We live in a world that doesn’t get along with each other.
A world that wants more for their leaders and less for their people.
A world in which power is coveted and humility is tarnished.
This world has corrupted us since that day of our conception and yet we have never known it.
This would has never been on our side and never will be.
The forefathers saw opportunity and a chance for betterment for the whole people.
The fathers after them saw a chance for betterment in themselves through the whole people.
When these times come crashing down on us, the common man, we must learn to shoulder the burden.
For there is nothing we can do now, there is nothing we can do to support our own cause.
We are blinded and we are hidden.
We can vote and we can rally, but we cannot lead.
Our land is no longer our land. It is the worlds land. For everybody else to enjoy.
So long are the days of hope and charity.
So long are the days of field and play.
So long are the days of kinship and brotherhood.
We live in a land of savagery and utter hate.
A land that seeks to sap every bit of your will.
A land that will work you until you bleed.
A land that will work you until you ****
A land that will beat you until you are dead.
This land is not my land. This land is not your land. This land is their land. And they will do whatever they can to take it from us.
Protect what you have and what you love, for it is all that you will have.
Make time for the ones who bring you happiness; for they are the only ones to do so.
Count blessings but don’t wait on them.
Make your own blessings and be thankful when they arrive.
This world will offer you no forgiveness, no handouts and no loans.
This is a world of savages, be prepared to work or die.
Jul 17, 2018
Jul 17, 2018 at 2:28 PM UTC
bringing light to the shade,
is as easy as bringing dark from the sun.
Apr 30, 2018
Apr 30, 2018 at 1:35 AM UTC
Today marks the worst day yet.
All the toil anguish and fear,
led to this.
The first attempt.
Mother finding out.
Therapist finding out.
Roommates not knowing.
And dealing with it all.
It's hard when it all starts with a failed test.
being a failure and the demise that comes along with it.
the weight of the world crashing down.
all hope abandoned.
nothing left to give.
but then how do you bounce back from a day like this?
the word is out of the bag now.
Mom knows,
which means dad probably will know.
Which evidentally means everybody will know.
And now I'm the crazy guy,
the one everybody can talk about in their private family gossip.
the one the therapist tells her husband about.
the one my mother cries about each night.
How do I respond to this?
how will tomorrow feel after this has happened.
Is an attempt a life changing experience?
I tried to brush it off,
but i also tried to brush off the other attempts.
this time somebody found out.
Hopefully this will be the start of recovery.
thank you
Apr 25, 2018
Apr 25, 2018 at 10:42 PM UTC
Hey.
Hey.
Do you have a pencil?
Yeah.
Thank you!
No problem ☺
And they lived happily ever after
Mar 29, 2018
Mar 29, 2018 at 1:49 AM UTC
When does It become okay to admit that she is into you?
For me its when she says hello.
But that’s the **** problem,
After hello we are hearing wedding bells happily ever after.
We love everyday without a worry.
It is indeed hopeless, its also not reality.
It is actually disparaging.
For her, im probably just another face.
So when I see us going up the stairway to heaven,
She sees the cheese fries behind me.
I get my hopes all the way up,
She stays in the moment.
I become heartbroken when she walks away,
She plans on talking again later.
I see her and I am in pain,
But I cant tell her this because I just met her.
Now she sees a scant of who I am,
She has no idea and I don’t expect her to.
So this is all what makes love so hard, for me.
You have to know me better than I know myself,
Upon first acquaintance.
And so that’s why I am always alone,
At least I think.
Hold on her she comes,
Hopefully she didn’t hear what I just said.
Mar 29, 2018
Mar 29, 2018 at 1:48 AM UTC
Sick minded and evil spirited,
Material things I need them.
Cover up my insecureties and burn them.
Tell the one I never loved her.
Just kidding Tell her im dead without her.
Hollowed to the bone.
Lost and all alone.
Gave up family and friends.
For destiny.
When I walk I move in silence.
When I speak I talk in tongues.
I never liked the way I looked,
So I dyed my hair yellow.
I never felt confident talking to girls,
So I started belittling them.
I am forsaken by my own insecurities,
They exemplify in others.
Nobody in this world has made me feel loved,
Except for you my little sugar bug.
Help me find my way back home,
I have wondered down an unforsaken road.
I turned left when I should have gone right.
Ran out of gas in the desert.
Broke the tires in the mountains, and drove into a river.
Ever since I lost my car, I’ve been looking for a better one.
I always thought the ol’ reliable was exactly what she was,
Until I saw her drowning.
Immediately I saw all of our good times, the empty tanks and the flat tires.
Immediately I missed that car and sought after one just like her,
Unfortunately she was one of a kind.
I guess that’s the thing about life,
There is always something new,
To draw you away form what you already have.
Mar 29, 2018
Mar 29, 2018 at 1:47 AM UTC
they're all pompous
they all think they are important
they all think they change lives
they are always right
they don't see color
they don't dream
they are static
they don't encourage
they degrade
they hate
they are wrong
always
they don't know youth
they don't stay modern
they don't care
they know themselves
they don't know you
they don't care about you
they never will
they never have
most of all, they're lazy
Mar 5, 2018
Mar 5, 2018 at 9:23 PM UTC
I want to fall asleep in your arms every night.
I want the next time I see you to be better than the last.
I want to go on exotic dates, like Korean BBQ.
I want to dress freely.
I want to eat pizza with you on Fridays and watch movies into Saturday.
I want to be young and dumb and in love, the best kind of love, with you.
I want, to stop saying I want.
I want you to show me a world I never knew.
I want to be amazed that you were ever created.
I want you to see me for all that I am.
I want to run away and get married on a secluded island and never come back.
Learn the native language and teach math.
Drink from palm trees and wear sandals.
Shower weekly and still be in love.
I want to wrap this up in a way that makes you smile.
But I cant, because im in denial.
Feb 21, 2018
Feb 21, 2018 at 12:55 AM UTC
Stay off the drugs.
Stay off the drink.
Stay motivated on yourself.
Youre the only one who wont let you down.
Never be ugly, although its hard for an ogre.
Be kind and gentle, to every face you meet.
Try. And try again.
Be loved. Don’t be afraid to love.
Let others in.
Try not to sin.
Write poetry.
Its free.
Drink coffee. Just kidding drink tea.
Be weird. Dye your hair. Paint your nails. Cut your teeth.
Stay up late.
Sleep during the day.
Eat lunch for dinner.
Wander.
Be scared.
Cry more.
Be free, in every possible sense of the word, please, be free.
Feb 21, 2018
Feb 21, 2018 at 12:54 AM UTC
Motivate yourself.
How?
Try something new.
Tried it, doesn’t work.
Okay… try something else.
But I’ve already tried so much.
Well then **** it, give up.
Okay now youre being irrational.
Well youre the one who started it.
Im just tired okay!
What are you tired of?
Everything, ******
Tell me.
You, and me, and him and her.
Okay.
And the ugliness
And the parents who lie.
And the presents who don’t care
And the parents who don’t know their own ****** child.
The parents who cant take the time of day to ask how you are.
How their demented ****** up kid is.
To ask, are you okay?
Did you put the blade to your wrist today?
Oh, you had a job interview?
With who? How did it go?
No, its okay mom. Focus on yourself.
Its okay dad, I never wanted a father anyway.
Its okay sister, stay in school.
Just don’t cry when I leave.
Feb 21, 2018
Feb 21, 2018 at 12:53 AM UTC