Why you love him so much
They ask
I dont know
I said
Tears were falling
And their hands taps my back
And Im sobbing.
Aug 9, 2020
Aug 9, 2020 at 9:22 AM UTC
I was in a deep coma
of loving you too much
of wanting you to stay
of making you believe in me.
When will I be awake then?
Mar 9, 2020
Mar 9, 2020 at 1:29 AM UTC
In this life,
I wish I am invisible right now
For people not to see these tears
For them not know I'm in pain
For them to realize I am happy.
But then,
I can’t hold it in
I really wanted to burst it
I am too sad to smile
And I don’t know what to do.
And if I quit,
I will lose everything
I work so hard to be on this
But if you don't want me anymore
Maybe you were right,
Let’s just end this.
(but then I can't.)
Mar 9, 2020
Mar 9, 2020 at 1:21 AM UTC
Why we always have to wait,
Even if you know
You’re not important
To that person
Can we just go
Can we just runaway
And never look back
Even though it hurts.
Why do we always have to do it,
Even if you know
That it’ll make you cry
And keep on wanting more
Can we just accept it
Can we just forget it
And never ask for more
Because we just wanted to go.
Jan 7, 2020
Jan 7, 2020 at 5:11 AM UTC
I wish I was her
Being spoiled,
Whenever she needed him
There he is
Holding her tight
I wish I was her
Being her guard,
Whenever she’s going to work
And going home
While holding her hand
I wish I was her
And I envy her so much
That tears were falling
And nothing in the world
I wish but to be her.
Apr 26, 2019
Apr 26, 2019 at 12:34 AM UTC
He has to go
though I don't want him to
he gonna let go
though I'm holding him tight.
I never beg
though my actions says it all
I don't want to cry
and now I'm trying not to.
But as I watch you walk away
far from were I'm standing
tears were falling
but then I'm the happiest
For I know that you'll come back
in my arms,
one day,
after few months.
Apr 5, 2019
Apr 5, 2019 at 2:33 AM UTC
I like him
But I'm inlove with someone else
I want to talk to him
But I might get hurt the one that I love.
I thought he was the one
But he isn't beside me,
he was my childhood friend
he cared so much but that's it.
This is part of loving someone
at the wrong timing they said,
that moment when you know everything
but it seems I have to let go.
Jan 22, 2019
Jan 22, 2019 at 4:40 AM UTC
I wanna see your face
not from the camera we used to talk.
I wanna hear your voice
and not just read your messages from day to day.
I wish to hold your hands
even squeeze your cheeks,
Tickle you until you cry out of happiness
And hug you tightly while you were still beside me.
I wanna tell you stories I was happy about
staring at you from day to night
and those were the moments I wished I can seize
but then again I remember we were apart.
Jan 21, 2019
Jan 21, 2019 at 4:04 AM UTC
Sometimes affection
makes us expect for more.
Sometimes we let our love
hurt us the most.
Sometimes we already tell our genuine feelings
but they tend to ignore it,
Because towards those people
Even if you love them they will not do the same.
Sep 28, 2018
Sep 28, 2018 at 11:08 PM UTC
A coffee on my right side
With a teaspoon of brewed coffee,
A tablespoon of creamer to make it fuller
And a teaspoon of sugar to add a little bit of sweetness.
A bread on my left side
With overflowing nutella
That I can't control
And I just smile to the fullest.
A notebook and a pen in front me
Mixing it all together to fill up my soul
To reminisce those pain that I had
That turns into a memory now.
Sep 20, 2018
Sep 20, 2018 at 8:03 PM UTC