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jennifer-humphrey
American I am 46 years old. Forced into early job retirement due to disability, which ended my 10 year career I write to purge my body of the pain inside. Most people that read my poetry say they can relate or that they see what I write in the poem...I also can take something a person says to me about their life and I can suddenly write it as if it is Mine. My pain. I write in many different genres. However my poetry to me is very unique, I do not follow any type of formal literary style. I never could write that way. I honestly do not think of my writing as good, great, or even ok. I write short stories as well. Those are mostly erotica and one day I hope to finish a book I am writing. To all of you that have supported me through continuing to read and like things I post thank you so much. Thank you for writing me and leaving me notes here. It means a lot. If you want to email me please send to [email protected]. God Bless all of my friends and their families. (10/2014) / / Jen
Dull orbs of green Stare back from reflective material Once vibrant fire cascaded down Now lackluster Once carefree and bright smiles Replaced by emptiness and frowns Darkness lurking in recesses Springs forth covering everything Thoughts trapped behind shutters to the soul As lids lift allowing a stagnant light to glimpse Dark and cold are blankets of warmth Vibrant color so drab Voices, smiles, laughter, light Silent, empty, tears, pain Arms reach out Attempting to break through Feeling the vice grip Slivers of feeling enter Screams bounce off just below the skull Anguish read in the sea of green Wanting desperately to break free She can feel the anguish smothering Sleep the escape Wakened to more agony Pills said to be the answer Day in day out More added to the regimen No change in the mirror Dreams the escape Life the prison Tell me how you feel Visions of blades gauging flesh Red floods the scene Such warmth surrounds briefly Suddenly very cold No one thought to understand Pills withdrawn Voices no more Lying in the poppies Eyes dull and lifeless Feelings gone Peaceful rest at last The fight long gone Stark white sheet beneath the cold black bag
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Feb 8, 2015
Feb 8, 2015 at 12:48 PM UTC
Near the End
One I trust Apart from the rest Held in esteem Never uncomfortable There is a type I should have recognized Acting like the elite Oddly separated Starts with help Coming to you As you expect You knew I would Quiet, that's me Shy Dependent on praise Lifts up my day Take it slow Tickles your brain Knowing to fast Will show your hand Praises daily Addicting to me Depending more Using less of me Influence is drastic Friends try to intervene Blow them off Keep listening Day after day Time after time I fall You catch Pace quicknes Growing need The opening arrives Move in, breath held Hair rises on nape of neck Ignore it you croon Immersed in your world now Friends alienated Classes missed None notice Weeks gone Mail piles up Semester ends No sign I exist Missing person Name on a poster Tears fall down cheeks Eyes dull Just what thrills you Conquests, dolls Poster fades Rips and disappears Trapped even now So gullible Tiring of the look I cringe Wondering at the days Darkness blissful Fresh posters hung Face full of life Whispers abundant Body found, remember her If only they had reported Even now they are the key He is a predator The worst kind My killer was my mentor Friend to the School The rich task master Jollies in blood A new poster Hangs beside mine Another is missing Soon another body they will find Teach your young early Keep them vigilant Make them depend on themselves This kills his type Written by Niyah Love All rights reserved
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Feb 6, 2015
Feb 6, 2015 at 5:22 PM UTC
Chills Ignored
How do I go on? You claimed to be my White Knight Your words not mine I felt a disconnect and knew you would break my heart I tried to break it off These words I said I love you deeply You my soul mate The response was the same Your words You are my soul mate We were so happy Happily ever after type You begged me not to leave Called me your lifeline I would have given up everything Just to be in your arms A picture of you Shared only with me So I thought You said only me Only me We were a secret You didn't want others jealous But everyone knew You get to the airport Tell me it's just me, only me My friend talked of you I confided in her of Us A letter arrives You cut me to pieces for telling her Telling her we were Us You were my White Knight I was your lifeline Pulling you from the brink Soul mates Stars aligned I will never know You would never tell The picture partly a clue You sent it to her too Dumped me for saying you loved me to her She was our friend Only a friend you said Then why why all this pain I saved you You almost killed me I saved it all you know Every word, phrase, poem The pain unbearable You had to know I would try to end my life Your lifeline would be dead Nothing but silence from you One day out of the blue you show again Say you still love me Still desire me What were you thinking After all that time Just needed your lifeline again Then what Disappear after What you did White Knight Was inexcusable, cruel, vindictive You swore you would be back I would see you again You might as well have been the knife Sliding across my skin This time you succeeded Severing all ties Bet you didn't think it would go this far No longer your soul mate Your lifeline gone All because our friend's feelings were hurt You could have done better Should have done more Now I am gone forever They buried me today Our friends were there But not you Not even then would you show
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Jan 31, 2015
Jan 31, 2015 at 2:07 PM UTC
White Knight
How do I go on? You claimed to be my White Knight Your words not mine I felt a disconnect and knew you would break my heart I tried to break it off These words I said I love you deeply You my soul mate The response was the same Your words You are my soul mate We were so happy Happily ever after type You begged me not to leave Called me your lifeline I would have given up everything Just to be in your arms A picture of you Shared only with me So I thought You said only me Only me We were a secret You didn't want others jealous But everyone knew You get to the airport Tell me it's just me, only me My friend talked of you I confided in her of Us A letter arrives You cut me to pieces for telling her Telling her we were Us You were my White Knight I was your lifeline Pulling you from the brink Soul mates Stars aligned I will never know You would never tell The picture partly a clue You sent it to her too Dumped me for saying you loved me to her She was our friend Only a friend you said Then why why all this pain I saved you You almost killed me I saved it all you know Every word, phrase, poem The pain unbearable You had to know I would try to end my life Your lifeline would be dead Nothing but silence from you One day out of the blue you show again Say you still love me Still desire me What were you thinking After all that time Just needed your lifeline again Then what Disappear after What you did White Knight Was inexcusable, cruel, vindictive You swore you would be back I would see you again You might as well have been the knife Sliding across my skin This time you succeeded Severing all ties Bet you didn't think it would go this far No longer your soul mate Your lifeline gone All because our friend's feelings were hurt You could have done better Should have done more Now I am gone forever They buried me today Our friends were there But not you Not even then would you show
