jenny-jen-cat - Hello Poetry

they keep growing there is nothing i can do to stop it i think so hard and try to find reason to why i didn’t pay more attention in the beginning people tell me it’s still the beginning i see those moments now the ones i will cherish forever and remember long from now i see them i hope they see me for who i was and who i try so hard to be not for who i am now hardworking unavailable exhausted i try i really try there is one thing one thing i know as clear as glass it’s that your not here you never really were those moments that i’m seeing i’m seeing them all for myself you will never feel never see never know how they grow how they hurt how they happy how they cry how they eat how they sleep you’ll never know those bring tears to my eyes i am strong and realize that’s your loss not mine nor their’s… i’m here i perform i am reliable i am responsible i have always been here i will always be here -Jenny Jen Cat

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Jan 29, 2010

Jan 29, 2010 at 6:09 PM UTC

they keep growing

they keep growing there is nothing i can do to stop it i think so hard and try to find reason to why i didn’t pay more attention in the beginning people tell me it’s still the beginning i see those moments now the ones i will cherish forever and remember long from now i see them i hope they see me for who i was and who i try so hard to be not for who i am now hardworking unavailable exhausted i try i really try there is one thing one thing i know as clear as glass it’s that your not here you never really were those moments that i’m seeing i’m seeing them all for myself you will never feel never see never know how they grow how they hurt how they happy how they cry how they eat how they sleep you’ll never know those bring tears to my eyes i am strong and realize that’s your loss not mine nor their’s… i’m here i perform i am reliable i am responsible i have always been here i will always be here -Jenny Jen Cat

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i know a girl who pushed a guy so hard to be, she pushed him right out the door. if she had just let him be, he would probably be just what she was pushing for. -Jenny Jen Cat

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Jan 29, 2010

Jan 29, 2010 at 6:04 PM UTC

pushed

i know a girl who pushed a guy so hard to be, she pushed him right out the door. if she had just let him be, he would probably be just what she was pushing for. -Jenny Jen Cat

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of course i’m in love with you. i know only one other emotion and that’s hate. i get emotionally strung out on you sometimes. simply put me in my place and i’ll be just fine. tell me to knock it off but don’t blow me off… of course i love you but of course i’m lying. -Jenny Jen Cat

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Jan 29, 2010

Jan 29, 2010 at 6:03 PM UTC

of course

of course i’m in love with you. i know only one other emotion and that’s hate. i get emotionally strung out on you sometimes. simply put me in my place and i’ll be just fine. tell me to knock it off but don’t blow me off… of course i love you but of course i’m lying. -Jenny Jen Cat

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if you gently take my hand and lead me into the ocean of your love don’t be surprised if, when you leave me there to drown in your piercing silence, i destroy myself, fighting to get back to shore. -Jenny Jen Cat

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Jan 29, 2010

Jan 29, 2010 at 6:02 PM UTC

destroy myself

if you gently take my hand and lead me into the ocean of your love don’t be surprised if, when you leave me there to drown in your piercing silence, i destroy myself, fighting to get back to shore. -Jenny Jen Cat

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never cry about who you never became but sit back and embrace who you are now and who you might be tomorrow. -Jenny Jen Cat

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Jan 29, 2010

Jan 29, 2010 at 6:01 PM UTC

never, never

never cry about who you never became but sit back and embrace who you are now and who you might be tomorrow. -Jenny Jen Cat

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i’d like to go and sit, sit very still. i’d listen to nothing, but hear the wind, swallow the calm. i’d sit for days. i’d eat nothing. drink nothing. i’d see, breath and hear. no movement-silence. i’d contemplate life. i’d see the world, all of it. i’d meditate. i’d drink in the finality and possibilities of. i’d ask and answer all of my questions. i’d argue with myself. i’d agree. i’d simply- be. i’d like to go and sit. i’d be humbled again. clean again. free again. gratuitous again- me again. i’d see you again. i’d expect nothing. i’d know everything. i’d be happy again. -Jenny Jen Cat

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Jan 29, 2010

Jan 29, 2010 at 5:59 PM UTC

go and sit

i’d like to go and sit, sit very still. i’d listen to nothing, but hear the wind, swallow the calm. i’d sit for days. i’d eat nothing. drink nothing. i’d see, breath and hear. no movement-silence. i’d contemplate life. i’d see the world, all of it. i’d meditate. i’d drink in the finality and possibilities of. i’d ask and answer all of my questions. i’d argue with myself. i’d agree. i’d simply- be. i’d like to go and sit. i’d be humbled again. clean again. free again. gratuitous again- me again. i’d see you again. i’d expect nothing. i’d know everything. i’d be happy again. -Jenny Jen Cat

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