I love him dearly but his heart is set on the danger field of bullets and war.
I wish I could change his mind but his heart is set on going. I will always stand by him and be the girl he is always thinking about and wanting to go home to again. I will be waiting for him at home and supporting him the whole way. When you love someone you want them to be happy even if that means you aren't. You would do anything for the ones you love. If he is happy leaving to the danger field and leaving his home, that is his choice. Even though I may not agree with it, it makes him happy and that's all that matter when it comes to who you love. I loved him from day one. I'll stand and wait for him to return. My love will never fade.
Jun 23, 2015
Jun 23, 2015 at 12:06 AM UTC
Darkness encloses the light that use to surround the day.
I hear you voice but not what you say.
Pushed away
So I start to stray
In a world so displaced
People race to find their place
Being an Outcast In society
Roaming Silently
Slowly losing my sanity
As your graceful memory fades
All that’s left is in grays
I pray that your face never leaves
As I will grieve
In all the fear
My eyes are tears
Longing for your touch
That I miss so much
Let Death take me on a rush
During my last hush
May 18, 2015
May 18, 2015 at 11:42 PM UTC
As I lay down on the cold floor
I begin to think more and more
Few weeks ago I was the happiest I ever was
But now it's all just fuzz
Tears filled my eyes
I try to convince myself they were all lies
But I try to be honest with myself
Thinking of it just troubles oneself
I stare at the ceiling and press replay
As I sitting there pondering I start to drift away
Scattered on the floor are Red tissues
Just reminding me of my issues
I found my own release
With the blood that doesn't cease
Aug 20, 2014
Aug 20, 2014 at 2:20 AM UTC
Red stained towel
She asks herself how?
Memory soaked tears
All the ****** fears
Razor sharp twist
Just above her wrist
Her parents cause one fight
Now she’s in her own despite
Just one cut
Then she’s in a rut
She says only one
But that turns to a ton
They say it’s all for attention
But all they know is what’s mentioned
She cuts deep with a knife
Now she’s fighting for her life.
Aug 8, 2014
Aug 8, 2014 at 1:18 AM UTC
I wont sit in the corner and cry, I'm not going to fear to lose something that never was and never had. Been surrounded by alayer of ice blackness. Shattered that ice to find the new light waiting for me down the path I chose, dare I have trouble not to head back down your twisted path as I know what lies ahead. Looking for the comfort of you but know I can not have. I know I should save my breath but I have trouble doing so.
Jul 1, 2014
Jul 1, 2014 at 11:44 PM UTC
The pain was to much, I often thought evil thoughts, didn't know what the purpose of life was anymore. That's when I saw your face, your gorgeous green eyes staring back at me, drawing me in, as time passes by I forget all about that pain I once felt. I have a purpose to move on, every day you make me happier. You're by my side and I couldn't ask for more. Fate has brought us here, Let's see where this leads us.
Jul 1, 2014
Jul 1, 2014 at 12:12 PM UTC
My inner demon I can not hide but in order to disguise, I must despise. I look at the mirror to see the blank reflection that is myself, only to realize my inner demon is looking back at me with a blood covered body and scars of my past. It haunts me daily with its empty eyes, it shows no emotion.
Jul 1, 2014
Jul 1, 2014 at 10:47 AM UTC