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Golden body like a Viking Warrior Hair to match, long with tiny braids Hands so large, her D cup fit perfectly Piercing aurelian eyes send chills Soft tones escape parted lips "I am the beast Loki" A moment given for the beauty to adjust "Perhaps you hast heard thy name?" Unable to belie've eyes nor ears Locks of coal shake in ascent Peeking up drinking in this form, so gorgeous How could such beauty be evil Leaning forward sharp nailed fingertip Glides lightly over a ruby lip Chuckling as the sweet smell of desire permeates his olfactory Gasping at his touch, heart pounds What must the innocent maiden do to rid his attentions Laughing there it was again "You will be Mine young sweetness" "Oh yes young Eir" Suddenly pulled into a tight embrace Gasps at the tingles radiating beneath Sun kissed flesh His hands gently caress arms, back, sides Heat akin to Fire roars Tight peaks push against silk gown She feels perfect in His arms Every goosebumps, flush, and breath Is felt, heard and seen His world begins to feel complete Dreams were no substitute Doe like blues lift a look of shock within their depths Eir was shocked at the blatant betrayal Completely under his spell Desire coursing through out Scenery changes in a flash No longer out in the mountainous landscape Walls of purest blue Matching her eyes Lilting music explores the air to glide across the ears Nothing scarey evil here Everything looks pure and innocent As is her heart and body Fear now absent, replaced by curiosity Desire, warmth, and tranquility Broad shouldered hard lips lean in Pressing lightly to pliant ones Spirals of heat roar throughout both bodies Not wanting to scare her more the kiss is broken A rush of breath coats his cheek "Yes young Eir, you will be Mine" Shuddering at the gentle but knowing words Hooded eyes close completely as curls rest upon the muscled chest Lifting the lithe form quickly Placing her gently onto the deeply cushioned bed Loki walks to His chair Sinking hard into the softness He has to go slow Real slow or Loose his black heart forever
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Jan 28, 2015
Jan 28, 2015 at 4:35 AM UTC
Does Evil Deserve Love I
Golden body like a Viking Warrior Hair to match, long with tiny braids Hands so large, her D cup fit perfectly Piercing aurelian eyes send chills Soft tones escape parted lips "I am the beast Loki" A moment given for the beauty to adjust "Perhaps you hast heard thy name?" Unable to belie've eyes nor ears Locks of coal shake in ascent Peeking up drinking in this form, so gorgeous How could such beauty be evil Leaning forward sharp nailed fingertip Glides lightly over a ruby lip Chuckling as the sweet smell of desire permeates his olfactory Gasping at his touch, heart pounds What must the innocent maiden do to rid his attentions Laughing there it was again "You will be Mine young sweetness" "Oh yes young Eir" Suddenly pulled into a tight embrace Gasps at the tingles radiating beneath Sun kissed flesh His hands gently caress arms, back, sides Heat akin to Fire roars Tight peaks push against silk gown She feels perfect in His arms Every goosebumps, flush, and breath Is felt, heard and seen His world begins to feel complete Dreams were no substitute Doe like blues lift a look of shock within their depths Eir was shocked at the blatant betrayal Completely under his spell Desire coursing through out Scenery changes in a flash No longer out in the mountainous landscape Walls of purest blue Matching her eyes Lilting music explores the air to glide across the ears Nothing scarey evil here Everything looks pure and innocent As is her heart and body Fear now absent, replaced by curiosity Desire, warmth, and tranquility Broad shouldered hard lips lean in Pressing lightly to pliant ones Spirals of heat roar throughout both bodies Not wanting to scare her more the kiss is broken A rush of breath coats his cheek "Yes young Eir, you will be Mine" Shuddering at the gentle but knowing words Hooded eyes close completely as curls rest upon the muscled chest Lifting the lithe form quickly Placing her gently onto the deeply cushioned bed Loki walks to His chair Sinking hard into the softness He has to go slow Real slow or Loose his black heart forever
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Air carresses porcelain skin His firm lips press eagerly to every nook Hands graze over pert ******* Goosebumps appear as nails dig lightly Teeth sink ever so slightly into pouty full lips Lithe figure squirms beneath him Brilliant twinkling blues stare at the dent in the lip Leaning forward svelte tongue drags across Tasting Teasing Suckling Finally sinking pearly whites into the dent Ears perk as a hard moan escapes from deep within her Releasing the lip leaves that wondrous mouth to catch The sound that drives every lover wild Gasping Grinding Groaning Her body like an instrument To be stroked, trimmed, plucked Until that magnificent all consuming music plays out With tender strokes, pads lightly pluck taut rose buds Body leans back over the arm Ample spheres of beauty push out as the back arches Flames of spun silk kiss the floor Aqueous tongue traces a path up the center Veering right at the last second Drenching tightly drawn peaks by suckling with the inferno Inside his mouth Insides quiver almost tossing her over ecstacy's edge Feeling his phallus hard against trembling thigh Blood races to the pleasure center pulsating where his rod presses Crying out passionately, followed by begs "Please" "Please what?"  He asks. Each word sending lava to her core "I don'don't know!"  She screams frustrated He chuckles further infuriating and confusing her Knowing what is wanted he continues to tease Pulling her forward with hands pinned behind her back An exasperated sounds emits from swollen lips "Tsk Tsk"  He admonishes Subtlety grinding the tip of his staff against that hidden pearl She struggles, yanking at her arms Unable to escape the torment, trying to block it Suddenly a door opens a soft mew fills his ears Soft plush pillows caressed by firm ones Mouths open as tongues greet eagerly, Twisting Turning Dancing Caressing He feels the change the point of no return Lush curves push against muscles Bare mound begins to move up and down his thigh Moisture soaking through his jeans A fierce cry permeates the air as his teeth sink into her neck Replaced by tongue stabbing over, suckling hard Yet biting again He feels her pace pick up as she grinds deeper and faster Pain equals pleasure Pleasure is pain He begins to crank up the heat Nipping the ear lobe as fingers grip and pull on tight ******* Her body responds like a well played guitar Cries and moans spur him on Bites become harder Pinches become twists The pale silk flesh suddenly covered in red welts Mews turn to groans Groans turn to cries Cries turn to screams As the screams start his thigh is flooded with her *** Moans escape his lips in time for her kiss to catch them His member is pulsating, he needs to take her soon Ruby lips are devouring his Teeth smash together Lips split and bleed The salty taste the only clue He feels her lips pressing against his neck Licking Kissing Nibbling Biting Feeling her teeth press deep into his neck is his undoing Growling loudly as his body reacts **** jumps up with steady spasms Yanking the buttons off the fly Fully engorged mushroom springs forward at the tip of 9 sleek thick inches "Ahhhhhh" relief as the beast is let out Unpinning her hands they immediately go for his shaft Gripping tight Air ***** hard like a kick to the stomach Lips meet again Twirling, suckling, dancing fervently Hands everywhere no part left untouched He slides a finger deep between silky folds Pulling forth the sweetest nectar Leaning forward tongue delves out suckling the heated sweetness Her breath hot in his ear as two fingers dip deep Filling, stretching, pushing, adding a third elicits a guttural moan Fingers curl up pressing against the soft ledge Mouths crash together again Hand grabs a fist of flames pulling back Deep emeralds flash such fire stare back Watching as her last effort to undo me occurs Tongue glides slowly tracing her mouth lips Fingers ease out replaced by the sword Placing digits between her lips leaning in tasting her *** upon her lips As his hard length slams home plundering Her tight volcanic well deep Pushing Pulling out Ramming to the hilt Mouth swallowing every sound Allowing it to fuel musical movements In, out, up, down Sliding, pumping Biting, pinching Flesh hitting flesh the clapping sound oblivious to us Her heated well ******* his clock deeper Hips lifting, gyrating meeting each ****** Opening to him like no other Sweat covers naked flesh Bodies collide over and over Neither giving less than the other Feeling her vice grip upon his shaft it begins to quiver He increases the pinching, biting, and suckling Rocking to and fro harder, faster Gasping as his clock twitches Her hand reaches between them making a circle around the base Gripping tight as he pumps in, tighter still on withdrawal Ahhhs,  Ohhs, yeesssses! Fill the room Her emerald greens gaze deep into his striking blues Arching hard her body beneath  his Her ***** having such a grip he can't breathe His ***** tense as he feels his own ecstasy approaching Trying to move but wanting to hold on just a moment longer The redhead leans up tracing his lips with her tongue Slamming home three more times Sacs draw up and he feels the release as it flies through his staff Spewing deep into her red hot well Her walls tremble, gripping and releasing after her own body Explodes, her juices spurting forward mixing with his as spasms rock their world Afterwards is calm and warm Looking at her sweet flesh now a wreck, marks from his teeth, fingers and lips evidence of how hot things became Lips meet once more in an almost chaste kiss Bodies intertwined as they fall asleep Each dreaming about the hours before. Sleeping in blissful contentment
