Hold me up
By my throat
So I don’t end up
Kneeling on the floor
For your love
Jun 4, 2019
Jun 4, 2019 at 2:28 AM UTC
“It’s taken me
A long time
To get to this point”
I said
My heart beating
Twenty two years
My mind
Has been racing
For twenty two thousand
It is weird to say
Your soul has seen
The pyramids fall
When in reality
You were just born
Yesterday
Jun 1, 2019
Jun 1, 2019 at 11:51 AM UTC
Google search
Time stamp
7:54 AM
“How many
Ibuprofens
Is it safe to take
At once”
Dive bars
Wearing leather
To a vegan restaurant
You pull on the zipper
To bring me closer
I don’t know what’s darker
Your eyes
Or your soul
Dear god
Put it on me
May 29, 2019
May 29, 2019 at 5:27 PM UTC
Black heels
On a hotel room floor
California
Maybe I’ll shred your
Plane ticket home
Let me take this
Call real quick
A quick rip
From reality
Oh, life exists
Away from the heat
Of the space
Between us
Didn’t you know?
Sometimes
I like it
When vinyl tracks skip
I get to hear
my favorite part
again
May 19, 2019
May 19, 2019 at 5:09 PM UTC
All black lace
Skin noir
Heart noir
All- black sweatshirt
Juicy couture
I thank your gods
I’m nothing more
Than a broken clock
A boredom cure
But
Some nights I pretend
That I’m yours
May 16, 2019
May 16, 2019 at 4:17 AM UTC
These days
I run my hands
along brick walls
so I don’t leave fingerprints
on your skin
May 14, 2019
May 14, 2019 at 5:14 PM UTC
I like the graffiti
in my hometown better
I knew some artists
We would chain smoke
Laughing through our cigarettes
Leaning against the wall
They looked at me
And I felt Coca - Cola cool
White dress just a little
Paint stained, then
Grey eyes just a little
Tear stained, now
I found out
I miss the cracks in the vase
More than the flowers
May 14, 2019
May 14, 2019 at 5:10 PM UTC
I’m just searching
for that eternal sunshine
The first step onto warm sand
Ice cream handed to you
Across the counter
With a smile
The way your best friend
Snorts when he laughs
Too loud at your jokes
That one T-shirt
You bought in college
That still fits just right
And gets softer every year
One deep breath
At a time
I’m searching
May 12, 2019
May 12, 2019 at 7:03 PM UTC
.1% alc by volume
Shaking off last night
I should be drinking
water
Instead I’m drinking
in the sight
Little red marks
on your skin
From my fingers
last night
You like that side of me
You said you didn’t
expect it
Because I sip tea
Most afternoons
And I read books
But oh, love
I am a wild thing
May 12, 2019
May 12, 2019 at 1:03 PM UTC
You said I look
better in the morning
I think I look like
A raccoon
This is the day
I said I was okay
And I meant it
May 12, 2019
May 12, 2019 at 11:37 AM UTC