Love with you is farts
no make-up
ugly sleeping face
and attitude
so. much. attitude.
It's you knowing which foods make my stomach hurt
but giving them to me anyways
when I ask
It's you laughing when I say
"I'm not hungry"
or when I'm stomping around
angry about some shoes
It's you still thinking I'm pretty with 4 new zits
or at the barber shop when he only has part of my fade done
and the kisses on my freshly shaved head when its finally finished
Love with you is your uncanny sense of knowing when I need reassurance
my daily affirmation provider
"You are smart"
"You are ****
"You are everything"
It's you being a father to my children
the sassy grey tabby
and the sweet fluffy siamese
It's excessive PDA
feeding...spilling on each other, stealing drinks, and ****** grabs
the ability to make everyone around uncomfortable
as we love, touch, and (mostly) argue in our own little world
It's life-changing, mind-blowing, earth-shattering
and mundane
all at the same time
Simply, because you know too much excitement makes me tired
Love with you is the greatest gift this life has ever given me
and it's only the beginning
Nov 28, 2017
Nov 28, 2017 at 9:03 PM UTC
I am hard
and soft
He melts me
like putty in his hand
And shines me
like gold
I am old
and young
He makes me
giggle
Sweaty
as I try and pin him down
I am scared
and comfortable
He kisses my neck
says "you're beautiful"
So I stand before him bare
no clothes
no make-up
I am sad
and in love
He makes my heart soar
piece itself back together
Just a little different than before
Apr 28, 2017
Apr 28, 2017 at 8:30 AM UTC
I enjoy your invasion of my thoughts
Long late night talks
Boy, you make me hot
I yearn for your touch
The feeling of when its all too much
Curl my toes, and bite my lip
As my nails graze along your hip
That would have been enough
Just your sweet physical touch
But you unleashed it on my mind
A part of me I never thought I'd find
Reemerged
Oct 21, 2014
Oct 21, 2014 at 9:56 PM UTC
I do not care
All I remember is you playing with my hair
Legs on your lap
Stealing glaces at me
My god what a trap
Glorious in it's making
My heart was yours for the taking
In dark apartment corners
I thought I was special
Legs intertwined just like a pretzel
But that was never the case
No matter how sweet the embrace
All it was was *******
And I do not care
Sep 3, 2014
Sep 3, 2014 at 2:11 AM UTC
I stare at the screen
Willing myself not to reply
But I always do, always for you
What if you meant it this time
What if I don't get another chance
What if, What if, What if
When I know had I ignored
You would have adored
Subconsciously falling for my resistance
A love with no real substance
Sep 3, 2014
Sep 3, 2014 at 2:06 AM UTC
You're beautiful
Like a flower
Don't ever underestimate that power
The beauty and grace
That radiates from your sweet face
In darkness and light
You are always a lovely sight
Even when you're not here
The thought of your face is crystal clear
It gets me through the lonely nights
Sweet dreams of you holding me tight
With gentle kisses on my lips
As you feverishly grab along my hips
I gladly close my eyes
Traveling to a place with no goodbyes
Aug 31, 2014
Aug 31, 2014 at 11:20 PM UTC
I try to unwind my mind
But time
It passes so quickly
Never fast enough
For life's next big rush
I want to look at the stars,
see the sky
But instead
Inside I hide
Hide from the my mind,
which crushes my soul
These feelings that take ahold
Scare me to death
Always threatening my next breath
It feels pathetic
Pity
When you seem so well liked and witty
Is it all a lie
Or can I evolve to be someone who can actually try
Not sit back and wait
Always scared to enter the gate
Take the initiative
Jump the gun
For how much longer am I young
Young like the sun in the sky
Doing whatever to feel the high
The high of happiness,
so beautiful
But ever fleeting
Leaving life with little meaning
I hate this picture I crave
Will it ever force me to be brave
Brave like the people who don't sulk in their room
Brave like the people learning to bloom
Bloom like a flower
of which I adore
Can I build a fire inside
A fire to create the more
The more from life for which I crave
Or to my insecurities will I always be slave
Aug 27, 2014
Aug 27, 2014 at 1:42 AM UTC
You are like tequila
Thick with flavor
There for a good time
Winding me up,
just to bring me down
Mornings after are silly
and painful
Full of laughter
but always on a deadline
I hold you close
Cherish every moment
Knowing only I feel this way
So I drink you in
temporary joy
immediate satisfaction
Setting myself up for disaster
But a beautiful one at that
I regret nothing
Unlike tequila
I forget nothing
Aug 27, 2014
Aug 27, 2014 at 1:19 AM UTC