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Jan 25, 2015
Jan 25, 2015 at 2:11 AM UTC
A Chance at Something Spectacular
Air carresses porcelain skin His firm lips press eagerly to every nook Hands graze over pert ******* Goosebumps appear as nails dig lightly Teeth sink ever so slightly into pouty full lips Lithe figure squirms beneath him Brilliant twinkling blues stare at the dent in the lip Leaning forward svelte tongue drags across Tasting Teasing Suckling Finally sinking pearly whites into the dent Ears perk as a hard moan escapes from deep within her Releasing the lip leaves that wondrous mouth to catch The sound that drives every lover wild Gasping Grinding Groaning Her body like an instrument To be stroked, trimmed, plucked Until that magnificent all consuming music plays out With tender strokes, pads lightly pluck taut rose buds Body leans back over the arm Ample spheres of beauty push out as the back arches Flames of spun silk kiss the floor Aqueous tongue traces a path up the center Veering right at the last second Drenching tightly drawn peaks by suckling with the inferno Inside his mouth Insides quiver almost tossing her over ecstacy's edge Feeling his phallus hard against trembling thigh Blood races to the pleasure center pulsating where his rod presses Crying out passionately, followed by begs "Please" "Please what?"  He asks. Each word sending lava to her core "I don'don't know!"  She screams frustrated He chuckles further infuriating and confusing her Knowing what is wanted he continues to tease Pulling her forward with hands pinned behind her back An exasperated sounds emits from swollen lips "Tsk Tsk"  He admonishes Subtlety grinding the tip of his staff against that hidden pearl She struggles, yanking at her arms Unable to escape the torment, trying to block it Suddenly a door opens a soft mew fills his ears Soft plush pillows caressed by firm ones Mouths open as tongues greet eagerly, Twisting Turning Dancing Caressing He feels the change the point of no return Lush curves push against muscles Bare mound begins to move up and down his thigh Moisture soaking through his jeans A fierce cry permeates the air as his teeth sink into her neck Replaced by tongue stabbing over, suckling hard Yet biting again He feels her pace pick up as she grinds deeper and faster Pain equals pleasure Pleasure is pain He begins to crank up the heat Nipping the ear lobe as fingers grip and pull on tight ******* Her body responds like a well played guitar Cries and moans spur him on Bites become harder Pinches become twists The pale silk flesh suddenly covered in red welts Mews turn to groans Groans turn to cries Cries turn to screams As the screams start his thigh is flooded with her *** Moans escape his lips in time for her kiss to catch them His member is pulsating, he needs to take her soon Ruby lips are devouring his Teeth smash together Lips split and bleed The salty taste the only clue He feels her lips pressing against his neck Licking Kissing Nibbling Biting Feeling her teeth press deep into his neck is his undoing Growling loudly as his body reacts **** jumps up with steady spasms Yanking the buttons off the fly Fully engorged mushroom springs forward at the tip of 9 sleek thick inches "Ahhhhhh" relief as the beast is let out Unpinning her hands they immediately go for his shaft Gripping tight Air ***** hard like a kick to the stomach Lips meet again Twirling, suckling, dancing fervently Hands everywhere no part left untouched He slides a finger deep between silky folds Pulling forth the sweetest nectar Leaning forward tongue delves out suckling the heated sweetness Her breath hot in his ear as two fingers dip deep Filling, stretching, pushing, adding a third elicits a guttural moan Fingers curl up pressing against the soft ledge Mouths crash together again Hand grabs a fist of flames pulling back Deep emeralds flash such fire stare back Watching as her last effort to undo me occurs Tongue glides slowly tracing her mouth lips Fingers ease out replaced by the sword Placing digits between her lips leaning in tasting her *** upon her lips As his hard length slams home plundering Her tight volcanic well deep Pushing Pulling out Ramming to the hilt Mouth swallowing every sound Allowing it to fuel musical movements In, out, up, down Sliding, pumping Biting, pinching Flesh hitting flesh the clapping sound oblivious to us Her heated well ******* his clock deeper Hips lifting, gyrating meeting each ****** Opening to him like no other Sweat covers naked flesh Bodies collide over and over Neither giving less than the other Feeling her vice grip upon his shaft it begins to quiver He increases the pinching, biting, and suckling Rocking to and fro harder, faster Gasping as his clock twitches Her hand reaches between them making a circle around the base Gripping tight as he pumps in, tighter still on withdrawal Ahhhs,  Ohhs, yeesssses! Fill the room Her emerald greens gaze deep into his striking blues Arching hard her body beneath  his Her ***** having such a grip he can't breathe His ***** tense as he feels his own ecstasy approaching Trying to move but wanting to hold on just a moment longer The redhead leans up tracing his lips with her tongue Slamming home three more times Sacs draw up and he feels the release as it flies through his staff Spewing deep into her red hot well Her walls tremble, gripping and releasing after her own body Explodes, her juices spurting forward mixing with his as spasms rock their world Afterwards is calm and warm Looking at her sweet flesh now a wreck, marks from his teeth, fingers and lips evidence of how hot things became Lips meet once more in an almost chaste kiss Bodies intertwined as they fall asleep Each dreaming about the hours before. Sleeping in blissful contentment
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I feel it moving within Not sure what it is yet My heart flutters then beats harder The fine hair upon alabaster flesh rises I pace back and forth across the room Nothing heard but the thump of my heartbeat in my ear I don't understand what is going on With every pace I get edgier Devilish green eyes sparkle beneath scarlett lashes Suddenly noise breaks through Dishes breaking, pans clanking The yelling overtaking it all Heart pounds faster as my pace increases I feel like I might break into a run Each scream makes me cringe Fists clench Looking down blood coats my palms Realizing my nails broke through the skin Images flash through my mind Fire, explosions, screams, I run from the noise below Feet hit the stairs faster and faster My blood feels hot Skin flushed, film of sweat across my brow I try the calming exercises Singing between bursts of pacing again Deep breaths in slow out Trying to fight it Yet the fuel feeds the monster Redheaded monster as I call it Parents continue their tirade They don't care what it does to me I feel it surging forward Reaching my inner sanctum Pinching my thigh hard trying to fight it off Knowing it is futile to fight Inhaling a deep breath It surges through me Blood boils A noise escapes parted lips Guttural, filled with pain, resignation, and pure RAGE! Hands grasp anything they can Ripping, pulling, tearing Kicking, stomping, jumping Screams fill the room as the rage continues to unleash Why do they do this? They know it sets me off Unglues me Luckily this room is filled with things that are meant for this My explosions had come less frequent but more volatile I knew I had to get control Right now wasn't going to happen Rage consumes me Surging like a tidal wave When triggered I explode Just like a nuclear bomb My arms and legs tire I am weak from the tirade Falling to the bed Cool sheets soothe heated flesh Heartbeat slows Breathing grows softer The tiny hairs settle down I hear the very faint hint of soothing music Lids fall softly blanketing glistening green orbs Moisture dries upon cheeks Body relaxes as all the fire escapes Leaving behind a beautiful, sleeping form
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Jan 24, 2015
Jan 24, 2015 at 4:11 AM UTC
Redheaded Monster
