jackishere18 - Hello Poetry

The damp oh oh oh i fear the damp the earth is hard and still and my flesh is dead and and grey It will not absorb the blow l ike . live fllee . s . sh ca aan and does it . will only rot and the worms come out and the worms come out and the worms come out

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Jan 7, 2019

Jan 7, 2019 at 12:59 PM UTC

Dead

The damp oh oh oh i fear the damp the earth is hard and still and my flesh is dead and and grey It will not absorb the blow l ike . live fllee . s . sh ca aan and does it . will only rot and the worms come out and the worms come out and the worms come out

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i want to believe you love but i don't i want to hear the things you say know the things you do are worth my while our while but are they i don't feel so i feel resignation near like a dagger in my heart or worse. disappointment. i'm out of grand gestures love sparks flying and cuts made and things ended i'm tired my sweet joy my love i love you but i'm tired and i have to let go because you're not here i love you but you grow grey not morning grey death i wish i could see you in technicolor once more.

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Nov 23, 2018

Nov 23, 2018 at 8:40 PM UTC

Titled

i want to believe you love but i don't i want to hear the things you say know the things you do are worth my while our while but are they i don't feel so i feel resignation near like a dagger in my heart or worse. disappointment. i'm out of grand gestures love sparks flying and cuts made and things ended i'm tired my sweet joy my love i love you but i'm tired and i have to let go because you're not here i love you but you grow grey not morning grey death i wish i could see you in technicolor once more.

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well i still love you. who knew?

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Sep 6, 2018

Sep 6, 2018 at 4:35 PM UTC

Now What

well i still love you. who knew?

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Goodbye, my love. I loved you first.

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Aug 9, 2018

Aug 9, 2018 at 1:15 PM UTC

Goodbye

Goodbye, my love. I loved you first.

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oh now i see it is time truly time to let you go both of you i can tell by my resistance i have created my need for you out of the need to feel important and the belief that life is only worth living for when people are very complicated that simply isn't true.

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Jul 28, 2018

Jul 28, 2018 at 6:36 PM UTC

time

oh now i see it is time truly time to let you go both of you i can tell by my resistance i have created my need for you out of the need to feel important and the belief that life is only worth living for when people are very complicated that simply isn't true.

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moon I am confused about you Do I love you or hate you Do I want to love you or be you? come closer or run away Away away I love you it’s true but I think I hate you too Just a little bit maybe a lot you reflect the images back on me i do not wish to see Stupid Cruel Reflective moon Why do I love you so And hate you all at once God Is it a disease? I Have I fallen ill? I feel rather sick Maybe it’s a drug poison in the water a poison I want To **** me slowly Deeply Centimeter by centimeter inch by inch each day Rocking back and forth back and forth back and forth You are so pale and beautiful and full of witchiness But is that you? Or me? Who’s reflecting whom? and whom do i hate more

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Jul 12, 2018

Jul 12, 2018 at 6:59 PM UTC

Moon

moon I am confused about you Do I love you or hate you Do I want to love you or be you? come closer or run away Away away I love you it’s true but I think I hate you too Just a little bit maybe a lot you reflect the images back on me i do not wish to see Stupid Cruel Reflective moon Why do I love you so And hate you all at once God Is it a disease? I Have I fallen ill? I feel rather sick Maybe it’s a drug poison in the water a poison I want To **** me slowly Deeply Centimeter by centimeter inch by inch each day Rocking back and forth back and forth back and forth You are so pale and beautiful and full of witchiness But is that you? Or me? Who’s reflecting whom? and whom do i hate more

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The world is ash now The colors are less vivd a greyscale comparatively my body parts work again i can hear whereas with you i feel like i am underwater time is moving slowly once more it moves so quickly with you where i begin to wonder if you were ever here at all I want to to trust you but i don't

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Jun 8, 2018

Jun 8, 2018 at 12:13 AM UTC

Ash

The world is ash now The colors are less vivd a greyscale comparatively my body parts work again i can hear whereas with you i feel like i am underwater time is moving slowly once more it moves so quickly with you where i begin to wonder if you were ever here at all I want to to trust you but i don't

