What have you done? You’ve made me regret
I care if you love me cause I’ll never forget
Since the last time we’ve hugged... no
Not these weak things you call hugs
Since the first time we’d met
I’ve stared to your face and traced every line
Love and disgust, both at the same time
Love for the shape and person you are
Disgust in the name of morality
I feel both at the same time
My words don’t flow much like feelings for you
I don’t know why I fell out of love with you
I want what I can’t have
I shall make you never mine
I don’t know why I fell out of love with you
I want you back! Come to my arms!
I’ll make it okay! I’ll heal all your scars!
But we don’t have love
At least not the right kind
The kind with a life span nearly worthy of the stars
**** it up. I’m not yours.
Just go away… I can’t take you anymore…
Mar 5, 2014
Mar 5, 2014 at 8:22 PM UTC
I’ve sat quiet for several years now
I’ve just watched as you pushed me on
I’ve been laughing on the outside
I’ve sat quiet because I’m strong
I don’t complain when you go too far
I don’t care if I’m up till dawn
I don’t stop to take a rest
I don’t complain because I’m strong
I am still here because I don’t give in
I am content because you are wrong
I am not a fool for my beliefs or values
I am still here because I’m strong
Mar 5, 2014
Mar 5, 2014 at 7:59 PM UTC
I've been walking down a road where I swear I’m alone
And my feet have started hurting but onward I go
It’s always dark in this place with absolutely no trace
Of anyone or anything who could love me so
I keep pushing on and I head towards the light
Only my conscience to tell me that it’ll be alright
I’m doing fine, then I fall, knees are ******
I look up to a hand that helps me upright
This grey in the black almost seems to be white
It illuminates the path shining hope on a life
I didn't know things could be this way
But with you I just might stand up and fight
I put a little faith in finding myself
And with you I find things to smile about
But the problem is a big one
You’re not mine
And in the end, I end up wasting my time
I go back to the path and still keep tabs on you
You’re happy and I liked that, I wish I could be too
But when worst comes to worst there is nothing I can do
So I find myself dying just to be with you
I think I reached the end of this lonely, dark path
Maybe I should give up and just take a pass
I've got the means to do it, the motive too
But at the last moment you show up and ask:
What are you doing? Don’t you see that I care?
I've loved you for months now and no one compares
To the soul that I found. It must have been hard but now
I've got all the love and time it would take to repair
That sweet heart that wish had seen better days
I don’t know how you could throw that all away
But it doesn't matter now, I love you forever
I swear to god, no one could take me away.
Feb 14, 2014
Feb 14, 2014 at 9:43 PM UTC
It's a bright new world and I forgot my own name
I've been running in circles but I still can't complain
I met this kid who thought like I did
It was weird when I looked, like "Hey, we're the same."
He was just my height and the same length hair
He was brown, I was white but, hey we didn't care
We had the same religious views and knew exactly what to do
If one day we wanted to disappear
His best friend then was sort of a *****
He kept getting in our business 'cause he thinks he's the ****
We had each other's back and we never gave up
When the going gets tough ya' just gotta' keep truckin' and
It's a bright new world and I forgot my own name
I've been running in circles but I still can't complain
I met his kid who thought like I did
It was weird when I looked, like "Hey, we're the same."
Now he had a few chicks who wouldn't leave him alone
They were threatened by my face 'cause they're forever alone
And when they'd see me with him they'd cry and complain
Like holy **** their life would never be the same
But forever we stick together
Nothing could forever and ever be better
And when you ask how we do it we say
"When the going gets tough ya' just gotta' keep truckin'," and
It's a bright new world and I forgot my own name
I've been running in circles but I still can't complain
I met this kid who thought like I did
It was weird when I looked, like "Hey, we're the same."
Jan 14, 2014
Jan 14, 2014 at 11:12 PM UTC
In the fraction of a second
How could this Fracture of a sentence
Make a difference
You and I, we were gold but this
Plot twist between us is
Shifty at best and
Who’s to say it wasn't always this way
When the World isn’t always as it seems and this
Life was all a dream you and me
We coulda had it all
Live forever? Time we shall stall until it
Doesn't hurt almost at all... Like its
Kinda strange how when everything’s the same
Everything just stays like nothing ever changed
And hey, who’s to say? It might be kinda fun trying out
A world turned upside down
Plot twist
Now I know you and your story
The details? Frightful, sorta gory
Bad dreams keep you up, early morning
Before the sun logs in, snoring
You were thinking up revenge
On every shoddy friend
Who’d ever done you wrong
Like **** it, I’m strong”
But now it’s...
“Excuse me, I’m sorry”
I call you on your ******** malarkey
Plot twist
Dec 19, 2013
Dec 19, 2013 at 10:25 PM UTC
You mean more to me than every bad memory,
and any cruel enemy who would choose to afflict me,
You're the epitome of every reverie in every mind that's been blown,
and this time, it has shown, we can survive.
Dec 13, 2013
Dec 13, 2013 at 9:05 PM UTC
I bought a hat the other day
In the car almost swept away
From my head, but what can I say?
I love my panda hat, anyway
Took it to school to show a friend
Wore it around till the very end
Love the smiles others send
Another day I did amend
Covered ears
Tassels, fur
"I like your hat"
Thank you, sir!
Oct 14, 2013
Oct 14, 2013 at 4:29 PM UTC
the AC kicks on
and the rain falls a little harder
and I think back to you
to what made us fail
this song tells the tail
that its too late to apologize
we were sweet
like candy and tea
but you looked away
my devotion ran deep and red
now its turning blue
and its too late to apologize
we could have worked
if we had kissed
but alas...
the moment fled
and you fell asleep
and its too late to apologize
Oct 13, 2013
Oct 13, 2013 at 12:40 AM UTC