I feel it moving within Not sure what it is yet My heart flutters then beats harder The fine hair upon alabaster flesh rises I pace back and forth across the room Nothing heard but the thump of my heartbeat in my ear I don't understand what is going on With every pace I get edgier Devilish green eyes sparkle beneath scarlett lashes Suddenly noise breaks through Dishes breaking, pans clanking The yelling overtaking it all Heart pounds faster as my pace increases I feel like I might break into a run Each scream makes me cringe Fists clench Looking down blood coats my palms Realizing my nails broke through the skin Images flash through my mind Fire, explosions, screams, I run from the noise below Feet hit the stairs faster and faster My blood feels hot Skin flushed, film of sweat across my brow I try the calming exercises Singing between bursts of pacing again Deep breaths in slow out Trying to fight it Yet the fuel feeds the monster Redheaded monster as I call it Parents continue their tirade They don't care what it does to me I feel it surging forward Reaching my inner sanctum Pinching my thigh hard trying to fight it off Knowing it is futile to fight Inhaling a deep breath It surges through me Blood boils A noise escapes parted lips Guttural, filled with pain, resignation, and pure RAGE! Hands grasp anything they can Ripping, pulling, tearing Kicking, stomping, jumping Screams fill the room as the rage continues to unleash Why do they do this? They know it sets me off Unglues me Luckily this room is filled with things that are meant for this My explosions had come less frequent but more volatile I knew I had to get control Right now wasn't going to happen Rage consumes me Surging like a tidal wave When triggered I explode Just like a nuclear bomb My arms and legs tire I am weak from the tirade Falling to the bed Cool sheets soothe heated flesh Heartbeat slows Breathing grows softer The tiny hairs settle down I hear the very faint hint of soothing music Lids fall softly blanketing glistening green orbs Moisture dries upon cheeks Body relaxes as all the fire escapes Leaving behind a beautiful, sleeping form
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The sun is shining I wait with anticipation Remembering the day we met After a time I went down on one knee Asked you to be mine Your eyes glistened with tears As you said yes yes oh yes! The music starts All eyes look to the back A vision in white, all sparkles and light My eyes drink in the vision of you Heart pounding, I could not breathe So beautiful my love I am the luckiest man alive With you as my bride You arrive at my side I take your soft hands into mine The preacher blesses us Vows are said "In sickness and in health" "Until death do us part" I lift that circle of infinity My hand shakes as I slide that circle Upon your slender finger I feel the tremble in your hand As you do the same to mine "You may kiss your bride" My lips press hard to yours Sealing our commitment before all We never know what our future brings Time flies by as husband and wife Our life together is full and complete We have a child a blessing for certain Years of bliss continue one after another Suddenly a cloud arrives in our bliss The doctors involved explain It will be a fight for your life I watch as you struggle Fighting so hard Not wanting to leave us or this world Another blessing we are given Oh thank God all is clear Once again our life is sailing smoothly Happiness surrounds us A new cloud arrives over our heads We do all the right things But our hearts fill with dread The doctors news fills our world with darkness No sunlight in view I watch you fight again Harder this time He says there is nothing to be done I am supposed to just watch you drift away Everyone we know sends us prayers every day A miracle is wanted, no it is needed Twenty seven years is just not enough Watching you grow sicker Yet always smiling for me Hanging on to give us more time After a spell you finally say It is time my love Til death do us part has finally come My world is shattered, my heart broken Our love is so pure, strong, and enduring Asking God to spare you once more I remember the day I made you mine Placing that beautiful circle upon your finger You do the same to mine Now you sleep like an angel Though this time you will not awake again Tears flow freely as my heart breaks in pieces Looking down on you As you are in your final bed So beautiful as always I take that circle you gave me Never had it been removed Once again taking your hand into mine "Til death do us part" has come Slipping my ring upon your finger Once again I cannot even breathe Wanting you to keep our symbol with you Knowing when I join you One day in the distance You will give it back to me again Joining us in eternal bliss I don't know how I will go forward Move on day to day All I feel is emptiness A weight drowning my heart I feel the sun shining upon my face Clouds try to smother it to dark The warmth touches my cheek A whistle of air flows through the trees Knowing you are there watching over me As you wait for your groom to join you I will be there one day my love Meanwhile just watch over me Til death do us part Truer words have never been spoken Witten by Jennifer Humphrey all rights reserved 2014
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Nov 21, 2014
Nov 21, 2014 at 5:20 AM UTC
Til Death Do Us Part
The sun is shining I wait with anticipation Remembering the day we met After a time I went down on one knee Asked you to be mine Your eyes glistened with tears As you said yes yes oh yes! The music starts All eyes look to the back A vision in white, all sparkles and light My eyes drink in the vision of you Heart pounding, I could not breathe So beautiful my love I am the luckiest man alive With you as my bride You arrive at my side I take your soft hands into mine The preacher blesses us Vows are said "In sickness and in health" "Until death do us part" I lift that circle of infinity My hand shakes as I slide that circle Upon your slender finger I feel the tremble in your hand As you do the same to mine "You may kiss your bride" My lips press hard to yours Sealing our commitment before all We never know what our future brings Time flies by as husband and wife Our life together is full and complete We have a child a blessing for certain Years of bliss continue one after another Suddenly a cloud arrives in our bliss The doctors involved explain It will be a fight for your life I watch as you struggle Fighting so hard Not wanting to leave us or this world Another blessing we are given Oh thank God all is clear Once again our life is sailing smoothly Happiness surrounds us A new cloud arrives over our heads We do all the right things But our hearts fill with dread The doctors news fills our world with darkness No sunlight in view I watch you fight again Harder this time He says there is nothing to be done I am supposed to just watch you drift away Everyone we know sends us prayers every day A miracle is wanted, no it is needed Twenty seven years is just not enough Watching you grow sicker Yet always smiling for me Hanging on to give us more time After a spell you finally say It is time my love Til death do us part has finally come My world is shattered, my heart broken Our love is so pure, strong, and enduring Asking God to spare you once more I remember the day I made you mine Placing that beautiful circle upon your finger You do the same to mine Now you sleep like an angel Though this time you will not awake again Tears flow freely as my heart breaks in pieces Looking down on you As you are in your final bed So beautiful as always I take that circle you gave me Never had it been removed Once again taking your hand into mine "Til death do us part" has come Slipping my ring upon your finger Once again I cannot even breathe Wanting you to keep our symbol with you Knowing when I join you One day in the distance You will give it back to me again Joining us in eternal bliss I don't know how I will go forward Move on day to day All I feel is emptiness A weight drowning my heart I feel the sun shining upon my face Clouds try to smother it to dark The warmth touches my cheek A whistle of air flows through the trees Knowing you are there watching over me As you wait for your groom to join you I will be there one day my love Meanwhile just watch over me Til death do us part Truer words have never been spoken Witten by Jennifer Humphrey all rights reserved 2014
