jay-mance - Hello Poetry

Funny thing is you think that its okay, breaking my heart the way that you do. Who would've thought I wasnt like what you're used to? You say I was wrong, I say I was right. We just say things at the wrong time, putting up a fight. You said it's goodbye too but I can't resist missing you. Why couldn't it be me and you? I've gotta say, cupid got the first hit. You're such a challenge, Is it worth it? I want you more, More than you could ever realize. From your deepest demons To the angel in your eyes. All this time passes by. I can't forget your face. Making my way to your heart, I need to win this race. If you want love, I want the same thing. I want it all baby. You are the one for me, It shouldn't be that hard to see. We can take forever if we wanted to. All you gotta say is I Do. You can open up, I won't abuse you. We can do things If you let me through. I want you to want me, want you to need me, want you to tell me I'm your everything. It's there... I know it's somewhere, your love for me.

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Sep 5, 2015

Sep 5, 2015 at 3:04 PM UTC

Your love

Funny thing is you think that its okay, breaking my heart the way that you do. Who would've thought I wasnt like what you're used to? You say I was wrong, I say I was right. We just say things at the wrong time, putting up a fight. You said it's goodbye too but I can't resist missing you. Why couldn't it be me and you? I've gotta say, cupid got the first hit. You're such a challenge, Is it worth it? I want you more, More than you could ever realize. From your deepest demons To the angel in your eyes. All this time passes by. I can't forget your face. Making my way to your heart, I need to win this race. If you want love, I want the same thing. I want it all baby. You are the one for me, It shouldn't be that hard to see. We can take forever if we wanted to. All you gotta say is I Do. You can open up, I won't abuse you. We can do things If you let me through. I want you to want me, want you to need me, want you to tell me I'm your everything. It's there... I know it's somewhere, your love for me.

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Wish it didn't matter what I did then All that should matter is what I'm doing right now.. I'd do anything for you at all costs your wish is my command but I understand. I should have told you sooner but we had such a good thing baby I didn't wanna lose it all. I kept this secret too long from you. You know you'll always be my girl.

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Dec 19, 2013

Dec 19, 2013 at 11:38 PM UTC

My girl

Wish it didn't matter what I did then All that should matter is what I'm doing right now.. I'd do anything for you at all costs your wish is my command but I understand. I should have told you sooner but we had such a good thing baby I didn't wanna lose it all. I kept this secret too long from you. You know you'll always be my girl.

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This is a new story, Like Romeo & Juliet. or maybe it was a different one... I dunno I seem to forget. Oh wait i know! its more like Adam & Eve, the Garden of Eden Oh yes! That's a better comparison i believe. Lets get into it.... Its hard to put in words.. Like explaining an addiction, or trying to sing in a room full of birds. I'll start with a description of a girl that overdosed on no prescription. Brown eyes, Soft lips, perfect height, that hair, mmm... those hips. So tempting, But she is not my Eve. I'd say she is my apple, A taste you would not believe. I knew ahead of time, what I was getting into. But I can say I didn't care. Especially after what I'd been through. But that's a different story. I'm in love with this girl, and its safe to say its real. Unlike last time, she loves me too.. This I truly feel. But to get into the title, there's just one barrier... There are these few beautiful people.. One of which Carried her. They wouldn't approve, but I continue to push. against a wall that won't move. I wanted a piece of that Forbidden Fruit, despite the warnings to stay away. But I'm in love what do you expect me to do? I guess we'll charge it to a part of the game.

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Oct 13, 2013

Oct 13, 2013 at 2:00 PM UTC

Forbidden Fruit

This is a new story, Like Romeo & Juliet. or maybe it was a different one... I dunno I seem to forget. Oh wait i know! its more like Adam & Eve, the Garden of Eden Oh yes! That's a better comparison i believe. Lets get into it.... Its hard to put in words.. Like explaining an addiction, or trying to sing in a room full of birds. I'll start with a description of a girl that overdosed on no prescription. Brown eyes, Soft lips, perfect height, that hair, mmm... those hips. So tempting, But she is not my Eve. I'd say she is my apple, A taste you would not believe. I knew ahead of time, what I was getting into. But I can say I didn't care. Especially after what I'd been through. But that's a different story. I'm in love with this girl, and its safe to say its real. Unlike last time, she loves me too.. This I truly feel. But to get into the title, there's just one barrier... There are these few beautiful people.. One of which Carried her. They wouldn't approve, but I continue to push. against a wall that won't move. I wanted a piece of that Forbidden Fruit, despite the warnings to stay away. But I'm in love what do you expect me to do? I guess we'll charge it to a part of the game.

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Alright so now it gets silly No wait its getting real I've sat by long enough Its time to say what I feel. You've spent so much time Turning me into the Joker I've tried to stay calm But **** that this isn't poker. You might wanna stop reading Because this will be a long one, My heart has stopped beating And my rage burns like the Sun. Let's recap on some things Take a look from my perspective. I wanted to preserve our bond But I've got a new objective.. You made me the bad guy, Because I agreed with your mother. Its as if you forgot the good, Almost like we never loved each other. Yeah I called you selfish But tell me I was wrong. All the things you kept hidden I can't remember how long I waited for you to show emotion Because that mask was a ******* lie It's sad, I saw it all You were only truthful when you cry. Oh since he teaches you to love, Was that a lie too? A year and two months, Was it wasted on you? I've got more to say But I'll save it for the next one. I've got to cool down But this rant its not done.

