jessica-hillis-bragdon - Hello Poetry

when i want to relax i clear my mind white space surrounds my entire being and i fall into the bright nothingness spiraling downwards into neverendingness that leaves me senseless i pretend i am the wind and i move the way i'm told i move to and fro i move to i move i deep breathing to the point of numbness to the point at which i float with the air captured in my lungs in my mind i am weightless a balloon one that will never burst except with the eruption of peace

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May 28, 2010

May 28, 2010 at 8:16 PM UTC

Relaxation

when i want to relax i clear my mind white space surrounds my entire being and i fall into the bright nothingness spiraling downwards into neverendingness that leaves me senseless i pretend i am the wind and i move the way i'm told i move to and fro i move to i move i deep breathing to the point of numbness to the point at which i float with the air captured in my lungs in my mind i am weightless a balloon one that will never burst except with the eruption of peace

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There is this tiny hole In the very center So tiny and so unnoticeable Unfeelable but There are moments When instantaneous grief strikes Me down down drowning And I can't breathe And it hurts To the point of breakage The mask shatters With the touch Of salty liquid That escapes from my eyes I am utterly Blinded by emotions Or lack there of Over things that are uncontrollable And that anger It builds Because I never knew why you left.

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May 28, 2010

May 28, 2010 at 8:14 PM UTC

Non-disclosure

There is this tiny hole In the very center So tiny and so unnoticeable Unfeelable but There are moments When instantaneous grief strikes Me down down drowning And I can't breathe And it hurts To the point of breakage The mask shatters With the touch Of salty liquid That escapes from my eyes I am utterly Blinded by emotions Or lack there of Over things that are uncontrollable And that anger It builds Because I never knew why you left.

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I can finally breathe in, I can consume as much as I like Without consequence. There are no chains Only freedom And endless sky. The weight has been lifted And I can Fly. Floating on the clouds Like a boundless dreamer And dipping my wings Into the pure calmness. The limits always exceed infinity When I am around. No one can stop me. Not you, or you, or even you. And above all the rest I will journey Until I find one that can spot me, And join me in my eternal Heaven.

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May 28, 2010

May 28, 2010 at 8:10 PM UTC

Shhhh and white [peace]

I can finally breathe in, I can consume as much as I like Without consequence. There are no chains Only freedom And endless sky. The weight has been lifted And I can Fly. Floating on the clouds Like a boundless dreamer And dipping my wings Into the pure calmness. The limits always exceed infinity When I am around. No one can stop me. Not you, or you, or even you. And above all the rest I will journey Until I find one that can spot me, And join me in my eternal Heaven.

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