jennifer-arndt - Hello Poetry

I dream of taking a knife Cutting all this fat off It falling in sheets. My gut gone, My thighs. A smile of triumph As I look at the knife And me in the mirror I wake drenched. Sticky. Where did I go.

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Nov 18, 2015

Nov 18, 2015 at 1:15 PM UTC

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I dream of taking a knife Cutting all this fat off It falling in sheets. My gut gone, My thighs. A smile of triumph As I look at the knife And me in the mirror I wake drenched. Sticky. Where did I go.

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I can't do you justice Thousands of words I've written but not one captures you. I cannot capture your voice, your strides, those eyes. Eyes always changing A tornado and hurricane at war. I cannot capture those hands that dissipates the sorrow, leaving passion in their wake. Today I have realized that this is why I love you. You're incapturable

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Jul 24, 2015

Jul 24, 2015 at 12:02 PM UTC

Capture

I can't do you justice Thousands of words I've written but not one captures you. I cannot capture your voice, your strides, those eyes. Eyes always changing A tornado and hurricane at war. I cannot capture those hands that dissipates the sorrow, leaving passion in their wake. Today I have realized that this is why I love you. You're incapturable

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Nothing is right. I ruined everything. I held the world. I had a lover. I had love. I had hope. I had everything. I threw it away. One night. That's all it took. One night. With the wrong one. One night. And I cant trust again. I threw it all away. I threw you away. When all I wanted. Was to throw myself away. All I wanted. Was to self harm. All I did. Was destroy us.

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Apr 16, 2015

Apr 16, 2015 at 12:53 PM UTC

Throw Away

Nothing is right. I ruined everything. I held the world. I had a lover. I had love. I had hope. I had everything. I threw it away. One night. That's all it took. One night. With the wrong one. One night. And I cant trust again. I threw it all away. I threw you away. When all I wanted. Was to throw myself away. All I wanted. Was to self harm. All I did. Was destroy us.

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I want to watch the stars tonight fall in love with the world. Whisper secrets to the moon...

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Nov 21, 2014

Nov 21, 2014 at 9:05 PM UTC

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I want to watch the stars tonight fall in love with the world. Whisper secrets to the moon...

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Leave me alone get out of my head when did you set up shop here anyway I can remember, but it feels like a while ago sitting in the foyer sink into the black cushions deep into the folds snuggled in like one of your hugs pulled in close to your heart. facing the window eyes never leaving the door for you might walk in I wrote this a long time ago staring at a coffee stained napkin with my pen at hand, You called as I was thinking of you deep in thought about your eyes your hair, your mouth over a cup of coffee. scratching down a poem on a coffee stained napkin eye on the door always has been since you left but you called and broke my thought broke it into a thousand pieces and my heart stuttered at the voice I heard at the laughter that came from within you I can’t remember the last time I heard that voice the last time I heard that laugh the last time i stopped looking at the door waiting for a miracle for you to walk in or i to walk out to you then you called and with that call you changed everything lump in my throat dazed and confused lit up like a light bulb the happiest on earth just that a phone call and im yours all over again. Fully rooted deep in my head never alone.

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Nov 12, 2014

Nov 12, 2014 at 11:30 PM UTC

Never Alone

Leave me alone get out of my head when did you set up shop here anyway I can remember, but it feels like a while ago sitting in the foyer sink into the black cushions deep into the folds snuggled in like one of your hugs pulled in close to your heart. facing the window eyes never leaving the door for you might walk in I wrote this a long time ago staring at a coffee stained napkin with my pen at hand, You called as I was thinking of you deep in thought about your eyes your hair, your mouth over a cup of coffee. scratching down a poem on a coffee stained napkin eye on the door always has been since you left but you called and broke my thought broke it into a thousand pieces and my heart stuttered at the voice I heard at the laughter that came from within you I can’t remember the last time I heard that voice the last time I heard that laugh the last time i stopped looking at the door waiting for a miracle for you to walk in or i to walk out to you then you called and with that call you changed everything lump in my throat dazed and confused lit up like a light bulb the happiest on earth just that a phone call and im yours all over again. Fully rooted deep in my head never alone.

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"Never love a wild thing. The bite marks they leave heal But the corrupt mind is yours to keep." "Can you not see? Even the most angelic mind the devil prances in."

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Oct 15, 2014

Oct 15, 2014 at 7:22 PM UTC

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"Never love a wild thing. The bite marks they leave heal But the corrupt mind is yours to keep." "Can you not see? Even the most angelic mind the devil prances in."

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You are on my mind every moment of every day, in the dead of night when Incubus rests on my chest, in the waking hours when Pothos juggles my heart. Who are you who haunts my soul shaking my very core

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Sep 27, 2014

Sep 27, 2014 at 4:00 PM UTC

Who are you...?

You are on my mind every moment of every day, in the dead of night when Incubus rests on my chest, in the waking hours when Pothos juggles my heart. Who are you who haunts my soul shaking my very core

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you are too perfect to be captured in words the lines of the paper your cell

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Aug 18, 2014

Aug 18, 2014 at 3:12 PM UTC

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you are too perfect to be captured in words the lines of the paper your cell

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'My hugs? Why?' ''Cause I felt safe in your hugs.' He really has no idea as I burst into tears...

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Aug 18, 2014

Aug 18, 2014 at 2:59 PM UTC

Hold me Tighter

'My hugs? Why?' ''Cause I felt safe in your hugs.' He really has no idea as I burst into tears...

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What would you do for who you loved? Would you let them inside? Inside to the true you? Would you let them know all your thoughts? Your deepest darkest secrets? Would you let them destroy you? **** yourself to save them? Is that love? Is love sacrificing everything? Does loving someone mean you would die for them? Die to save them physically, emotionally? Love? That we say is so joyous, grand, spectacular? Love? That we all need to feel worthy? Is it love that kills us? If you love them you will leave them. If you love them you would let them go. If you love them you should be happy they're happy without you. If you love them you should be content with the heartache. If you love them... What would you do for who you loved?

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Jul 20, 2014

Jul 20, 2014 at 1:48 AM UTC

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What would you do for who you loved? Would you let them inside? Inside to the true you? Would you let them know all your thoughts? Your deepest darkest secrets? Would you let them destroy you? **** yourself to save them? Is that love? Is love sacrificing everything? Does loving someone mean you would die for them? Die to save them physically, emotionally? Love? That we say is so joyous, grand, spectacular? Love? That we all need to feel worthy? Is it love that kills us? If you love them you will leave them. If you love them you would let them go. If you love them you should be happy they're happy without you. If you love them you should be content with the heartache. If you love them... What would you do for who you loved?

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