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Jul 31, 2013

Jul 31, 2013 at 8:12 PM UTC

7/31/2013

Alright so now it gets silly No wait its getting real I've sat by long enough Its time to say what I feel. You've spent so much time Turning me into the Joker I've tried to stay calm But **** that this isn't poker. You might wanna stop reading Because this will be a long one, My heart has stopped beating And my rage burns like the Sun. Let's recap on some things Take a look from my perspective. I wanted to preserve our bond But I've got a new objective.. You made me the bad guy, Because I agreed with your mother. Its as if you forgot the good, Almost like we never loved each other. Yeah I called you selfish But tell me I was wrong. All the things you kept hidden I can't remember how long I waited for you to show emotion Because that mask was a ******* lie It's sad, I saw it all You were only truthful when you cry. Oh since he teaches you to love, Was that a lie too? A year and two months, Was it wasted on you? I've got more to say But I'll save it for the next one. I've got to cool down But this rant its not done.

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Longing dusty roads Here I come. Longing winding trails of life Here I come. Don't know where I'm going But I sure know where I'm from. I don't know What the futures got for me.. So many highways So many by ways As I journey on.. Climb over the mountains, Cross over the waters.. Deep waters I gotta move on... Here I come, Watching my stride. Here I come, Still got my pride. Here I come, Watching the line. Here I come, Biding my time..

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Jul 26, 2013

Jul 26, 2013 at 7:29 PM UTC

Here I Come

Longing dusty roads Here I come. Longing winding trails of life Here I come. Don't know where I'm going But I sure know where I'm from. I don't know What the futures got for me.. So many highways So many by ways As I journey on.. Climb over the mountains, Cross over the waters.. Deep waters I gotta move on... Here I come, Watching my stride. Here I come, Still got my pride. Here I come, Watching the line. Here I come, Biding my time..

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Lightning strikes so turn off the lights.. Beware the loss of power in this heavy rain shower.. Is what I hear thundering? Maybe its just God's tummy Rumbling... Gusts of wind blowing Light flood, river flowing.. The sun comes out and rainbows begin to form... That lets me know this is the good part of the storm..

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Jul 19, 2013

Jul 19, 2013 at 9:27 PM UTC

The Storm

Lightning strikes so turn off the lights.. Beware the loss of power in this heavy rain shower.. Is what I hear thundering? Maybe its just God's tummy Rumbling... Gusts of wind blowing Light flood, river flowing.. The sun comes out and rainbows begin to form... That lets me know this is the good part of the storm..

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That brings me to my current state, quickly growing into a better man. Moving forward at an increasing rate, no longer expecting her to understand. But I know I have a clean slate. A few girls tried to hook me, but nah I didn't take the bait. I think I said it before, I see this path as truly straight. This newfound freedom, the feel of change and yes its great. I can say I'm over you, and yeah I know you can relate. But I'm done with curveballs, just wait till the right girl hits the plate. I can live my life without you, so rest assured that there's no hate.

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Jul 17, 2013

Jul 17, 2013 at 9:38 AM UTC

Acceptance

That brings me to my current state, quickly growing into a better man. Moving forward at an increasing rate, no longer expecting her to understand. But I know I have a clean slate. A few girls tried to hook me, but nah I didn't take the bait. I think I said it before, I see this path as truly straight. This newfound freedom, the feel of change and yes its great. I can say I'm over you, and yeah I know you can relate. But I'm done with curveballs, just wait till the right girl hits the plate. I can live my life without you, so rest assured that there's no hate.

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Now this was my time to turn the table I flipped it.... Didn't really wanna touch this phase so I skipped it.. If pride was a pool well you could say that I dipped it.. Had my chance to sever the bond but instead I gripped it.. Settling for friendship hurt my heart so from my chest I ripped it.. Lack of emotion caused acceptance, so your title I stripped it..

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Jul 17, 2013

Jul 17, 2013 at 9:33 AM UTC

Negotiation

Now this was my time to turn the table I flipped it.... Didn't really wanna touch this phase so I skipped it.. If pride was a pool well you could say that I dipped it.. Had my chance to sever the bond but instead I gripped it.. Settling for friendship hurt my heart so from my chest I ripped it.. Lack of emotion caused acceptance, so your title I stripped it..

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Another installment of this session brief period of breaking we'll just call it the depression I'm strong I can teach but it was time I learned a lesson that girl she's out of reach but I can count that as a blessing. I hit the gym to try to get this weight down I'm getting slim 3x's are becoming like night gowns all this to take my mind off her yeah it must be fate now I wanted to negotiate but the thought just caused my breakdown...

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Jul 17, 2013

Jul 17, 2013 at 9:29 AM UTC

Depression

Another installment of this session brief period of breaking we'll just call it the depression I'm strong I can teach but it was time I learned a lesson that girl she's out of reach but I can count that as a blessing. I hit the gym to try to get this weight down I'm getting slim 3x's are becoming like night gowns all this to take my mind off her yeah it must be fate now I wanted to negotiate but the thought just caused my breakdown...

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That brings me to the next step with my love and me let's call it phase two in this road to my recovery "Man **** that ***** but the hatred just befuddled me confusion causing my depression really needed you to cuddle me..

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Jul 17, 2013

Jul 17, 2013 at 9:23 AM UTC

Anger

That brings me to the next step with my love and me let's call it phase two in this road to my recovery "Man **** that ***** but the hatred just befuddled me confusion causing my depression really needed you to cuddle me..

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