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He lived in darkness Never to see the light of day Nothing of his choosing But here he would stay Walking at night was his thing As daylight would **** him dead Out of the corner of his eye A vision of purity blinded body, heart, and soul "Who was this vision he had seen?" "Wherest had she come from?" "Were tricks being played?" "Another thing to torture him more?" Blending in dark as night he followed The click of her shoes did little to silence That tell tale drumbeat of her heart Inhaling deeply an intoxicating scent Hissing softly as every part of him began to burn He disliked the human world Having found nothing but pain and for Much rather keep to the night Living in the shadows Feeding from low life She, the female was different He could smell the innocence "You want her you know." "Shut up! I do not." "Oh I know you want her." "No." Laughter fills his ears Driving him insane Hating that voice, that thing inside him It was the evil inside his darkness Usually he had a handle Could keep it at bay Yet when his desire rash hot Darkness knew and found him vulnerable The fight had gone on for years Always able to keep that evil locked up Rearing it's nasty head only when good happened by He did want her, Oh blessed he wanted her He could not go near never To do so would doom them both Her heart so pure called to his so black Laughter echoed in his brain She pulled the cloak tighter around her Feeling the dark night surrounding Like a beautiful lover's embrace Someone was following A look over the shoulder Sparkling greens caught a shadow Shivering, heart beating fast Looking for help anywhere, had to be a light Around the corner loomed a very large castle Music played, lights ablaze Feet danced over cobblestone Hastening to safety Not watching suddenly landing into strong arms Skin flushed like the reddest rose Rise and fall against the neck as blood pounded there Gasping loudly, breathlessly apologizing "Oh! Pardon me Sir, I was frightened and didn't see you." "No pardons necessary Mi'lady." "May I help somehow?" "Might I impose on you help to get me home?" "It will be no imposition, the pleasure mine." He could not have planned it better Twas as though he had seen the future When he caught her spotting him He had maneuvered ahead to intercept "I told you, you want her." "Shut up! Shut up! SHUT UP!!" His brain on fire from that one evil part He refused to hurt this delicate violet His gloved hand lifted hers placing it around his elbow Her smile was as brilliant as the quarter moon Sheer white skin made the blue veins seem darker His mouth salivated, he could feel his teeth shifting "I said NO!" screamed in his head They walked forward into the fire lit entry Music playing, many were dancing He was a gracious host, taking her cloak passing off to a servant Her eyes were the greenest of oceans Body fit his hands like a glove Innocence shown all over her Yet he could smell the passion burning beneath She was intoxicating He had the fiercest eyes His body was so tight Skin so pale She felt her heart skip a beat as he pulled her closer Having wondered what it felt like to be held by a man Now she could not get him out of her mind So much so she forgot about being stranded The ball continued and she began to dance with him They were made for one another Every eye watched the fluid movements He watched the pulse beat wildly in her throat Oh to taste her, what bliss would it be ****** No!" He wouldn't and couldn't She knew something was different, sinister Yet when he looked at her she would do anything to stay Guests began to leave He called for his carriage He could see the disappointment in her eyes But he was determined to take her home safely He escorted her to the carriage and away they went Arriving at her home he brought her to the door He couldn't stop himself, leaning forward his soft lips pressed to hers Her body pressed to his like he was her air Nibbling, licking and nipping at each other's lips His hand cupped her face he could feel her heart He had to leave before it was to late Suddenly he tasted her A moan followed the sweet blessed warmth Ohh such sweetness like nectar to a bee She so pliant not a care or worry He suckled more as his evil laughed hysterically Must stop, you must Fighting the evil that wanted more Sealing the tiny tear in her lip he ended the kiss "I must leave now Mi'lady." "So soon?" She was disappointed "Yes now precious." "Will I see you again?" He nodded yes but thought no inside Watched as she went into the lit mansion Entering his carriage he began to brood She tasted like life itself, he needed her His evil knew he would take her eventually Just sit and bide his time Of course he would make him suffer every day until THAT day To be continued Written by Jennifer Humphrey all rights reserved 11/7/2014
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Nov 8, 2014
Nov 8, 2014 at 2:22 AM UTC
The Kiss
He lived in darkness Never to see the light of day Nothing of his choosing But here he would stay Walking at night was his thing As daylight would **** him dead Out of the corner of his eye A vision of purity blinded body, heart, and soul "Who was this vision he had seen?" "Wherest had she come from?" "Were tricks being played?" "Another thing to torture him more?" Blending in dark as night he followed The click of her shoes did little to silence That tell tale drumbeat of her heart Inhaling deeply an intoxicating scent Hissing softly as every part of him began to burn He disliked the human world Having found nothing but pain and for Much rather keep to the night Living in the shadows Feeding from low life She, the female was different He could smell the innocence "You want her you know." "Shut up! I do not." "Oh I know you want her." "No." Laughter fills his ears Driving him insane Hating that voice, that thing inside him It was the evil inside his darkness Usually he had a handle Could keep it at bay Yet when his desire rash hot Darkness knew and found him vulnerable The fight had gone on for years Always able to keep that evil locked up Rearing it's nasty head only when good happened by He did want her, Oh blessed he wanted her He could not go near never To do so would doom them both Her heart so pure called to his so black Laughter echoed in his brain She pulled the cloak tighter around her Feeling the dark night surrounding Like a beautiful lover's embrace Someone was following A look over the shoulder Sparkling greens caught a shadow Shivering, heart beating fast Looking for help anywhere, had to be a light Around the corner loomed a very large castle Music played, lights ablaze Feet danced over cobblestone Hastening to safety Not watching suddenly landing into strong arms Skin flushed like the reddest rose Rise and fall against the neck as blood pounded there Gasping loudly, breathlessly apologizing "Oh! Pardon me Sir, I was frightened and didn't see you." "No pardons necessary Mi'lady." "May I help somehow?" "Might I impose on you help to get me home?" "It will be no imposition, the pleasure mine." He could not have planned it better Twas as though he had seen the future When he caught her spotting him He had maneuvered ahead to intercept "I told you, you want her." "Shut up! Shut up! SHUT UP!!" His brain on fire from that one evil part He refused to hurt this delicate violet His gloved hand lifted hers placing it around his elbow Her smile was as brilliant as the quarter moon Sheer white skin made the blue veins seem darker His mouth salivated, he could feel his teeth shifting "I said NO!" screamed in his head They walked forward into the fire lit entry Music playing, many were dancing He was a gracious host, taking her cloak passing off to a servant Her eyes were the greenest of oceans Body fit his hands like a glove Innocence shown all over her Yet he could smell the passion burning beneath She was intoxicating He had the fiercest eyes His body was so tight Skin so pale She felt her heart skip a beat as he pulled her closer Having wondered what it felt like to be held by a man Now she could not get him out of her mind So much so she forgot about being stranded The ball continued and she began to dance with him They were made for one another Every eye watched the fluid movements He watched the pulse beat wildly in her throat Oh to taste her, what bliss would it be ****** No!" He wouldn't and couldn't She knew something was different, sinister Yet when he looked at her she would do anything to stay Guests began to leave He called for his carriage He could see the disappointment in her eyes But he was determined to take her home safely He escorted her to the carriage and away they went Arriving at her home he brought her to the door He couldn't stop himself, leaning forward his soft lips pressed to hers Her body pressed to his like he was her air Nibbling, licking and nipping at each other's lips His hand cupped her face he could feel her heart He had to leave before it was to late Suddenly he tasted her A moan followed the sweet blessed warmth Ohh such sweetness like nectar to a bee She so pliant not a care or worry He suckled more as his evil laughed hysterically Must stop, you must Fighting the evil that wanted more Sealing the tiny tear in her lip he ended the kiss "I must leave now Mi'lady." "So soon?" She was disappointed "Yes now precious." "Will I see you again?" He nodded yes but thought no inside Watched as she went into the lit mansion Entering his carriage he began to brood She tasted like life itself, he needed her His evil knew he would take her eventually Just sit and bide his time Of course he would make him suffer every day until THAT day To be continued Written by Jennifer Humphrey all rights reserved 11/7/2014
