the pain had consumed all of my energy.
I tried to pray but I just couldn’t find the words to say. So I continued staring into the skies for a while ; gathered a little energy and the only words the cane faintly out of my mouth was “God why?” ... i repeated it over a while and I broke into tears again because all hope was lost, it was all darkness around and there wasn’t a trace of a footprint to follow .
There was this voice deep inside of me yearning to be heard; a cry for help but it lacked the energy to catapult it. I thought of ending it all but I realized I didn’t even have the courage to . Life ; so unfair !
I needed help and I still do !!! I wish Someone hears my cry and comes to help because I’m sinking and fast
Mar 2, 2019
Mar 2, 2019 at 3:46 AM UTC
This Holy Book
Of ancient words long preserved
Words of prophecies written and waiting to be fulfilled
Guiding our lives on the path of eternal glory.
This Holy Book
For a time confused me
Made me so broken and disappointed
Even sometimes I couldn't help but cry.
But This Holy Book
Promises of greatness and good things
Which is for me through Christ
So i wonder, if all I need is Christ ?
This Holy Book
I open and flip through its pages when I'm broken
In despair I hope for an uplifting
It is my counsel.
This Holy Book
When I feel all is over and done,
When the storms of life are against me,
It is my refuge.
This Holy Book
It is all I need for it is light unto my path,
In it lies deep things hidden from Man
Great wisdom made known to man by the spirit.
This Holy Book ;
When the earth shakes and mountains fall,
When the pillars of the earth can not hold anymore ,
When the skies and it's inhabitants are no more,
Shall forever stand
This Holy Book
Makes known the greatness of our Lord.
His everlasting mercies and love,
Compassion and faithfulness,
Holy is His name
This Holy Book
I will ever cling to and never let go
In times of trouble, i will hold to my heart
I will confess it's words everyday
For I love my bible
Aug 14, 2018
Aug 14, 2018 at 2:08 AM UTC
Heaven's gates break open
As divinely annointed hands fell on us
Grace flowed from above
Adorning a congregation of youths gathered in love
Spirit broke out
Yolks broke off
Worshipping in his glory
Our beauty in the beauty of his holiness
Clouds gathered causing a down pour;
As the aroma of worship rose to heaven.
Angels descended into our midst ;
His presence was come.
A summer well spent reviving our spirit man;
Feeding our soul with the word in axhortations.
Camp is over and we all head home
With a living stream flowing in us...
Hallelujah ! Hallelujah !
Aug 12, 2018
Aug 12, 2018 at 4:27 AM UTC
Skies boil
Oceans beneath
Life; a subway
I'm now a surfer
Truth; Life *****
But hey man's gonna chill tho
Life ain't fair
Trust me I'm fair
May 23, 2018
May 23, 2018 at 4:22 PM UTC
This three alpabets
Sweet when said
This three letters
Hard to be kept ...
May 19, 2018
May 19, 2018 at 6:08 PM UTC
O, how much more doth beauty beauteous seem
By that sweet ornament which truth doth give !
The rose looks fair , but fairer we it deem
For that sweet odour which doth in it live
A perfumed tincture of the roses hang on such thorns and play a wantonly
When spring's breath their masked buds pop open
But for their virtue , only is their show
They live unwoo'd and unrespected fade
Of their sweet deaths are sweetest odours made
And so beauteous and lovely sister
Not marble nor the gilded monuments of Queens shall outlive this powerful rhyme
But you shall shine bright in this contents
Than unswept stone , besmear'd with sluttish time
When the wasteful tides of life shall legacies overturn,
And broils root out the work of masonry
The living record of your memory
Gainst death and all oblivious emmity
Your good works shall still find room even in the eyes of strangers
So even till the judgement that yourself arise,
You live in this and dwell in thy brother's heart and eyes
Happy Birthday Sister !
Apr 5, 2018
Apr 5, 2018 at 6:51 AM UTC
It passed away soo quickly
So perfect it seemed that I nearly thought it was meant to be forever
Funny huh !!! They were perfections on their own
Maybe a little more frequent roses
Maybe a walk on the roof tops might just be the right ingredients to make it last
Who knows ?
Mar 12, 2018
Mar 12, 2018 at 8:25 PM UTC
Fairer than Fairies
Elegant as the blossom of rose petals
Sunshine!!! yes sunshine; thats what I call her smiles
Beautiful is your name ;
In it there is peace , love and above all inspirations
Your words have healed tortured souls and given hope to the desperate
Grace adorns you like the ever increasing anointing of the everlasting mountains of zion
Using words, my vocabulary is limited
For if there are words for you then I dont have them
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAFA
May the Lord who is our Hope our Joy, bless your new age
Mar 4, 2018
Mar 4, 2018 at 8:10 PM UTC
Sundown
Sundown it’s another night
And I’m crying
My spirit is dying
My tears have been vanquished to a secret place
Where only those without form can taste them
Those with it, they call it a waste
It’s so lonely, lonely
Just then I remembered why I chose the hard way
Why I rejected wearing a fancy tux with a "pretty pink bow tie" and hiding behind mmoma's legacy
I remember clearly how and why I chose to write my own story
And to build my very own dynasty of success
With no options and no money
Floating along with the debris
My only friends are the trees
Sundown it’s another night
And I’m trying
But dreams can only get you so far
Sinking like quicksand in the tar
Wink one last time at the stars
It’s so lonely, lonely
With no people and no true home
Floating along with the breeze
Waiting for sun-up to put me at ease
Feb 12, 2018
Feb 12, 2018 at 10:57 AM UTC