Why break a fight
about some lost chocolates
though i am sure
absolutely sure
that i gave them to you last
i looked up a term
gas lighting
Ever heard of it?
May 23, 2019
May 23, 2019 at 5:40 PM UTC
she sits behind the tv
watching in the living room
surrounded by her family
with empty eyes
the only things she says
are empty lies:
“I'm okay, I'm alright,
don't worry 'bout me”
she was in her own fight
and as a reality show plays
in her mind she thinks
of all the different ways
and with the morning light
she takes a chair and a rope
having chosen on one of them
to the tree in the garden
to make a final flight.
Jun 17, 2016
Jun 17, 2016 at 4:20 PM UTC
My worn pages are my scars
they show the places that I've been to
they show I've seen the stars
My painted quotes are the words I spoke
And although they often speak of you,
they were always perceived as a joke
Now my binding is falling apart
And I don't know what to do
When will it come?
This happy ending part
Apr 21, 2016
Apr 21, 2016 at 6:24 AM UTC
Care to explain
the reason for being angry
for swearing at me
tell me what I did
I might say sorry
If only I knew what I did wrong
you don't have to disrespect me
just use words I understand
**** you too
for making me feel bad
for I don't know what
I don't need friends who use me
and downgrade me because of their own jealousy
**** you too*
Mar 8, 2016
Mar 8, 2016 at 2:28 PM UTC
Stop making me feel bad
for things like having higher grades
Stop being jealous
on someone you don't know
Stop expecting things
what will come will come
Stop comparing
I am not you and you are not me
Jan 25, 2016
Jan 25, 2016 at 4:18 AM UTC
All the noise of the world,
can not make up for the silence in my heart.
For where once a lullaby of love was sung,
you can now only hear the beat of the drum.
Here on earth, magic used to exist,
displayed by the mysteries of nature
But now all that we have left,
is an explanation on a paper.
My childhood has passed,
no space to wonder anymore.
When even the shape of my heart,
made place for reality.
Dec 21, 2015
Dec 21, 2015 at 5:16 AM UTC
My future has been long decided,
all to do was follow the right way,
and make the right choices,
for every wrong one I had to pay.
My sight had been forced into one direction,
all I could see was yesterday
but one morning I opened my eyes,
and knew, it was time to go away.
The whole world stretched out before me
and living right here, in today
I learnt the meaning of freedom:
I can do whatever I say
Dec 18, 2015
Dec 18, 2015 at 3:29 PM UTC
And the perfect girl broke down,
the girl who got the highest grades
and always had her work done neat,
she finally shred her tears,
destroyed by society,
asking her things she couldn't do,
she came home after school,
desperate to escape reality,
her father didn't ask about her day,
but told her to help in the house,
and that was it,
she cried all night.
Dec 17, 2015
Dec 17, 2015 at 3:06 PM UTC
When reality gets bad,
I like to escape,
I read and write of countries never existed,
about wars in a beautiful landscape.
My mind is thinking only about there,
The responsibilities are never mine,
As I balance between these worlds,
on a very fine line.
Often I have to go back,
To the reality of my life,
Forced by the not-caring people around me,
and I grab my often used knife.
Let me stay there,
when reality gets bad,
There I don't have to deal with myself,
There I don't have to pretend not to be sad,
when reality gets bad.
Nov 26, 2015
Nov 26, 2015 at 2:57 AM UTC
My mind is thinking
buzzing with ideas
Can't form a single sentence
my head is to far ahead of me.
Got a pen in my hand
which my brain seems to ignore
Gonna make one more attempt
Before I throw this paper to the floor.
Oct 18, 2015
Oct 18, 2015 at 10:45 AM UTC