I've cried more
Than I laughed with you
Yet love......
Has never changed for you
I've felt alive
But I've died so many times with you
Yet passion......
Is still the same for you
But now I see
That you don't belong here
Not with me
You’re not even mine
For me to hold on to
And I could sense
How restless you are
Pretending that there's us
So.....
Just walk away
And keep moving
Don't turn around
For you don't deserve
To see me cry
Just keep going
For I don't want you
To stay longer
Because....
With or without you
I'll still die
-Jess ©
Nov 7, 2018
Nov 7, 2018 at 9:52 PM UTC
More than skin
I want to be touched
Deeper than dark holes
I yearn to be penetrated
Not just singing
The melody of lust
I crave to speak
The language of passion
To understand every motion
And to memorize
The moment of love
Priceless.....
When my soul
Pierced by your light
Such a spiritual healing
I could feel inside
Your breath on me
Is a rebirth of a new beginning
And instantly my heart
Engraved with your name
For you've completed me
As a woman
That could endure every pain
-Jess ©
Aug 17, 2018
Aug 17, 2018 at 4:30 AM UTC
I can't steal the star
From the sky
To furnish
Your dark canvas
Nor I can be
The moon
To shine within the darkness
But.....
I can be your diary
That holds your secrets
A presence
That will listen
To your devilish rhythm
No judgment
No execution
Just confessions
From heart to heart
To ease the burden
You carry inside
And.....
As the morning comes
I'll be vanished from your sight
But will forever stay
In your heart
-Jessa ©
Jun 30, 2018
Jun 30, 2018 at 12:21 PM UTC
Such a wild world outside..... You said
Filled with danger
Yet....
I wanted to explore
For I knew
There would be pleasure too
Such a beautiful grief.... You said
When I walked away
But.....
What's the point to stay
When we could never
Start new
So keep those words silent
For we both knew
There’s not worth a fight
For something
That wasn't meant to be
For me and you
But remember on thing
That I've loved you
So true.....
-Jessa
May 22, 2018
May 22, 2018 at 10:10 AM UTC
I was smiling
With a crown on my head
I was pretty
And happiness
Shown in my eyes
But now....
There’s no more image
To define me
There’s no shape
To picture
How I looked like
Just dull colors
With torn paper
Stained with my tears
Unrecognizable.....
For I'm the faded portrait
That you used to paint
With love
-Jessa ©
May 19, 2018
May 19, 2018 at 10:58 PM UTC
Eyes couldn't see
Blindfolded for eternity
Mouth couldn't speak
Frozen tongue with misery
So silently I grieve
Over the death of my sanity
The day I said "I Do"
Marrying my own agony
-Jess
Apr 9, 2018
Apr 9, 2018 at 2:36 AM UTC
I could never
Breathe easy
Without you in my life
Nor I could
Inhale the air
When you're no longer mine
But.....
I'm choked more
If I choose to stay
By your side
Asphyxiated with your lies
Knowing......
I'm not the love
Of your life
So here I am
Looking at your face
For the last time
You.... I will miss
And I hope
You'll breathe easy
Once I'm gone from your sight
-Jess
Apr 6, 2018
Apr 6, 2018 at 9:17 AM UTC
Never once
You tried to listen
To my cry
Never once
You tried to understand
My agony
Selfishly …..
You feed me with your ago
Heartlessly …..
You abuse me with ignorance
Invisible to your eyes now
But soon …..
This face you’ll miss
Soon ….
My voice will haunt you
In your sleep
Soon ….
You’ll realize that I’m a loss
That could never be replaced
Soon …..
I’ll be gone away from your sight
And memories
Will be buried in time
-Jess
Apr 6, 2018
Apr 6, 2018 at 4:21 AM UTC
Every time
These eyes peering
Into yours
I couldn't help
To fall in love with you
Over and over
For there's such truth
Within the window
Of your soul
Where I can see clearly
That my name
Was engraved beautifully
On your heart
How your smile
Melted away my fear
To take another step
In this journey of love
Hold this gaze
A little bit longer my love
For you'll find a home
Within me
A throne with a crown
Which I preserve
Only for you to reign
Because....
I have no regret
For falling for you
All over again
-Jess
Apr 4, 2018
Apr 4, 2018 at 10:40 AM UTC
Can I kiss
Those lips of yours
One last time
Can I preserve
The taste of your ecstasy
One more time
Can you hold me tight
Like you won't let go
This time
Can you caress my hair
And look me in the eye
One last time
For this moment
I want to remember
Bittersweet memory
Between you and me
When we say goodbye
For the last time
-Jess
Apr 3, 2018
Apr 3, 2018 at 11:53 PM UTC