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Please i need your help i need you to break my ribs no i'm serious please it's my heart you see it's suffocating in there under the weight of skin and blood and the ribs please you have to break it out i've tried i really have but the more i pull the tighter they squeeze like one of those finger traps please they do it for open heart surgery this is not dissimilar please you have to do it now they can hear me writing this and they threaten to squeeze tighter and make my arms forzen my fingers in rigor mortis just break my ******* ribs

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May 29, 2018

May 29, 2018 at 3:37 PM UTC

Crack

Please i need your help i need you to break my ribs no i'm serious please it's my heart you see it's suffocating in there under the weight of skin and blood and the ribs please you have to break it out i've tried i really have but the more i pull the tighter they squeeze like one of those finger traps please they do it for open heart surgery this is not dissimilar please you have to do it now they can hear me writing this and they threaten to squeeze tighter and make my arms forzen my fingers in rigor mortis just break my ******* ribs

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This time I am older This time I am smarter This time my walls are weaker When I try to build them back up Like I have done for so many years the things seep through And the walls swell from the rising pressure the things the things the spidery wet things I thought I did it I thought I solved it I thought I won But here they are once more And I am quite unsure what to do Retreat or attack Neither work here Something I did not know Till this time In small doses maybe But ultimately Both make everything turn to ash and ultimately Only feeds them Stillness. If you hold me If you hug me If you say one word to me I will drown in tears. If I am still, I will die I’m quite sure of it. So instead Each day I die only a little slowly Bits at a time This time I know why This time I know how I This time. I know the only person who can really help me is me So why does everything taste like mud.

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Mar 27, 2018

Mar 27, 2018 at 11:42 PM UTC

This time

This time I am older This time I am smarter This time my walls are weaker When I try to build them back up Like I have done for so many years the things seep through And the walls swell from the rising pressure the things the things the spidery wet things I thought I did it I thought I solved it I thought I won But here they are once more And I am quite unsure what to do Retreat or attack Neither work here Something I did not know Till this time In small doses maybe But ultimately Both make everything turn to ash and ultimately Only feeds them Stillness. If you hold me If you hug me If you say one word to me I will drown in tears. If I am still, I will die I’m quite sure of it. So instead Each day I die only a little slowly Bits at a time This time I know why This time I know how I This time. I know the only person who can really help me is me So why does everything taste like mud.

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You are a stone. I want to strike you with my stick You know Like Moses did in the desert That worked out great for him Not hard or anything Just so the water finally gushes forth And I am nourished And you are human And I can stop talking to a ******* stone That doesn’t even answer back Like real stones do But I have to be careful I don’t want you to burst Though it would be strange if you did You are a stone, after all Maybe I’ll just sit next to you instead Maybe that’ll work Or poke a little That should do the trick Or **** Or embrace Or hold Why isn’t this working This isn’t I can’t Why aren’t you Can’t you just hey How about thi— Listen to me! SMACK Oh! The water! I did it! You broke open! Now I’ll be nourished! Now you’ll finally be real! I was afraid you’d burst! Or I’d crumble But I did it! Now we can get out of this ******* desert Together! wait The water It’s trickling There’s barely any at all And you’re still a stone And I’m still dying of thirst And talking to a rock. I’ll die before you trickle out enough water for me to drink And live to tell about it You know that, right? I hate stones. They‘re so unreliable.

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Nov 27, 2017

Nov 27, 2017 at 6:32 PM UTC

Stones are Stupid

You are a stone. I want to strike you with my stick You know Like Moses did in the desert That worked out great for him Not hard or anything Just so the water finally gushes forth And I am nourished And you are human And I can stop talking to a ******* stone That doesn’t even answer back Like real stones do But I have to be careful I don’t want you to burst Though it would be strange if you did You are a stone, after all Maybe I’ll just sit next to you instead Maybe that’ll work Or poke a little That should do the trick Or **** Or embrace Or hold Why isn’t this working This isn’t I can’t Why aren’t you Can’t you just hey How about thi— Listen to me! SMACK Oh! The water! I did it! You broke open! Now I’ll be nourished! Now you’ll finally be real! I was afraid you’d burst! Or I’d crumble But I did it! Now we can get out of this ******* desert Together! wait The water It’s trickling There’s barely any at all And you’re still a stone And I’m still dying of thirst And talking to a rock. I’ll die before you trickle out enough water for me to drink And live to tell about it You know that, right? I hate stones. They‘re so unreliable.

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