What causes it?
For reality and delusions to get warped into one
Is it the crippling solitude of the darkness?
Is it the heavy weight of abuse?
Or perhaps the decay of never being seen
When does the soul die?
Does it die when shrouded by abandoned night,
Does it die when no one sees the life that beats?
Or perhaps does it die, when there's no love to be found
A slow descent it is,
One stained by unseen tears, unheard howls....
Is it madness to succumb to the one true love,
The one that accepts all,
Understands everything,
But still embraces you
Ah', the pain, it turns to pleasure
How it aches with life
I no longer feel cold....
I feel nothing but bliss, so please, my new friend
Don't abandon me
You and darkness are all I have left
Jun 18, 2025
Jun 18, 2025 at 12:56 AM UTC
Bitter night, resentful howls of the abyss
Once a frightening omen turned lifesaver,
Now your deafening silence once more plagues me
Why have you turned your back on me,
Why does your company now make my heart ache,
The sweet sound of relief, now turned to a bombarding reminder
In pursuit of the dawn, I said farewell to you
But the chaos of life has brought us back together
Despite the sun shining upon me, I feel no warmth nor hope
Bitter night, resentful howl of the abyss,
At least I still have you in this drowning solitude
The night always waiting to keep me company once the sun sets
Until eternity at long last binds us forever
Jun 15, 2025
Jun 15, 2025 at 7:48 PM UTC
In a world of chaos, you eventually became balace
You became the center of gravity amidst the sea of flaming chaos
A dose of reality that set the laws of light
So tell me then, dear friend, when did you go from being my sun to being the black hole that destroys all?
Was it when you demanded more energy from a collapsing star?
Is it my fault for not showing more weakness?
Should I have asked for more?
Could I have asked for help....
Or was I simply to weak, another consume;
My shine to weak, for the flame that consumes all within reach of the Supernova
Sep 6, 2024
Sep 6, 2024 at 6:00 AM UTC
Oh abyss,
Why must you be so addictive
The embrace never felt,
The love never reciprocated,
This is the yearnings of the unheard
For salvation
For enlightenment
For all, but reality
The dear abyss of the unknown
Sep 6, 2024
Sep 6, 2024 at 5:48 AM UTC
Love, thy double edge blade
Pierces the depths of my soul
It sets the world a' blaze
The warmth that thaws even my frozen heart
Yet, thy blade destroys the equilibrium
It makes me impulsive, reckless, fearless of the abyssal darkness
How can one not be consumed by the temptation of the warmth?
The flames that light up the night, are also the flames that consume all reason
Oh love, thy embrace is as wicked as it is salvation itself
Is this madness?
Is this real?
Why does the beat of my own heart surprise me?
You wicked fiend, although bittersweet
I'm grateful to feel such warmth
Oh love, my double edge blade
Aug 1, 2024
Aug 1, 2024 at 5:05 PM UTC
The Great will fall
The Failures shall rise
And what once was, will never come to be again
Lines are being drawn,
Sides being chosen
As unity self-destructs for rebirth;
What is true?
What is a false illusion?
The righteous, the evil, and all the in-between,
None will matter as Humanity's worse is dragged out unto the daylight
No more secrets
No more denial
There's no where to run
So I'll embrace this shitshow
This sick joke of reality, with open arms
I'll draw my own lines and choose my own side
Not for victory, do I take a a steeled step forward;
I will not fight for self-righteous falsehoods
But for my own freedom to simply be
Simply being and letting be,
Something that the world seems to have forgotten
Aug 11, 2023
Aug 11, 2023 at 2:31 PM UTC
**** people, literally and figuratively
Be yourselves because nothing's promised in this life,
Not life,
Not death,
Nor happiness nor agony
So live life to the fullest,
To please the only God y'all should give a **** about;
Yourselves
Be happy,
Be sad,
Be in agony,
Be in love
But above all else,
Continue to be human because you only have one life
And no amount of regret or wishful thinking will turn back the sands of time
And time itself is fleeting,
Ever more reason to enjoy life while you can
Jun 21, 2023
Jun 21, 2023 at 12:16 AM UTC
I'm a fraud
A liar
An utter mess
I keep on walking, smiling, trying
Yet to what end is this all for?
Hope, dreams, and aspirations are of no worth to those dead inside
It doesn't matter how hard one tries, that twinkle will never return to our eyes
In our solitude are we with kindred souls
Through tears, we smile
For the remembrance of our precious beat do we trudge on
I'm not alone in my suffrage
Though not my intent, do the lies spout
For those who still have that twinkle
Whom still have the beat of life within
For the love that tethers me to them
Such are the lies told;
Of excitement for the next dawn
Of aspirations for the future
Of hope for tomorrow
Apr 30, 2022
Apr 30, 2022 at 2:14 AM UTC
Dark misfortune may gather up above,
Bleak clouds that shower and beat the oblivious earth
Dread, Pain, and Despair soak and pool together
Yet know that this will pass, though the trials are rough and unbearing
It's essential for life
Wrath may strike across the heavens
And as hope is overshadowed by Anguish
There's no escape from the dark days
This too is essential for life, for rebirth
In time the heavens will be pierced by the rays of life
The pools will fade, the winds will settle, and the silence of peace will return
The storms will concede, the sun will shine once more
The stars will still be there twinkling and gleaming
The reward for endearing the dark stormy days,
Is the profound beauty of life all around;
Life isn't only joy and sunlight
It's also endearing the hard times
Feb 15, 2022
Feb 15, 2022 at 9:21 PM UTC
A gem multifaceted
Different avenues, different worlds?
To fail is to succeed, to succeed is to die
What do you do when both heaven and hell reject you?
Do you cry indignation?
Do you beg forgiveness?
Or do you do nothing?
A gem upon the heavens, one that shines but only in the night
A star that shines only within the shadows?
To be reborn is to forsake, to stay is to condemn
What do you do when there is no way to move?
Stay stagnant and a relic?
Risk it for rebirth?
A celestial being with potential tainted
Too bleak to shine upon the heavens
Too bright to shine within the cesspool
So do you fade away?
NO!
You shine upon the heavens!
Purify the cesspool!
Rise or descend upon it all!
A Fallen Star answers to none but helps all!
A Fallen Star is what we are!
Failure and hope in one
The children that neither HELL nor HEAVEN saves
The children that shine through it all;
Dust, darkness, hail, or sunshine
The Fallen Stars shine bright, not for the sake of Heaven nor Hell
But for themselves
That's what makes us Falling Stars
Jan 28, 2022
Jan 28, 2022 at 4:38 AM UTC