jesibell-arz - Hello Poetry

I used to be such a beautiful delicate Rose, now all I am is dead Rose that has been Wilting in the winds of disappointment/stress and solace. I used to look at myself in the mirror 🪞 and be happy with what I see, a beautiful girl with long spiral curly hair along with a nice slim figure and beautiful beautiful big brown coffee eyes. All I see now is a used to be beautiful girl that went from an 8 to a 4, her big brown eyes became smaller, her nice slim figure is thicker, and her long textured hair became nothing... Relationships, the 🌎, and people can damage you. Most importantly.. YOU can damage you. Putting others before your happiness will destroy you. Since I was a little girl I was putting people before me at all times; I wish someone would of taught me to love myself the way you're supposed. I used to be such a kind soul. Still am but my eyes and my glow are not as bright anymore. It has dimmed down to depression, anxiety, and introversion what makes me seem like a monster... The people I gave/give my heart to and my all to are the same people (including myself) that made me into the dead Rose I see today. I just want to see my glowing light shine nice and bright... 🥀 Like it used to.

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Aug 11, 2023

Aug 11, 2023 at 8:35 AM UTC

Used To

I used to be such a beautiful delicate Rose, now all I am is dead Rose that has been Wilting in the winds of disappointment/stress and solace. I used to look at myself in the mirror 🪞 and be happy with what I see, a beautiful girl with long spiral curly hair along with a nice slim figure and beautiful beautiful big brown coffee eyes. All I see now is a used to be beautiful girl that went from an 8 to a 4, her big brown eyes became smaller, her nice slim figure is thicker, and her long textured hair became nothing... Relationships, the 🌎, and people can damage you. Most importantly.. YOU can damage you. Putting others before your happiness will destroy you. Since I was a little girl I was putting people before me at all times; I wish someone would of taught me to love myself the way you're supposed. I used to be such a kind soul. Still am but my eyes and my glow are not as bright anymore. It has dimmed down to depression, anxiety, and introversion what makes me seem like a monster... The people I gave/give my heart to and my all to are the same people (including myself) that made me into the dead Rose I see today. I just want to see my glowing light shine nice and bright... 🥀 Like it used to.

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B. eing annoying all the ******* time I. hate you but love you at the same time. T. hinking of all time I wasted on you C. An you leave me all alone H. OoooooooooooEeeeeeeeeeeee

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Jan 29, 2017

Jan 29, 2017 at 1:33 PM UTC

*****

B. eing annoying all the ******* time I. hate you but love you at the same time. T. hinking of all time I wasted on you C. An you leave me all alone H. OoooooooooooEeeeeeeeeeeee

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I told You to go More often Than once but never did You leave, its like You didnt understand maybe playing a dunce.. I knew this would happen oneday wich is why i was telling You to go away; act like we never met and never touched one another, honestly i want all our memories to go down the gutter. I thought You where the one i could spend the rest of my life with, but my mind is on a More grown level not like yours thinking like a kid.. I wish You would of never wasted my time.

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Sep 3, 2016

Sep 3, 2016 at 2:05 AM UTC

Now your ready

I told You to go More often Than once but never did You leave, its like You didnt understand maybe playing a dunce.. I knew this would happen oneday wich is why i was telling You to go away; act like we never met and never touched one another, honestly i want all our memories to go down the gutter. I thought You where the one i could spend the rest of my life with, but my mind is on a More grown level not like yours thinking like a kid.. I wish You would of never wasted my time.

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You are a lovely soul i can tell by the kicks inside. The lord had this gift for me, what a surprise :D. Finally after nine Months i see what You look like; More beautiful then i imagined this feels so right. kissed You, hugged you, squeezed You with all my heart ME AND YOU i know is a relationship that will never part.. Seeing that smile makes my day shine bright, laughing playing feeding until night; time to go to bed my little rose flower dream of You flying More Higher then the highest tower, to always keep in mind aiming high is the power. I will always love You never forget that just hurry up And grow so when mami talks You can talk Back :* <3

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Sep 3, 2016

Sep 3, 2016 at 1:45 AM UTC

Jascitti

You are a lovely soul i can tell by the kicks inside. The lord had this gift for me, what a surprise :D. Finally after nine Months i see what You look like; More beautiful then i imagined this feels so right. kissed You, hugged you, squeezed You with all my heart ME AND YOU i know is a relationship that will never part.. Seeing that smile makes my day shine bright, laughing playing feeding until night; time to go to bed my little rose flower dream of You flying More Higher then the highest tower, to always keep in mind aiming high is the power. I will always love You never forget that just hurry up And grow so when mami talks You can talk Back :* <3

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A Kind Heart Is A Weak Heart, But A Weak Heart Has A Strong Mind.

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Sep 3, 2016

Sep 3, 2016 at 1:11 AM UTC

Heart

A Kind Heart Is A Weak Heart, But A Weak Heart Has A Strong Mind.

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I appreciate you for giving this site to express what i feel inside, but i just poured my heart out on a poem i named Distress but ur site froze on me and deleted everything :'(.... and i cant remember what i wrote because it was straight from deep within, i cant go back in there because the same words wont come out as fond nd flowing as they were. That poem was to make me feel better everytime i go back in to read it, but now i just have a blank!! Now my mind is blank until i feel something in my heart again... So **** you for that, but i still love you for being here :* Ps: nd if it wasn't your site, it was my phone. Then **** my phone and i apologize to you.

