I looked up and seen the stars
They were dancing inbetween the clouds
Did they ask to be let down
Into our vision
No they didn’t want to be seen
They were here for us to wonder about
Are we alone
Are we truly home
Is my home here
Or amongst the stars
I’m
Bored here
I’m
Tired
Lonely
But it’s like hide and seek and you still haven’t found me
Look to those stars
Look at me
Sliding over the clouds
The rain will fall
I’ll fall on you
You can
Hug
Me
Again
Dec 24, 2021
Dec 24, 2021 at 12:29 AM UTC
We are all apart of this beautiful nightmare
The stares never would fight fare
I use to dream under those abandoned stairs
Wrapped up in a blanket from somewhere
I guess I truly never cared
As long as the drugs were around to share.
Do you see me fighting
My demons are winning
I’m unaware I’m hurting
I’m curating my own death
I’m shuffling in the corner
The only light I share is from
My lighter
I wish I could just dream
But my eyes are stuck wide open
Can you hear the demon
It’s laughter
Or is this my own personal nightmare
Do you see me fighting
My demons are winning
I’m unaware I’m hurting
I’m curating my own death
I find solace I’ll be saved
Before I dig myself my own grave
I pray to God he will share his grace
And get me out of this miserable place
Do you see me fighting
My demons are winning
I’m unaware I’m hurting
I’m curating my own death
Dec 23, 2021
Dec 23, 2021 at 7:17 AM UTC
I almost forgot about you today
But I was switching my music on my phone
And hit that stupid pothole
The one we hit together when your coffee spilled everywhere
I never understood why it takes so long for potholes to get filled and fixed.
Instead they let other little potholes form
Until the whole road is a ******* mess.
I was looking down after my head smacked the ceiling of my car and I noticed that coffee stain, it was like a little piece of time was locked away deep in the fabric of my car seat. I wish I never hit that pothole.
I would’ve been able to slowly let you fade from my memory, until someday I’m
Gone and the only thing left is that small coffee stain on my cars seat.
Someone else will get the car and wonder what happened for this stain to get there, they will have no idea it happened on a day when a man was deeply madly in love with a girl.
They’ll wash it away
They’ll just fix that pothole
The memory will never exist
Dec 21, 2021
Dec 21, 2021 at 11:21 PM UTC
I hear a ding as the door opens to the diner
My beard itches a little so I scratch it
Out of the corner of my eye I see a child spill their crayons.
One rolls under the table
Lands by my foot.
I pick it up dust it off and hand it to the waitress, everyone thinks it’s so sweet and tells me how nice that is.
The whole diner thinks I’m so nice, but inside I feel like a
Over Easy Egg on white toast.
Sep 9, 2021
Sep 9, 2021 at 12:17 AM UTC
What would it be like if I could dance on your heartbeat. As I sit back and watch you smile at me, I can’t help but think about how this all has to end, my heart is dancing in the corner alone while yours is on the dance floor calling me over, I wish I could place my glass of punch on the floor and come join you. But my heart is elsewhere. I’m trying to break the news that the love has faded but I don’t want your heart to stop and never dance again. I don’t want to make the music end.
Oct 4, 2020
Oct 4, 2020 at 11:09 AM UTC
The tide rolled in
heavy...
as our toes formed in the beach
I thought about us running away,
after each wave
our footprints disappear,
my anxiety rushes as you come running out the door.
my hands loose the keys
they fall to the floor
and all I can hear is slamming doors.
we ran away
the only evidence we ever were together
is washed away
ask the tide
where we hide.....
Apr 12, 2020
Apr 12, 2020 at 11:25 PM UTC
Sometimes I chew on my lip so hard
that I make myself bleed,
I can taste the Iron
as Iron and Wine is playing
All the invisible strings
making us dance like fools
and sometimes we fall down
and the invisible strings help us back up.
I get so frustrated that I cant grab my string
cut it off
and Finally
Be
Free
Apr 3, 2020
Apr 3, 2020 at 12:45 AM UTC
One last Goodbye,
All I ask is to smell your perfume again.
The last thing I remember is smelling your hair and your breathe it was so warm, I could feel the cold through the cracked door.
I think about this over and over, we were such distant lovers.
Always trying to get back
to those stairs
in the apartment complex
where we kissed for the first time.
You always would hang your keys on the nail,
I miss the sound of them falling off the nail and on to the ground.
sometimes it would happen for no apparent reason.
but those keys are no where to be found.
The only places I see and smell you
are in my Lucid Dreams
where we're still together.
Apr 1, 2020
Apr 1, 2020 at 11:06 PM UTC
Another ***** driver
Another way to unloosen the screws in my wall
I loosened up just enough
Enough to see the light through the crack in my door
I let you see just enough
Then the door closed
You knocked on it until your knuckles bleed
But you will never see me again.
Keep knocking
Keep wanting me to open that door again.
Oct 27, 2019
Oct 27, 2019 at 9:59 PM UTC
My fingers twisted as my palms
Landed flat on the sides of your waste
They danced and danced around the lining of your jeans. They danced all the way threw the loop holes
Finding a way
To figure out your zipper
They got lost fumbled the button
And lost track In the sound
Clisp
Crisp
Zip
Zip
Your lips
Found the way to my neck
I fumbled your pants
They fell
Slightly just enough
For me to see your dragon fly tattoo
Aug 11, 2019
Aug 11, 2019 at 10:55 PM UTC