plaster on that medicated smile
put everyone at ease
because my job is to please
everyone else but myself
their goal is to tame the sickened mind
contradictory though
the silent truth I do know
actions do speak loud
trust no one and love a chosen few
for them I stay alive
and fight my tumultuous mind
a medicated smile time after time
May 2, 2010
May 2, 2010 at 7:21 PM UTC
Crash my bed tonight
tears-swelling in my eyes
I should have known
I should have known
not let my heart get the best of me
I lied to it
Now it breaks
Shatters into a million. little. pieces.
Falling to my floor
I will leave them there(forever)
Last time
was the Last Time I will fix myself up again
My mind deceiving
playing games
just like the man who assisted my heart’s suicide
But he is not to blame.
it is MY foolish mind
for he doesn’t know
how I feel
And he never will.
No one ever will.
What do you see in me that’s not good enough
What does she have that makes her right
And to think
this was the worst heartbreak of them all…
Apr 20, 2010
Apr 20, 2010 at 5:48 PM UTC
Don't let those serenades
Leave you in a carefree reverie
Though the sound so sweet
It's a deceiver's simple melody
Swooned by devious motives
Your mind lacking common reason
Though the motives are mendacious
Your trust sees no treason
The warning signs are prolific
Appearing right before your eyes
Listen before your tears fall down
Like cruel raindrops from the skies
Apr 20, 2010
Apr 20, 2010 at 5:44 PM UTC
Lightning, thunder, Boom!
Flashes before your eyes.
Positive and negative charges attract.
Static electricity rushes
upwards
No turning back.
A chemistry of heat
and light.
Everything so bright.
Gone.
Gone in an instant.
Apr 20, 2010
Apr 20, 2010 at 5:40 PM UTC