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Words can convey so much more than most know. A poet can make someone smile, laugh, or cry, and weep All in the same collection of syllables forming words A poet can push a person's mind until the heart bursts with happiness, breaks from deep sadness, and dies down right frightened.  All from words formed into sentences Poets can create a scene of great disdain or nothing but frivolous faire in one sentence turning it to deep concentration hunting for resolution from sentences creating stanzas. Poets paint a picture that can't be seen by a passerby or displayed in a window case.   It can be placed in plain site something of ****** nature yet unless looked into deeply will never be seen.  As stanzas form a poem that paints that picture Poets sometimes can only paint basic emotion with words yet some can pull raw lustful emotion from deep in the soul.  Syllables to words bring excitement and desire.  Excitement, need, and release like two bodies locked together in sweaty heated embraces Poets bringing syllables to words to sentences can capture ones longing carrying along to paragraphs that feel, hear, taste, smell, and see the burning need that the stanzas envoke the basics of carnal lust to break free like a caged lion whose food lay just outside the cage Poets bring to close the paragraphs that wrap it all together Can you feel the sunlight against naked flesh so warm reflecting off beads of perspiration?  Can you taste the deliciousness of her desire upon ruby lips?  Or from the moisture that coats his fingers as they glide easily through silken petals?   Poets continue painting with words, stanzas and paragraphs moving to hearing.  Can you hear the cries and pleas begging as desire builds to uncontrollable heights? Feeling. Hearing. Tasting. What is left the poet thinks. Ahhhhh to see and to smell Poets syllables to words, stanzas, to paragraphs moving towards the pinnacle of rapture their every desire for the reader to see. Hius tongue lavishes the sweet flesh, tasting the musky desire as hands caress and pull upon tender buds of pleasure, the pants, moans, mews, cries, grunts, screams, mix together to form to a crescendoing of music Continuing as pools of deep blue suffocate emeralds that look back. A growl followed by a almost hedonistic finale as the beings are rocked to their core. The syllables, words, stanzas, paragraphs almost to the picture seeing as the golden dagger of despair is plunged into the innocent heart.  Mixture of musky sweetness glistening upon flesh as red rivers flow to meet and mingle, swirling against the pale white.  The punget rust mixed with essence of bliss finishes the painting. Poet started with syllables to words on to stanzas then paragraphs drawing from happiness, love to desire, need, release, slammed into the abyss of pain, despair and a private hell only each person viewing the poet's work can explain to themselves and perhaps share with another. Bashfulness, Happiness, eagerness, apprehension, desire, need, fire, pleasure, release, pain, excruciating pain, lonely, despair, abysmal sadness, depression The picture painted yet not with colors on canvas but with words on paper.  The mind fills in the forms, colors, and lives the sentence of taste, touch, sight, noise, and of course the smell.  If the poet is truly good one might find they actually do get a whiff of what is writen caressing their nasal pathways. Written by Niyahlove.  :-)  All rights reserved please be respectful November 2, 2014
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Nov 2, 2014
Nov 2, 2014 at 9:34 PM UTC
Painting with Words
Words can convey so much more than most know. A poet can make someone smile, laugh, or cry, and weep All in the same collection of syllables forming words A poet can push a person's mind until the heart bursts with happiness, breaks from deep sadness, and dies down right frightened.  All from words formed into sentences Poets can create a scene of great disdain or nothing but frivolous faire in one sentence turning it to deep concentration hunting for resolution from sentences creating stanzas. Poets paint a picture that can't be seen by a passerby or displayed in a window case.   It can be placed in plain site something of ****** nature yet unless looked into deeply will never be seen.  As stanzas form a poem that paints that picture Poets sometimes can only paint basic emotion with words yet some can pull raw lustful emotion from deep in the soul.  Syllables to words bring excitement and desire.  Excitement, need, and release like two bodies locked together in sweaty heated embraces Poets bringing syllables to words to sentences can capture ones longing carrying along to paragraphs that feel, hear, taste, smell, and see the burning need that the stanzas envoke the basics of carnal lust to break free like a caged lion whose food lay just outside the cage Poets bring to close the paragraphs that wrap it all together Can you feel the sunlight against naked flesh so warm reflecting off beads of perspiration?  Can you taste the deliciousness of her desire upon ruby lips?  Or from the moisture that coats his fingers as they glide easily through silken petals?   Poets continue painting with words, stanzas and paragraphs moving to hearing.  Can you hear the cries and pleas begging as desire builds to uncontrollable heights? Feeling. Hearing. Tasting. What is left the poet thinks. Ahhhhh to see and to smell Poets syllables to words, stanzas, to paragraphs moving towards the pinnacle of rapture their every desire for the reader to see. Hius tongue lavishes the sweet flesh, tasting the musky desire as hands caress and pull upon tender buds of pleasure, the pants, moans, mews, cries, grunts, screams, mix together to form to a crescendoing of music Continuing as pools of deep blue suffocate emeralds that look back. A growl followed by a almost hedonistic finale as the beings are rocked to their core. The syllables, words, stanzas, paragraphs almost to the picture seeing as the golden dagger of despair is plunged into the innocent heart.  Mixture of musky sweetness glistening upon flesh as red rivers flow to meet and mingle, swirling against the pale white.  The punget rust mixed with essence of bliss finishes the painting. Poet started with syllables to words on to stanzas then paragraphs drawing from happiness, love to desire, need, release, slammed into the abyss of pain, despair and a private hell only each person viewing the poet's work can explain to themselves and perhaps share with another. Bashfulness, Happiness, eagerness, apprehension, desire, need, fire, pleasure, release, pain, excruciating pain, lonely, despair, abysmal sadness, depression The picture painted yet not with colors on canvas but with words on paper.  The mind fills in the forms, colors, and lives the sentence of taste, touch, sight, noise, and of course the smell.  If the poet is truly good one might find they actually do get a whiff of what is writen caressing their nasal pathways. Written by Niyahlove.  :-)  All rights reserved please be respectful November 2, 2014
