I woke up tangled
in my headphones.
I woke up slightly strangled,
remembering the patient tones
you used to explain to me
why I was still in love with you.
I woke up, no longer free,
not quite sure how to undo
what I said when I was sad,
and tired.
May 10, 2014
May 10, 2014 at 9:52 AM UTC
You look depressed, stressed, oppressed,
They say.
Really? Imagine
my surprise
At their pitying eyes
I checked the mirror
To see myself clearer,
I thought I looked okay.
But soon that thought became
my own torturous little game,
and overcame my happy mind
You look stressed,
depressed,
oppressed.
You ARE stressed,
depressed,
oppressed.
Well now I am.
Apr 29, 2014
Apr 29, 2014 at 8:18 PM UTC
My stomach
Is full
Too full
I wonder what it would take
To get rid of it all
I feel so sick
So wrong
Apr 29, 2014
Apr 29, 2014 at 8:11 PM UTC
When I died
No one ever saw me
The wind blew through me
And I was colorless
Mar 22, 2014
Mar 22, 2014 at 11:38 PM UTC
Kissing your scars
Your beautiful memories,
trapped in thin lines across your shoulder.
You used a knife to cut them out,
and they flowed down your arm,
mingling and mixing with your beautiful blood,
red and bittersweet
and smelling of rust.
And you cry and scream,
but you can't escape yourself.
Mar 1, 2014
Mar 1, 2014 at 11:14 PM UTC
The rattling jingle of a belt buckle
Your soft intake of breath
The way it caresses my face when you set it free
You trail your hands down,
Down across my ribs
Lightly trace my hip
Leave me kisses on a collarbone
I am so exposed
But I don't care
This darkness is warm
This darkness is safe
Mar 1, 2014
Mar 1, 2014 at 4:13 PM UTC
Books, books,
So many printed pages!
Whisper your sweet lies in my ear,
teach me to forget my black and white world,
with all the rules and expectations.
Let me taste the crisp morning air
in a fairytale.
Let me experience pain, longing, rage, love,
that I've never felt before.
Carry me away on a tide of ink.
Dec 16, 2013
Dec 16, 2013 at 6:26 PM UTC
Give me a Sarie tone poem
like light on a Monet haystack,
or Brazillian Astrud like a Matisse line.
Let me lie down in a half-shuttered room
in the south of France with Matisse
and the soft flutter
of heavy -feathered white doves,
their mild calls.
Only a little time, Henri,
before Picasso will come with his big boots.
We should take our afternoon.
Dec 9, 2013
Dec 9, 2013 at 4:24 PM UTC
Take off your pants
Nothing will happen. Unless you want it to.
Take off your pants
I love you
It's your choice, no further than you want
Just take off your **** pants
Dec 7, 2013
Dec 7, 2013 at 12:44 PM UTC
I like boys
(I think)
And I'm dating one
But...
If she kissed me.
Kissed me....
I would kiss her back
God, would I kiss her back
Dec 7, 2013
Dec 7, 2013 at 1:56 AM UTC
