It's 3:30 in the morning and once again I can't sleep
I keep seeing your face flash in my mind
It's only for a brief second but for that second, everything felt right
You were here again, your eyes were as full of life as I remember
Softness lingered in the room
Joy electrified my heart
Life raced through my veins
Tears welled in my eyes
I didn't want the feelings to leave
But just like you, they were gone before I could say goodbye.
Jun 18, 2012
Jun 18, 2012 at 6:45 AM UTC
"Jesus loves me this I know,
For the Bible tells me so"
I know this song and so do you,
But do you really think its true?
Do you think a glorious Lord
Sent His Son down to this world
A world of evil, corruption, and sin
To die and then be raised again?
Do you believe that He was nailed
Against a cross, our sins now veiled
To not only forgive us, but wipe from His mind,
The things that we've done, my God is so kind
Isn't it amazing?! You just have to believe
In a Savior so holy, makes you fall to your knees
Makes you fall to the ground to worship a King
Who died for our sins, let us praise Him and sing
"yes, Jesus loves me...
yes, Jesus loves me...
yes, Jesus loves me...
the Bible tells me so."
- Jamie
Jun 17, 2012
Jun 17, 2012 at 3:18 PM UTC
I don't care what you say,
I'll speak my mind anyway
I'll write a book about out fights
I'll scream my thoughts from massive heights
I'll tell the world 'bout what you've done
I'll tell them all, one by one.
I won't stop until I'm through
I'll change their opinions about you.
They'll cry for you because now they know
Who you pretend to be is just a show
They'll curse you for the things you've done
They'll remember too, you have not won.
I don't care how this makes you feel
What you did still seems unreal
I can't believe what you've put me through
All those times, I wish I knew.
Well, now I know, and so do they
You'll get what's given, I heard them say
And now it's time to strike the match,
I'm burning the bridge, I'm locking the latch.
The latch to my heart, you once held the key...
Silly girl, how stupid of me.
- Jamie
Jun 16, 2012
Jun 16, 2012 at 9:01 PM UTC
Rushing falling crashing down
Burning embers hit the ground
The things we had now dust and ash
All the memories left in the past
The good, the bad, the ugly too
All are burned, now all is new.
- Jamie
Jun 15, 2012
Jun 15, 2012 at 5:07 PM UTC
Happy ever after can be found
I'll pick myself up off the ground.
I'll look to God, thanks abound
I know he smiles, but hear no sound
Faith knows He's there, when can't be seen.
My future bright, my slate is clean.
Thanks to Him, the King of Kings
My eyes light up, my spirit sings
I collect my things, dust off my heart
Stand again, it's my brand new start.
- Jamie
Jun 15, 2012
Jun 15, 2012 at 5:06 PM UTC
Next to me, it's where you belong
Holding my hand, singing a song.
Kissing me gently from my head to my toes
You know the things that nobody knows
My secrets, desires, fears, and more
You make my heart an open door
There's no need to hide it, because it's you I can trust
Kissing my lips and tasting my lust. Why I trust you, nobody knows
But I let you take over when my eyes are closed.
Holding my hand, singing a song
Next to me is where you belong.
- Jamie
Jun 15, 2012
Jun 15, 2012 at 5:02 PM UTC
Too many thoughts race through my mind,
Too many thoughts, all at one time.
Thoughts of our past and the things that we did,
I need all these thoughts to be covered and hid.
Hid in a place they will never be found,
In a box or a tomb deep underground.
A place I wont find them and dwell on again
A place I can leave to let my new life begin.
- Jamie
Jun 15, 2012
Jun 15, 2012 at 4:32 PM UTC
I'll sit here in silence, I wont say a word.
I'll listen to you and you will be heard.
You can say what you need to as long as its true,
You can tell me you've missed me, just like I have missed you.
You can tell me the things that I wont want to hear,
You can tell me your struggles, your pains, and your fears.
I'll be here to listen, right by your side,
I'll be your salvation, your safe place to hide.
When no one is there to hear your thoughts out
Just know that I'm waiting without a doubt.
- Jamie
Jun 15, 2012
Jun 15, 2012 at 4:31 PM UTC
Your eyes are like lullabies
Just waiting to be read
Your kiss so gentle and so sweet
It sends me off to bed
Your warm embrace alone
Sends shivers down my spine
Just one single simple touch
Makes me so glad you're mine.
It's strange to me that just a text
Puts a smile on my face
You always make me happy
No matter what the case
Your hands are always there for me
Our fingers intertwined.
Just one single simple touch
Makes me so glad you're mine.
A glance my way is all it takes
- my heart begins to pound
I think I know what this all means
- my true love has been found
A kiss, a hug, it just a look
And the stars are all aligned.
And just one single simple touch
Makes me so glad you're mine.
-Jamie
Jun 15, 2012
Jun 15, 2012 at 4:30 PM UTC
The fear inside screams out my name
Tells me to run, take cover from rain
But what do I do? Listen and hide?
No, grab my umbrella, prepare for the ride.
I put on my rain boots, and although they are soaked,
I step out to an ocean, my fears soon take float.
Drifting away to the abyss that's unseen...
It's time to continue... Grab hold of my dream.
- Jamie
Jun 15, 2012
Jun 15, 2012 at 4:29 PM UTC