I havnt written here in a while
I know what I write here aren’t actually poems I just like to share my thoughts
I had always been the one who ended a relationship
Not saying much there were only two.
So when the time came for this one to end I was very shocked
I know nobody is reading this because everyone I would use this with left it behind
So I will use it to type how I feel
I never thought it would end like this
You were the perfect girl
The person who was always there for me when I needed you
You always cared and comforted me
I couldn’t have asked for a better girlfriend
I wish I could go back and do things differently
I would try a little harder
Tell you much I care one extra time
Do everything I could to be there for you like you were for me
I know you say it’s just who I am and I can’t help it but I would do anything for you
I just wanted it to work out as much as you did
I just want you to be happy
But I also want to be the reason you are happy
So when you said being with me makes you unhappy it made me feel like the worst kind of person
The kind of person who isn’t there for someone who needs them
I’m sorry for not caring enough
I’m sorry for not loving you enough
I know you don’t want me to be but I can’t help it
All I want is you and I didn’t see it coming
So when u called me that night after u left me and drove away the last thing I expected is what came out of your mouth.
For I am truly heartbroken
Nov 6, 2017
Nov 6, 2017 at 11:23 PM UTC
Who knows what this even is
Do I feel it
Did I ever feel it at all
But what I do know is,
Never regret something that made you happy
Aug 13, 2016
Aug 13, 2016 at 10:17 PM UTC
I never imagined not hearing those three words back would hurt this much
Dec 26, 2015
Dec 26, 2015 at 11:00 PM UTC
My head
My mind
My conscience
All of it feels like it has exploded into a million pieces
Dec 26, 2015
Dec 26, 2015 at 10:51 PM UTC
I feel like I'm getting closer and closer
But in my heart I know I going no where
I need to learn when to stop
When I have been trailing to long to continue
When do I know if I have waited too long
I guess I never will
So for now I'll just wait some more
May 14, 2015
May 14, 2015 at 10:34 PM UTC
I feel like I've been chasing you forever
Like you are so far away I'll never reach you
But I know I can't give up
Because I know I will reach you some day
Someday day I will finally make it
I WILL catch up to you
And you will be able to see how much effort I put into chasing you
And how much you mean to me
So when this day comes I hope you appriciate it as much as I will
Apr 23, 2015
Apr 23, 2015 at 11:05 PM UTC
Here is a challenge for you all.
Try to have nothing but positive thoughts for one minute.
Then try two minutes
And eventually try a whole day
Challenge yourself see how long you can go with nothing but positive thoughts.
Its not easy but it's life changing
Apr 9, 2015
Apr 9, 2015 at 10:34 AM UTC
Knowing your chanced are slim to none
But you just can't give up
She means to much to you
But that might be your biggest reason to stop
You don't know if she is starting to like you
Or just too nice to tell you the truth
So I'm sitting here with my chest burning from sadness
And I don't know what to do
Mar 20, 2015
Mar 20, 2015 at 1:11 AM UTC
One of the most amazing feelings
Is going to bed with your heart beating louder then ever
Beating so loud because of the way she makes you feel
Because she makes you feel special
No matter if she knows it or not you love her
And she may not know how she feels
But you know how you feel
And that is all that matters at the end of the day
Because how you feel is what makes that beat
That feeling
That most amazing feeling
Mar 16, 2015
Mar 16, 2015 at 1:35 AM UTC