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Sep 27, 2015

Sep 27, 2015 at 4:49 AM UTC

hello poetry

I appreciate you for giving this site to express what i feel inside, but i just poured my heart out on a poem i named Distress but ur site froze on me and deleted everything :'(.... and i cant remember what i wrote because it was straight from deep within, i cant go back in there because the same words wont come out as fond nd flowing as they were. That poem was to make me feel better everytime i go back in to read it, but now i just have a blank!! Now my mind is blank until i feel something in my heart again... So **** you for that, but i still love you for being here :* Ps: nd if it wasn't your site, it was my phone. Then **** my phone and i apologize to you.

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Is it real to look at someone and just visualize hearts floating around them, or light up like a Christmas tree whenever they touch you. Is it real to melt in their hands when arms are wrapped around you, or the tingling sensation when someone's voice caresses ur ear. Is it real to laugh like the cutest child in the world whenever their stare gets to intense, or For ur toes to curl when the loving is to good.. Is it real? L<3ve

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Jul 29, 2015

Jul 29, 2015 at 10:45 AM UTC

is it real?

Is it real to look at someone and just visualize hearts floating around them, or light up like a Christmas tree whenever they touch you. Is it real to melt in their hands when arms are wrapped around you, or the tingling sensation when someone's voice caresses ur ear. Is it real to laugh like the cutest child in the world whenever their stare gets to intense, or For ur toes to curl when the loving is to good.. Is it real? L<3ve

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Just me and you, no-one else sees sparks in our eyes. feeling is so radiant, our rays is touching the sky.. as soon as we decide to really show our love for eachother, their are always intruders trying to bother; With thier filthy looks of hatred desire, i sometimes think they wish we would just die in fire. Why so much hate? We would never know, we should of kept it between us stayed on the low... Intruders are disrespectful beings, never caring about feelings; changing by the season's realizing they dont have much meaning. So they come up with a plan scheming, i guess that's thier only thing to believe in. Ruining our lovely passion. Or shall i say trying to ruin our lovely passion, with dishonest rumors that me and you know are not true; so we just laugh go for the ride and stick it through.. Intruders vs us thats a debate between the majority population, I just know our intruders was put on regulation..

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Jul 17, 2015

Jul 17, 2015 at 11:33 AM UTC

int°rude°rs

Just me and you, no-one else sees sparks in our eyes. feeling is so radiant, our rays is touching the sky.. as soon as we decide to really show our love for eachother, their are always intruders trying to bother; With thier filthy looks of hatred desire, i sometimes think they wish we would just die in fire. Why so much hate? We would never know, we should of kept it between us stayed on the low... Intruders are disrespectful beings, never caring about feelings; changing by the season's realizing they dont have much meaning. So they come up with a plan scheming, i guess that's thier only thing to believe in. Ruining our lovely passion. Or shall i say trying to ruin our lovely passion, with dishonest rumors that me and you know are not true; so we just laugh go for the ride and stick it through.. Intruders vs us thats a debate between the majority population, I just know our intruders was put on regulation..

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I hear ur breath match the same beat as mine, i want our rhythm to last forever until the end of time. Ur arms are around my waist holding me tight, you light me up inside; shinier then the brightest star at night. Bodies so warm together i can feel the heat, I would never want this on pause; just play and repeat. So for now i'll end this little sweet poem for you while you sleep *** can't wait to kiss you with the essence of the morning sun. Truly yours

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Jun 28, 2015

Jun 28, 2015 at 5:14 AM UTC

4:48AM

I hear ur breath match the same beat as mine, i want our rhythm to last forever until the end of time. Ur arms are around my waist holding me tight, you light me up inside; shinier then the brightest star at night. Bodies so warm together i can feel the heat, I would never want this on pause; just play and repeat. So for now i'll end this little sweet poem for you while you sleep *** can't wait to kiss you with the essence of the morning sun. Truly yours

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Dear old love, You were my only true love, so close and dear to my heart love; our happy days was filled with joy love... we were tangled with eachother like a knot on a string love, We danced with so much melody like chimes blowing through the wind love. In between the bed sheets i was ur queen and you were my king love, love love love i could of never gotten enough of. Between you and me their was an invisible lining thinking up love, one that caused us to cry at night and hold our pillows tight love; making you disappear completely out of site love. Making me realize things was not going right love. The difference between the beginning of us to the end love, is that our beginning was the color red then faded to black love.. i wish that things turned out different between us love, but then again everything happens for a reason love. I will never forget you for the reason that you were my first love, but years go by wounds heal keeping in mind that my heart is big enough to accept a new love. The difference between you and me love...

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Jun 27, 2015

Jun 27, 2015 at 2:03 PM UTC

difference|between

Dear old love, You were my only true love, so close and dear to my heart love; our happy days was filled with joy love... we were tangled with eachother like a knot on a string love, We danced with so much melody like chimes blowing through the wind love. In between the bed sheets i was ur queen and you were my king love, love love love i could of never gotten enough of. Between you and me their was an invisible lining thinking up love, one that caused us to cry at night and hold our pillows tight love; making you disappear completely out of site love. Making me realize things was not going right love. The difference between the beginning of us to the end love, is that our beginning was the color red then faded to black love.. i wish that things turned out different between us love, but then again everything happens for a reason love. I will never forget you for the reason that you were my first love, but years go by wounds heal keeping in mind that my heart is big enough to accept a new love. The difference between you and me love...

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