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***this is fairly long and has ****** content*** I awaken in a dark room Moving, I realize I am bound WHAT THE **** ( screams in my head) I struggle, realizing freedom is not forthcoming A gag soaked with saliva blocks the voice what is going on last memory is of friends at a fetish event Thinking of everyone there trying to remember Anyone that might have turned on the red signal All were in masks None seemed out of place How did I wind up here where the hell IS here?" Wiggling fingers that send angry pin needles Through the arms Knowing it has been awhile since these bonds were done People at the event were friends Headaches like it had been drugged or hit Thoughts run through my head, like buffalo on olden day prairies What is going on? Praying someone will miss me Doubting that as I am known as the loner Ice kitten the name that described me best Especially with interpersonal relationships **** me who would do this?"* Deep cleansing breaths He used to say Concentrating on One from the past to try and calm myself Heartbeat pounding against the rough rope Surrounding very ample ivory globes Though by now the rose blushed tips upon white would be a cyanide blue The door slams open hitting the wall Cleansing breath almost chokes me Deep baritone says *I see you are awake **** Mumbling loudly against the gag Tingles roar throughout my body Air whispers across me Realizing that flesh is exposed to God only knew who Further enraging the senses, I begin struggling anew CRACK! CRACK! CRACK! Sound reaches my ears before..... "OHH ******* hell" I scream out (although only I understood the words) Fire slices across my *** The wind kisses it as liquid trickles down the crack of the ivory half moons Breathe girl Breathe I keep that mantra going Still trying to figure this out Black lines streak my face Lightning still touches my *** Large fingers pinch the striped part of bleeding skin Nose stopped up from crying as each breath is labored Body squirms as the hand massages the heat That baritone voice strikes a chord deep in my belly His words are not heard at first which elicits a slap to the exposed thigh ******* in air causes a weird snapping sound The hair on arms stands as he repeats the missed words "Are you a good **** or a bad one?". Go to hell is the first response that spits against the gag Tsk tsk tsk he responds, the tone sending spirals of heat radiating out from the belly Something in His voice awakens the submissive fire that has lain dormant since the One left That wretched gag is finally removed Gulping in as much air as I can Praying that cloth will stay free Though the power of sight is still deprived "Who are you? What do you want with me? How di Large hand suddenly yanks hard upon long tresses of flame Silencing my questions quickly The voice that reverberates through the bound flesh states in a hushed tone " If there is something I wish for you to know it will be so." "If you understand nod your head" Barely nodding as hair was still caught in a vise grip Thoughts and feelings scream through my mind Wanting out of here my mind screams as my body betrays the protest, the racing heart, panting breath, as well as the moisture building between swollen petals What was I to do? The more he spoke the wetter I became Clanking sounds fill the air as the ropes are attached to a chain, I feel binds cinching tighter in places and loosening in others. Fire roars throughout as blood surges and circulates Moans escape chapped lips a new fear coursing within Cringing as I await for the next reminder I have done something that displeases Him The roughness of rope glides abrasively as more flesh is revealed. Crying out as needles stab where blood returns Teeth sink hard into plump lower lip biting back any noises His hand touches my face gently Jerking away reactively, regret releases a tear then another The same gentle touch turns severe as something cold snaps down on the taut ****** Tasting blood as once again I try to block any noise from escaping my lips, again another snap comes down against the other ****** Back arches as sounds of pain escape Every muscle draws tight waiting for his displeasure to be made clear His voice coos a soft deep tone in the ear Gasping as warmth spirals outward through my body Arms pulled high above crimson curls Secured as a squeak sounds as curves are stretched First one foot then the other is separated and captured The leather closes around each ankle "I asked you earlier are you a good **** or bad?" Mind reels as his voice sends waves of heat through me Afraid to speak I wait, barely breathing Sudden pressure then pain fills throbbing ******* Crying out "Good, I am good Sir!" Something wet and cold surrounds both burning ******* The pressure releases "Yes yes I know you are a good girl" My lips form the words but my mind shuts down that action fast. "I bet you wonder why and how you came to be here?" Nodding elicits a "good girl, I see you are learning quickly." "This pleases me that you have not forgotten" My mind searches the voice, the smell, and mannerisms Something familiar but what Hands suddenly seem to touch everywhere at once Soft mews fill the air His hands play my body like they belong Fear gone chased by pain mixed with pleasure Strips of leather kiss the arched back Over and over, every millimeter of flesh is struck Hands pull tight upon restraints Air caresses moisture drenched thighs Another implement of leather begins to alternate with the first Pounding skin leaving behind red streaks of heat Mind reeling at the intensity Never having felt this before, or have I? Tears soak flushed cheeks The whistle of the flogger being flicked just before striking Knees buckle throwing weight on shackled arms No longer does the ability to reason exist Only the moment My body singing to the Flogger's tune Most people would not understand this feeling Driving upward from deep within Each strike pushing higher Perspiration covered hair stuck to my face and neck Seems like this has gone on forever Pressure building, body burning Yearning for that pinnacle Fear replaced by need Thoughts replaced by desire The tails touch grows harder, less rest between Bursts of breath catch in my lungs Suddenly all is still Right at the edge of exploding Nothing, except pounding in my head Throbbing **** and electric fire all over "You will *** for Me **** His voice out of nowhere makes me jump Resending exquisite pleasure mixed with something hotter, "Yye yes S ssSir" seems to trip from someone else's lips One fluid motion so fast Hands fall from above fiery curls A firmness is pressed against my abdomen Hair flows down as blood rushes into cheeks No time to come down from the licking flames His hand cups the curve of my *** Jumping away from the hand seems like a sucker punch to my stomach Smack! Smack! Smack! Repeats over and over Hips jump left then right, up then down The heat roars through the half moons His breathing is labored Seeing the crimson color wash away Lilly white Writhing beneath His hand I hear screaming, pathetic cries Release building as moisture becomes running wetness Nothing coherent any longer Just flames of heat and need Fingers invade my soaked petals Quickly gripping my swollen pearl Squeezing and twisting as one word makes it through the chaos *** Reason be gone I did Harder than ever in a very long time Letting go of the frigidness All the anger, tension, sadness Spiraling out with that release Bucking against His hand, the bench beneath me Hoarse screams fill my ears Still unable to figure whose He squeezes and releases the pearl over and over Each time striking my core Body juices flow like water down my thighs Tears follow down my cheeks as lips taste the salt I feel His fingers release my **** Gasping for air to fill my lung Exhaling harshly as His jeans push against my raw *** Muscles tremble as I realize it was my screams My hoarse voice, blushing as the entire situation unfolds Nothing left, emotions spent, strength sapped His body pressing into mine as fingers pull the blindfold free Unable to see Him still He pulls my hair up and emerald greens catch a glimpse "Oh my God!" Trembles begin anew as flesh aches "It can't be." I begin to struggle Every move drags materials over raw skin He waits for everything to catch up Turning me over, bound hand press against His chest Eyes still closed denying sight of what is truth Arms of steel lift me up, flushed skin marries a cool sheet That gentle touch returns to cup my face, thumb pushes away the tears Opening my eyes, finally meeting His grey ones A million questions bounce around my brain Soothing voice says "in due time Mine in due time" The One was back, why, how and all the other questions had to wait, for now He was back Feeling the warmth of His fingers massaging lotion into my skin, each mark rubbed well A loving kiss placed to my lips My body covered in a cocoon of comfort He was back My world was right again Eyes closed as I drift off to sleep Last thoughts praying this was real and not a dream An exquisite dream it would be but needing it to be real Leaving you all to ponder if when I awaken Is He with me? Or Did I dream a wicked night of delight? Written by Jennifer Humphrey. All rights reserved
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Nov 2, 2014
Nov 2, 2014 at 2:12 AM UTC
The Release (adult content)
