And even though
I tried so hard
to be happy for once
And tried so hard to
clean the mess
that's in my head
And tried to colour
my heart cause
the only colour there was
was black
And even though I tried
so hard
you didn't have the
patience to
wait
Apr 10, 2014
Apr 10, 2014 at 4:01 PM UTC
He told me that
he loved me
and
that I was bad for him
He told me that
I was like a bad habit,
I was addicting
But I guess we all know
that in the end,
everyone gets rid of their
bad habits
Apr 9, 2014
Apr 9, 2014 at 11:19 AM UTC
You make me feel,
oh you make me feel,
too much.
You just make me feel
far too much
Apr 8, 2014
Apr 8, 2014 at 8:04 AM UTC
It feels like I'm drowning
Drowning in my soul
Trying so hard to breath
but I can't go above
And while the water is filling every part of my lungs
I accepted the fact
that death was coming
And the only thing that was left to say was
"let him in"
Apr 8, 2014
Apr 8, 2014 at 6:09 AM UTC
you ripped my heart out of my chest,
and breathed oceans into my veins
created a storm only you could control
tears turned into rivers
this isn't love anymore.
Apr 8, 2014
Apr 8, 2014 at 3:35 AM UTC
If I got to stay high all the time, to make sure to keep you off my mind.
Then I'm not sure what decision would be worse in 10 years,
The unbearable pain I will be in when I see
you with your wife and children.
Or not being able to breath because my lungs are as
black as the hole in my heart,
and my brains are as empty as
a lake in summer.
Apr 3, 2014
Apr 3, 2014 at 9:28 AM UTC