***this is fairly long and has ****** content*** I awaken in a dark room Moving, I realize I am bound WHAT THE **** ( screams in my head) I struggle, realizing freedom is not forthcoming A gag soaked with saliva blocks the voice what is going on last memory is of friends at a fetish event Thinking of everyone there trying to remember Anyone that might have turned on the red signal All were in masks None seemed out of place How did I wind up here where the hell IS here?" Wiggling fingers that send angry pin needles Through the arms Knowing it has been awhile since these bonds were done People at the event were friends Headaches like it had been drugged or hit Thoughts run through my head, like buffalo on olden day prairies What is going on? Praying someone will miss me Doubting that as I am known as the loner Ice kitten the name that described me best Especially with interpersonal relationships **** me who would do this?"* Deep cleansing breaths He used to say Concentrating on One from the past to try and calm myself Heartbeat pounding against the rough rope Surrounding very ample ivory globes Though by now the rose blushed tips upon white would be a cyanide blue The door slams open hitting the wall Cleansing breath almost chokes me Deep baritone says *I see you are awake **** Mumbling loudly against the gag Tingles roar throughout my body Air whispers across me Realizing that flesh is exposed to God only knew who Further enraging the senses, I begin struggling anew CRACK! CRACK! CRACK! Sound reaches my ears before..... "OHH ******* hell" I scream out (although only I understood the words) Fire slices across my *** The wind kisses it as liquid trickles down the crack of the ivory half moons Breathe girl Breathe I keep that mantra going Still trying to figure this out Black lines streak my face Lightning still touches my *** Large fingers pinch the striped part of bleeding skin Nose stopped up from crying as each breath is labored Body squirms as the hand massages the heat That baritone voice strikes a chord deep in my belly His words are not heard at first which elicits a slap to the exposed thigh ******* in air causes a weird snapping sound The hair on arms stands as he repeats the missed words "Are you a good **** or a bad one?". Go to hell is the first response that spits against the gag Tsk tsk tsk he responds, the tone sending spirals of heat radiating out from the belly Something in His voice awakens the submissive fire that has lain dormant since the One left That wretched gag is finally removed Gulping in as much air as I can Praying that cloth will stay free Though the power of sight is still deprived "Who are you? What do you want with me? How di Large hand suddenly yanks hard upon long tresses of flame Silencing my questions quickly The voice that reverberates through the bound flesh states in a hushed tone " If there is something I wish for you to know it will be so." "If you understand nod your head" Barely nodding as hair was still caught in a vise grip Thoughts and feelings scream through my mind Wanting out of here my mind screams as my body betrays the protest, the racing heart, panting breath, as well as the moisture building between swollen petals What was I to do? The more he spoke the wetter I became Clanking sounds fill the air as the ropes are attached to a chain, I feel binds cinching tighter in places and loosening in others. Fire roars throughout as blood surges and circulates Moans escape chapped lips a new fear coursing within Cringing as I await for the next reminder I have done something that displeases Him The roughness of rope glides abrasively as more flesh is revealed. Crying out as needles stab where blood returns Teeth sink hard into plump lower lip biting back any noises His hand touches my face gently Jerking away reactively, regret releases a tear then another The same gentle touch turns severe as something cold snaps down on the taut ****** Tasting blood as once again I try to block any noise from escaping my lips, again another snap comes down against the other ****** Back arches as sounds of pain escape Every muscle draws tight waiting for his displeasure to be made clear His voice coos a soft deep tone in the ear Gasping as warmth spirals outward through my body Arms pulled high above crimson curls Secured as a squeak sounds as curves are stretched First one foot then the other is separated and captured The leather closes around each ankle "I asked you earlier are you a good **** or bad?" Mind reels as his voice sends waves of heat through me Afraid to speak I wait, barely breathing Sudden pressure then pain fills throbbing ******* Crying out "Good, I am good Sir!" Something wet and cold surrounds both burning ******* The pressure releases "Yes yes I know you are a good girl" My lips form the words but my mind shuts down that action fast. "I bet you wonder why and how you came to be here?" Nodding elicits a "good girl, I see you are learning quickly." "This pleases me that you have not forgotten" My mind searches the voice, the smell, and mannerisms Something familiar but what Hands suddenly seem to touch everywhere at once Soft mews fill the air His hands play my body like they belong Fear gone chased by pain mixed with pleasure Strips of leather kiss the arched back Over and over, every millimeter of flesh is struck Hands pull tight upon restraints Air caresses moisture drenched thighs Another implement of leather begins to alternate with the first Pounding skin leaving behind red streaks of heat Mind reeling at the intensity Never having felt this before, or have I? Tears soak flushed cheeks The whistle of the flogger being flicked just before striking Knees buckle throwing weight on shackled arms No longer does the ability to reason exist Only the moment My body singing to the Flogger's tune Most people would not understand this feeling Driving upward from deep within Each strike pushing higher Perspiration covered hair stuck to my face and neck Seems like this has gone on forever Pressure building, body burning Yearning for that pinnacle Fear replaced by need Thoughts replaced by desire The tails touch grows harder, less rest between Bursts of breath catch in my lungs Suddenly all is still Right at the edge of exploding Nothing, except pounding in my head Throbbing **** and electric fire all over "You will *** for Me **** His voice out of nowhere makes me jump Resending exquisite pleasure mixed with something hotter, "Yye yes S ssSir" seems to trip from someone else's lips One fluid motion so fast Hands fall from above fiery curls A firmness is pressed against my abdomen Hair flows down as blood rushes into cheeks No time to come down from the licking flames His hand cups the curve of my *** Jumping away from the hand seems like a sucker punch to my stomach Smack! Smack! Smack! Repeats over and over Hips jump left then right, up then down The heat roars through the half moons His breathing is labored Seeing the crimson color wash away Lilly white Writhing beneath His hand I hear screaming, pathetic cries Release building as moisture becomes running wetness Nothing coherent any longer Just flames of heat and need Fingers invade my soaked petals Quickly gripping my swollen pearl Squeezing and twisting as one word makes it through the chaos *** Reason be gone I did Harder than ever in a very long time Letting go of the frigidness All the anger, tension, sadness Spiraling out with that release Bucking against His hand, the bench beneath me Hoarse screams fill my ears Still unable to figure whose He squeezes and releases the pearl over and over Each time striking my core Body juices flow like water down my thighs Tears follow down my cheeks as lips taste the salt I feel His fingers release my **** Gasping for air to fill my lung Exhaling harshly as His jeans push against my raw *** Muscles tremble as I realize it was my screams My hoarse voice, blushing as the entire situation unfolds Nothing left, emotions spent, strength sapped His body pressing into mine as fingers pull the blindfold free Unable to see Him still He pulls my hair up and emerald greens catch a glimpse "Oh my God!" Trembles begin anew as flesh aches "It can't be." I begin to struggle Every move drags materials over raw skin He waits for everything to catch up Turning me over, bound hand press against His chest Eyes still closed denying sight of what is truth Arms of steel lift me up, flushed skin marries a cool sheet That gentle touch returns to cup my face, thumb pushes away the tears Opening my eyes, finally meeting His grey ones A million questions bounce around my brain Soothing voice says "in due time Mine in due time" The One was back, why, how and all the other questions had to wait, for now He was back Feeling the warmth of His fingers massaging lotion into my skin, each mark rubbed well A loving kiss placed to my lips My body covered in a cocoon of comfort He was back My world was right again Eyes closed as I drift off to sleep Last thoughts praying this was real and not a dream An exquisite dream it would be but needing it to be real Leaving you all to ponder if when I awaken Is He with me? Or Did I dream a wicked night of delight? Written by Jennifer Humphrey. All rights reserved
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